Everyone help me wish Brielle a Happy Birthday 🥳 Today she turns 8. To this day it still blows my mind that I’m a father. Brielle, I want to Thank you so much for playing a part in saving my life ❤️ Hannah, Jaxx and I love you so much 🥰 You’ve brought more light, love, and laughter into my life than I ever thought possible. Watching you grow into a smart, strong, sassy little soul has been one of the greatest honors of my life. Being your father.. I don’t take these moments for granted — not one bit. There was a time I wasn’t sure I’d ever get to be the kind of dad you deserve… but today, I’m right here. Fully present, forever grateful and proud to be your dad. Happy Birthday Love ❤️
It is only through God’s grace and mercy and a 12 step fellowship that I’m standing here today. A decade ago I was so broken, hopeless and thought my life was completely over. My life is completely different now and I’m filled with so much gratitude. If you are struggling, never stop trying, I promise you there is a better way.!!
Everyone help me congratulate my beautiful fiancé for celebrating 6 YEARS CLEAN TODAY.!! 🥳🥳❤️ Your story… from where you once were to where you are now, is truly a miracle. You’re such an amazing mother, partner, sponsor and friend. Your selflessness does not go unnoticed. I appreciate you more than you’ll ever know. I’m so proud of you 😭 You inspire me ❤️ I love you.!
If you’ve ever shared my music, shown my music to someone, said my name to anybody, listened to my music, streamed my music, visited my YouTube, etc.. From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU.!!!! I appreciate the support.. you have no idea how much it means to me.
If you’re in recovery, trying to get and stay clean, no matter how many times you fail.. Never give up
At the age of 22, I got a year clean then relapsed
At 23 l tried again, got 3 1/2 years clean then relapsed
When I was 27 years old I managed to get 2 1/2 years clean.. then fell short and relapsed
Then at 31, I was able to get 13 months clean, was dealing with an immense amount of depression and relapsed
Then at the age of 32, in the summer of 2015, I attempted to get clean yet again. I knew deep down in my heart that I had to change absolutely everything. If I'm willing.. I'll celebrate 10 years clean this June. I am given only a daily reprieve. I got to a point where I ran out of excuses, I had to take responsibility for my life. I have not found it necessary to put any drugs and or alcohol into my system. Relapse doesn't have to be a part of your process, but it was a part of mine. If you want something.. NEVER stop trying. Give yourself a chance, learn from your failures and setbacks. My book isn't closed yet, because if I have breath in my lungs, then I am able to change my life.
I can remember waking up hating myself and making my way to the living room. I'd rummage through the ashtray for a cigarette butt to smoke. Either a Newport light, Maverick or a Cimarron. I can vividly recollect the stench of cigarette smoke and how it would make me nauseous every morning. Our living room carpet was atrocious, so dirty. Usually by the time I sat on our disgusting, torn, filthy couch for 20 minutes I was ready to throw up. Dope sickness hit me literally the second I opened my eyes every single day. I would be sweating, miserable and hopeless. I would pray to God to help me just get one, just one fix and everything would be okay. I barely had enough strength to do anything, let alone leave my residence to go commit crimes. It would be July, but I would be wearing a white thermal. I would wear that just incase I got arrested. Cause if I actually made it upstairs, I was allowed to keep it and I wouldn't be as freezing when I detoxed...yet again in the county jail. I'd always leave my house in dirty clothes. I'd leave without eating or brushing my teeth of course and I'd do whatever I had to “ within reason " to get off sick.
Use your imagination. Fill in the blanks. Shoplifting, ripping people off, strangers and loved ones. Crime was really just a way of life. I mean how else was I going to support my habit, getting and keeping a job was impossible. My arms were always so sore, always bruised. Day after day after day, I lived such a pathetic life.
Fast forward to today, almost 10 years later
When I think about my past at moments it makes me cringe. It also makes me tremendously grateful. My negative experiences made me such a positive person. Like certain pieces to the puzzle didn't fit but God manipulated them in such a perfect way that they completed me. God spared me and pointed me in a direction I never knew existed. I used to be someone people ran from, now l'm a person people come to.
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We are OFFICIALLY MARRIED ❤️ Yesterday was like a movie, like a dream.. It truly was the best day of our lives. God is so good, we’re so grateful .!!
Will post pictures and videos when we get them 🙏🏽
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Everyone help me wish Brielle a Happy Birthday 🥳 Today she turns 8. To this day it still blows my mind that I’m a father. Brielle, I want to Thank you so much for playing a part in saving my life ❤️ Hannah, Jaxx and I love you so much 🥰 You’ve brought more light, love, and laughter into my life than I ever thought possible. Watching you grow into a smart, strong, sassy little soul has been one of the greatest honors of my life. Being your father.. I don’t take these moments for granted — not one bit. There was a time I wasn’t sure I’d ever get to be the kind of dad you deserve… but today, I’m right here. Fully present, forever grateful and proud to be your dad. Happy Birthday Love ❤️
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Thank you everyone for all the love and support on my newest single “ Drug Addiction Part 3 “ https://youtu.be/0S9b3hRSSas
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Today we celebrate 10 YEARS CLEAN 👏🏽👏🏽
It is only through God’s grace and mercy and a 12 step fellowship that I’m standing here today. A decade ago I was so broken, hopeless and thought my life was completely over. My life is completely different now and I’m filled with so much gratitude. If you are struggling, never stop trying, I promise you there is a better way.!!
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Everyone help me congratulate my beautiful fiancé for celebrating 6 YEARS CLEAN TODAY.!! 🥳🥳❤️ Your story… from where you once were to where you are now, is truly a miracle. You’re such an amazing mother, partner, sponsor and friend. Your selflessness does not go unnoticed. I appreciate you more than you’ll ever know. I’m so proud of you 😭 You inspire me ❤️ I love you.!
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If you’ve ever shared my music, shown my music to someone, said my name to anybody, listened to my music, streamed my music, visited my YouTube, etc.. From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU.!!!!
I appreciate the support.. you have no idea how much it means to me.
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We went to our wedding venue tonight to make some final decisions about a few things 🥰 165 days til the big day 🤗🤭 Yay.!!
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116 months without a drink or a drug 👏🏽
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If you’re in recovery, trying to get and stay clean, no matter how many times you fail.. Never give up
At the age of 22, I got a year clean then relapsed
At 23 l tried again, got 3 1/2 years clean then relapsed
When I was 27 years old I managed to get 2 1/2 years clean.. then fell short and relapsed
Then at 31, I was able to get 13 months clean, was dealing with an immense amount of depression and relapsed
Then at the age of 32, in the summer of 2015, I attempted to get clean yet again. I knew deep down in my heart that I had to change absolutely everything. If I'm willing.. I'll celebrate 10 years clean this June. I am given only a daily reprieve. I got to a point where I ran out of excuses, I had to take responsibility for my life. I have not found it necessary to put any drugs and or alcohol into my system. Relapse doesn't have to be a part of your process, but it was a part of mine. If you want something.. NEVER stop trying. Give yourself a chance, learn from your failures and setbacks. My book isn't closed yet, because if I have breath in my lungs, then I am able to change my life.
Your story's not over til it's over ❤️
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This was my life...
I can remember waking up hating myself and making my way to the living room. I'd rummage through the ashtray for a cigarette butt to smoke. Either a Newport light, Maverick or a Cimarron. I can vividly recollect the stench of cigarette smoke and how it would make me nauseous every morning. Our living room carpet was atrocious, so dirty. Usually by the time I sat on our disgusting, torn, filthy couch for 20 minutes I was ready to throw up. Dope sickness hit me literally the second I opened my eyes every single day. I would be sweating, miserable and hopeless. I would pray to God to help me just get one, just one fix and everything would be okay. I barely had enough strength to do anything, let alone leave my residence to go commit crimes. It would be July, but I would be wearing a white thermal. I would wear that just incase I got arrested. Cause if I actually made it upstairs, I was allowed to keep it and I wouldn't be as freezing when I detoxed...yet again in the county jail. I'd always leave my house in dirty clothes. I'd leave without eating or brushing my teeth of course and I'd do whatever I had to “ within reason " to get off sick.
Use your imagination. Fill in the blanks. Shoplifting, ripping people off, strangers and loved ones. Crime was really just a way of life. I mean how else was I going to support my habit, getting and keeping a job was impossible.
My arms were always so sore, always bruised. Day after day after day, I lived such a pathetic life.
Fast forward to today, almost 10 years later
When I think about my past at moments it makes me cringe. It also makes me tremendously grateful. My negative experiences made me such a positive person. Like certain pieces to the puzzle didn't fit but God manipulated them in such a perfect way that they completed me. God spared me and pointed me in a direction I never knew existed. I used to be someone people ran from, now l'm a person people come to.
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