𝖺𝗌𝗁𝗁.

i just realized that along with rami's birthday, it's my channel anniversary too. 🥹🩵

it's been such a long time since i've been here, and honestly, i miss everything. i really want to come back, and this time, i'm going to try. even if nobody comments on this post, it's okay. i just wanted to say that i'm giving this channel another chance.

we couldn't reach 1k in a whole year, and that makes me a little sad, but we'll try harder this year. hopefully, this time, we'll make it. 🥹🎀

happy channel anniversary to us. here's to a new chapter. i'm coming back, guys. 🩵🫶🏻

3 days ago |[YT] | 2

𝖺𝗌𝗁𝗁.

scheduled on 17.10.26 - for my dear rami. 🩵🎀

happy 19th birthday to my girl. i miss you more than words can ever explain, and things just haven't felt the same without you. i hope this year brings you endless happiness and that you come back even healthier, happier, and stronger. please take all the time you need to rest and heal, because your health and happiness will always matter more. i'll be right here, waiting and cheering for you, always. i miss you so much, my rami. come back when you're ready, my girl. 🥹🩵🐬

To: ‪@BABYMONSTER‬

3 days ago |[YT] | 2

𝖺𝗌𝗁𝗁.

hey everyone,

just a little update: i'll be taking an indefinite break from youtube. i'm not sure when i'll be back, but i wanted to let you all know instead of randomly disappearing and i don't mind y'all mentioning me in vids or post but I'll make to reply to them when I'm back:)

I hope that whenever I'm back, I'll be back more consistent, with better editing and ideas!!

thank you for all the support and love you've shown me. i truly appreciate every single one of you. 🤍

that's all for now. take care, and i'll see you whenever i'm back <33

- with a lots of love
Ashh
Logging off

3 months ago |[YT] | 16

𝖺𝗌𝗁𝗁.

AHHH, 600 subs?? 🥹

the best that happened this week 🥀

I'm soo grateful for this milestone, i can't express my gratitude rn. i'm still processing this 😭 thank you for every bit of support, it truly means the world to me. 🤍

- BYEE:)

3 months ago |[YT] | 27

𝖺𝗌𝗁𝗁.

EP3: ashh loggies

GUYS?? 😭

why did i just find out SOMEONE MADE A FANPAGE FOR ME… and they’re refusing to tell me who they are, they're one of my friends<<33

atp it’s sweet and evil at the same time :)

lowkey crying tho this is actually so sweet 🤍
‪@kisses4ashh‬​
Y'all sub her!! 💋

And ‪@kisses4ashh‬​ I'm not matching with you till you tell me who are you!!

Taggiss -
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@everyonee
-byee

5 months ago (edited) |[YT] | 9

𝖺𝗌𝗁𝗁.

EP2: ashh loggies

heyy lovess 🦢
sorry for disappearing for a bit 😭
i was offline for a while and lowkey forgot to upload…but honestly the break gave me so much peace <3

thank you for still being here even when i vanish randomly 🤍
i’ll start uploading again from tmrw!! stay tuneddd ;)

Written with lovee
- ashh > <

Taggiss -
‪@Xxiiaenae.ৎ‬​​ ‪@Miss._.mooniii‬​​ ‪@Karina_Queen_Lily‬​​ ‪@chaexue.ৎ‬​​ @𝗩𝗲𝗻𝗼𝗺_𝗫𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗰𝘀ִ ࣪𖤐​​ ‪@bmbliss‬​​ ‪@aria-bio‬​​ ‪@Ktubeaie‬​​ ‪@ktubequette‬​​ ‪@ktubestory‬​​ ‪@reisvncy‬​​ ‪@Jenxrukiee‬​​ ‪@jencoree.ৎ‬​​ ‪@MANGORAMICAKE‬​​ ‪@kpopmultiverse112‬​​ ‪@Die4fims‬​‪@KHUSHI_BLACKPINK_EDITZ‬​ ​ @everyonee

5 months ago (edited) |[YT] | 17

𝖺𝗌𝗁𝗁.

EP1: ASH loggies?

Yk y’all, I just learned a life lesson. never get attached to anything: people, music, groups, ANIMALS everything’s gonna be forgotten eventually, and we all die anyway 🤍

I have a habit of overthinking everything. Today I saw a quote like, “If you can overthink the worst, then why not overthink the best?” Like… what the hell am I supposed to overthink about the best when nothing nice is happening in life? My social life is messed up, real life is messed up, mental health is messed up, and physically I’m even more messed up.

I’m just trying to survive my own thoughts and not get attached to anything. Like BP became my comfort, and now the girls went solo. NJZ let’s not even talk about that. BM? Rami is on hiatus. ENHA? Heeseung got kicked out (he didn’t leave on his own). Rami became my comfort zone, and now we haven’t seen her for almost a year.

And there aren’t any update,‪@YGEntertainment‬​ , did you forget she exists? Or are you acting like she doesn’t exist in BM? She went on hiatus on May 9th, 2025, and now it’s almost May 2nd, 2026, a whole year without updates?? 🥀

And your grougs,BP barely gets promoted, Treasure barely gets a comeback, and BM? The girls need a long break, they’re so overworked. And let’s not even talk about the Park Bom situation. Plus, you’re debuting a 13-year-old? And a new boy group in September? Focus on your current groups first.

- written by ashh.


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5 months ago (edited) |[YT] | 2

𝖺𝗌𝗁𝗁.

"HANDS STAINED FROM AREN'T DIRTY AT ALL."

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