hello everyone! i have been absent for a super long time because i have started a new chapter in my content creation journey, and now is the time where i am sure enough of it that i want to share it with you.
first of all, a big thank you to EVERYONE who watched, liked and commented on my videos. it was really fun to make content i enjoy and to see people engage with it the way you guys did. i have dabbled with content creation here and there before and there has always been one problem that caught up to me, and unfortunately this channel is no exception of that: tailoring a channel to one specific topic backs you into a corner, making it easy for you to get burnt out.
i am a person with fluctuating hyperfixations, many different interests and weird rushes of motivation. so when i made this channel, i was in the middle of one of those. i really enjoyed playing genshin, consuming genshin content, and i was all over it. but over time, i lost that spark. i still play genshin but much less frequently and mostly for the main story at this point.
i apologize for the lack of uploads and the lack of updates, but at some point i just felt a bit discouraged with this channel. i wanted people to watch and like me for me, the person making the videos, and not necessarily what the video is about. unfortunately though, my more original ideas that weren't "i built this character" didn't really do well. i understand it's not the youtube meta and that's fine, but somehow that made me realize that this content space is not fitting for what i aspire to be as a content creator. i'd wish to have a channel that is about ME, without feeling constrained by a single topic or game - a channel with the theme of variety. that gives me the creative freedom i need, that allows me to do whatever i want to do and turn it into youtube videos, while also curating an audience that watches me for who i am, rather than which new character i built in this certain game.
i am very thankful for everyone. i do not take over a thousand subscribers for granted. this milestone was reached thanks to you guys and it made me really happy! making content on this channel was a very fun and most importantly a learning experience. every positive comment about me, my voice, my edits or my silliness really made my day and i want you to know that i really really appreciated the support.
i will keep this channel as is and eventually post the new genshin parody song that i was working on, once i get time and motivation to finish it. but that will most likely be the last video on this channel.
unless... let's see what the future has in store.
it was a very fun time and i hope you enjoyed my stuff as much as i enjoyed making it. thank you for everything! (and stay tuned for my new genshin parody song... eventually!)
...at the tiny price of 250 wishes for her and her weapon. what a great start to the new year with two 50/50s lost. will i get citlali until the end of the patch? we will find out eventually. happy new year! 🔥
i'm sorry for the lack of videos lately. it was a turbulent two months with vacation, work and assignments, and now the new semester started so i feel like it's even more busy than before and i'm struggling to find time and energy to work on a time-consuming and creative hobby like youtube. which absolutely sucks because i really enjoy working on creative stuff.
because of the schedule and the resulting stress and lack of energy, i haven't sat down on my pc to play genshin for a month or so. i will pick it up in the near future to at least play the sabseruz festival! (kaveh <3) i also definitely want mavuika so for the archon patch i'll surely make more time to play.
i'm currently trying to figure out ways to spend less time to make better videos without burning out in the process. i have a lot of content ideas in my mind but sometimes that very thing can be overwhelming and make things feel out of reach.
so, are there any videos YOU would like to see on my channel? any kind of idea or style you're into lately? that would help me a lot trying to figure out what, when and how to make videos in the future.
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butterblu
lumine is so pretty
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hello everyone! i have been absent for a super long time because i have started a new chapter in my content creation journey, and now is the time where i am sure enough of it that i want to share it with you.
first of all, a big thank you to EVERYONE who watched, liked and commented on my videos. it was really fun to make content i enjoy and to see people engage with it the way you guys did. i have dabbled with content creation here and there before and there has always been one problem that caught up to me, and unfortunately this channel is no exception of that: tailoring a channel to one specific topic backs you into a corner, making it easy for you to get burnt out.
i am a person with fluctuating hyperfixations, many different interests and weird rushes of motivation. so when i made this channel, i was in the middle of one of those. i really enjoyed playing genshin, consuming genshin content, and i was all over it. but over time, i lost that spark. i still play genshin but much less frequently and mostly for the main story at this point.
i apologize for the lack of uploads and the lack of updates, but at some point i just felt a bit discouraged with this channel. i wanted people to watch and like me for me, the person making the videos, and not necessarily what the video is about. unfortunately though, my more original ideas that weren't "i built this character" didn't really do well. i understand it's not the youtube meta and that's fine, but somehow that made me realize that this content space is not fitting for what i aspire to be as a content creator. i'd wish to have a channel that is about ME, without feeling constrained by a single topic or game - a channel with the theme of variety. that gives me the creative freedom i need, that allows me to do whatever i want to do and turn it into youtube videos, while also curating an audience that watches me for who i am, rather than which new character i built in this certain game.
i am very thankful for everyone. i do not take over a thousand subscribers for granted. this milestone was reached thanks to you guys and it made me really happy! making content on this channel was a very fun and most importantly a learning experience. every positive comment about me, my voice, my edits or my silliness really made my day and i want you to know that i really really appreciated the support.
i will keep this channel as is and eventually post the new genshin parody song that i was working on, once i get time and motivation to finish it. but that will most likely be the last video on this channel.
unless... let's see what the future has in store.
it was a very fun time and i hope you enjoyed my stuff as much as i enjoyed making it. thank you for everything! (and stay tuned for my new genshin parody song... eventually!)
5 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 9
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butterblu
GUESS WHO GOT MAVUIKA...
...at the tiny price of 250 wishes for her and her weapon. what a great start to the new year with two 50/50s lost. will i get citlali until the end of the patch? we will find out eventually. happy new year! 🔥
7 months ago | [YT] | 22
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butterblu
👀👀👀
8 months ago | [YT] | 5
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butterblu
hey guys! i'm still alive.
i'm sorry for the lack of videos lately. it was a turbulent two months with vacation, work and assignments, and now the new semester started so i feel like it's even more busy than before and i'm struggling to find time and energy to work on a time-consuming and creative hobby like youtube. which absolutely sucks because i really enjoy working on creative stuff.
because of the schedule and the resulting stress and lack of energy, i haven't sat down on my pc to play genshin for a month or so. i will pick it up in the near future to at least play the sabseruz festival! (kaveh <3) i also definitely want mavuika so for the archon patch i'll surely make more time to play.
i'm currently trying to figure out ways to spend less time to make better videos without burning out in the process. i have a lot of content ideas in my mind but sometimes that very thing can be overwhelming and make things feel out of reach.
so, are there any videos YOU would like to see on my channel? any kind of idea or style you're into lately? that would help me a lot trying to figure out what, when and how to make videos in the future.
thanks a bunch for sticking around! <3
10 months ago | [YT] | 26
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butterblu
i missed like all of hoyofair but KAITO KID LYNEY IS SO COOL.
11 months ago | [YT] | 62
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butterblu
have you seen my new video yet?
watch here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9whb...
currently working on the next one! gonna be up in a couple days :)
11 months ago | [YT] | 31
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butterblu
HELLO KACHINA
11 months ago | [YT] | 104
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butterblu
finished mualani's sq, here's my two cents:
1. the first chief is HOT why is he not playable 😩
2. paimon choking on water was the funniest english voice acting i've ever heard
bLEgh blEGH paiMoN jUst SwalloWed toO muCh WATErblegH <-- the intonation. funniest shit ever
11 months ago | [YT] | 109
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butterblu
KAVEH FROM STANDARD THIS IS A FREAKING JOKE---
11 months ago | [YT] | 174
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