Hey guys and all like what, 8 new subs? I just wanna say that thanks for following my channel, but it's kinda disheartening to at times have 5-10+ people unsubscribe due to inactivity. i have no schedule and im struggling with depression, adhd and other stuff, so sometimes, the simple act of playing a game feels impossible, hence why i don't make videos, stream etc on a regular basis, but instead do it in spurts when i feel like i can. that and self esteem issues, and as of recently, asthma attacks that are triggered from stress, food, and seemingly literally everything, so im literally quite limited in what i can do and for how long.
Right now im suffering from a creative blockade. Keeping this as only a coaster making channel is going to be impossible. If i wanna keep uploading stuff i need to deviate. I know the majority of my audience are planco players, so most wont have interest in my content. But i was an everything channel before and always plan to be one
thank you all for continuing to subscribe to my trash channel. Truth to be told, i've struggled with depression for over a decade now, and as of the past few months it's been bad again. it comes and goes. I try to upkeep myself, and i overall feel mostly fine but I just don't have passion or interest to do anything, hence why I don't upload anything, let alone stream. I wish i had a passion for something right now, but I just don't. And forcing myself to do something I really am not in the mental state to do leads to disaster and dissapointment.
Get used to these random ass breaks and then spurts of uploads during the periods when i suddenly finally enjoy doing things.
Aight, this is it, youtube has finally lost its mind. I'm banned from commenting for 1 day for "cyberbullying' bro why didnt i get this in like 2014 when i actually was an ass?
Viewers of my channel can expect a dump of elden ring content very soon. me and my gf are about to beat it in the next few days and i got 30 hours worth of content to upload. of course i would edit them too.
I'm genuinely running out of ideas for coasters and energy or inspiration to carry out any ideas. I need a break from coaster making. Sorry for the 5 people who actually watch my content lol. More will come eventually but right now I need a break.
To those unsubbing, planet coaster content is still coming, i'm just on a creator's block right now and need to play other games for a lil while before I can enjoy coasters again
Celatra
Hey guys and all like what, 8 new subs? I just wanna say that thanks for following my channel, but it's kinda disheartening to at times have 5-10+ people unsubscribe due to inactivity. i have no schedule and im struggling with depression, adhd and other stuff, so sometimes, the simple act of playing a game feels impossible, hence why i don't make videos, stream etc on a regular basis, but instead do it in spurts when i feel like i can. that and self esteem issues, and as of recently, asthma attacks that are triggered from stress, food, and seemingly literally everything, so im literally quite limited in what i can do and for how long.
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Right now im suffering from a creative blockade. Keeping this as only a coaster making channel is going to be impossible. If i wanna keep uploading stuff i need to deviate. I know the majority of my audience are planco players, so most wont have interest in my content. But i was an everything channel before and always plan to be one
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thank you all for continuing to subscribe to my trash channel. Truth to be told, i've struggled with depression for over a decade now, and as of the past few months it's been bad again. it comes and goes. I try to upkeep myself, and i overall feel mostly fine but I just don't have passion or interest to do anything, hence why I don't upload anything, let alone stream. I wish i had a passion for something right now, but I just don't. And forcing myself to do something I really am not in the mental state to do leads to disaster and dissapointment.
Get used to these random ass breaks and then spurts of uploads during the periods when i suddenly finally enjoy doing things.
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Thank you all for 420 subs. I now got the funny weed number
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just bought an rx 6700xt 12gb and a new 1080p monitor. fuck yeah
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Aight, this is it, youtube has finally lost its mind. I'm banned from commenting for 1 day for "cyberbullying' bro why didnt i get this in like 2014 when i actually was an ass?
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We're stuck on fucking fire giant as of now lmao. we're gonna get him but yeah.
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Viewers of my channel can expect a dump of elden ring content very soon. me and my gf are about to beat it in the next few days and i got 30 hours worth of content to upload. of course i would edit them too.
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I'm genuinely running out of ideas for coasters and energy or inspiration to carry out any ideas. I need a break from coaster making. Sorry for the 5 people who actually watch my content lol. More will come eventually but right now I need a break.
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To those unsubbing, planet coaster content is still coming, i'm just on a creator's block right now and need to play other games for a lil while before I can enjoy coasters again
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