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“China-faced, blue killing,
The desert condensed,
Heart as heat, still beating.

Favour, as in favours,
lulled quiet by a storm,
thunderous in her crying,
silent with her love.

Night has neared,
baked moon tilting,
a lavender past creeps on twos,
never there, always missing.

Iseult has peaked,
White mounds and carmine crests,
Her vice is a livid thing,
wretched and blue,
a porcelain knife.”

a poem of mine about me.


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myshkin

hi! i opened a payhip for topics i can't really post on here due to guidelines/were heavily requested :-) if you have any suggestions, let me know. my break here hasn't coincided with a break in writing, so i'll hopefully post a new video by may, fingers crossed 🤔 anyways, happy belated easter 🐣 payhip.com/myshkin

5 months ago | [YT] | 79

myshkin

merry belated christmas! i'm accepting paid requests, so contact me on instagram @cadetbluemisery xx 🤍

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2 years ago | [YT] | 236

myshkin

s2 episode 7: “Lonely Souls” of twin peaks is such a beautiful piece of work. so much sorrow, dread, and grief packed into the last, poignant minutes of a kaleidoscopic dive-bar-daydream. i wish i could etch it into mind piecemeal.. would that it were so simple..

Julee Cruise - Falling ➡️ the great haunt encapsulated (https://youtu.be/EIUeZ4OqLXU)

3 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 80

myshkin

my spotify for anyone who asked (i might have a small playlist-making addiction); open.spotify.com/user/y494o4vmies8p2q2guluvbds1?si…

3 years ago | [YT] | 88

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the sudden awareness of being alive.

3 years ago | [YT] | 208

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“i never understood the word ‘loneliness’; as far as i was concerned, i was in an orgy with the sky and the ocean”

she is everything to me

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