semi back, uploads may be slow. please be patient <3

everyone is welcome here, always a safe space to vent.
you are loved.

Do not harass my fans.


RiRi πŸ‘

I've been writing one chapter of an Azuretime fanfic and its all gone. For some reason when I select something and try to delete it, it deletes the WHOLE page even when I ONLY select a small part gng it was such a long chapter too I was so proud of it I guess my notesapp hates Azuretime because this happened with ANOTHER Azuretime fanfic before πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”

I am actually so devasted bro I spent the past HOUR on that thing and now its just a blank page aghwuheudhsbqknsjejs I mourned it like my own child 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

36 minutes ago | [YT] | 6

RiRi πŸ‘

Is it just me who feels happy when someone vents to me like sometimes I feel guilty about it because I feel like I have a savior complex but honestly I just want to comfort people. I want to be the safe space for others that I never had and I feel successful when people come to me when they're upset or vulnerable because I feel like they trust me. I had a teacher tell me she used to get bullied for her weight once and another that she used SH and be su*cidal when she was a teenager. I was caught off guard because it was the first time adults had told me about their vulnerabilities so bluntly without trying to hide behind superiority, but I tried my best to comfort them. The only time I ever felt uncomfortable was when my mother cried to me, because no matter how hard I tried I couldn't bring myself to feel bad for her.

I love people. I love you.

3 days ago | [YT] | 145

RiRi πŸ‘

Going out to buy books and my hair refuses to behave yet when I wake up in the middle of the night to take a shit I look in the mirror and see a model

1 week ago | [YT] | 115

RiRi πŸ‘

what the fuck is the vex syndicate bro I just wanna know TSFTL lore 😿😿😿

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 34

RiRi πŸ‘

I want to live in a country where I can express myself freely without being beat up on the street or called a slur.






fyi: neither of these things have happened to me! but I think it's what commonly happens to people who dress alt here. Get me out of this prison bro

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 126

RiRi πŸ‘

Why am I like genuinely getting so beat up over this I've been through worse ts is literally a mild inconvenience

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 52

RiRi πŸ‘

IMPORTANT!!!

COMMISSIONS REOPENED!!

Now I figured out what my issue was, roblox forces my game to be 16+ unless I use my ID (which I'm not going to do) and most of my clients accounts are under 16. So it doesn't show the shop for them. So now I apologize but you have to have an account that's 16+ or have roblox premium to commission me πŸ™

You can commission me on my discord @kririkaa, please be patient and don't be rude. You can pay at my roblox place (since roblox nuked pls donate πŸ’”) "abluemelody's place" in my profile. My username is "abluemelody". Scroll down to shop and my passes should be there, however the prices may be different due to regional pricing unfortunately, so I advise you to look at them before commissioning me!

What I WON'T do:
Nsfw (sfw slight nudity is fine for lore commissions)
fetishes
gore art of REAL PEOPLE
Full furies/animals (no hate! I'm just bad at them πŸ’”)
Vehicles (again, I suck at them)

What I CAN do:
SLIGHTLY realistic gore/censored gore
horror (though it might not be the best, I'll try)
sensitive topics

Okay, now you may be wondering what the 'Lore commission' is. It's basically my eyestrain art, which may include bright colours, textures etc. I'll try to incorporate a character's lore into it as much as I can. If you do want to commission lore art, then PLEASE provide a summery of your character's lore beforehand! and if you want me to draw a specific topic of their lore, then please mention that as well!

Prices:
Headshot β†’ 58 rbx
Torso β†’ 86 rbx
Lore β†’ 180 rbx
Please note they be different due to regional pricing!!

here are some examples of my art:

3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 272

RiRi πŸ‘

"Oh you prefer they/them? I'm still calling you only she/her because I don't support the pronouns but I support nonbinary people and I support you!!" the amount of contradictions in that sentence is physically painful. If you can't respect my gender, get off my channel.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 157

RiRi πŸ‘

Okay uhm commissions have been paused because I'm having some issues with roblox and payment so I'm trying to figure that out. So sorry to my clients who are stuck with me right nowβ€” I'm trying to fix it!

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 42

RiRi πŸ‘

Huh??? someone help me I don't know what to do 😭 where do I put my passkey?? my keyboard doesn't show up and I've clicked EVERYWHERE πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 129