michele 💞

to everyone i’ve hurt and offended,
i’m writing this apology with deep regret and shame. i want to take full responsibility and acknowledge the harm caused by this secret youtube account that i created and operated. the content shared through that platform was offensive, racist, homophobic, and hateful. there is no excuse for it, and i want to be clear: i was wrong. i wanted the attention.

my actions contributed to a culture of discrimination, exclusion, and pain. i said and promoted things that were not only deeply hurtful, but also reinforced systems of hatred that far too many people have to face every day. i am also taking accountability for using another girl’s picture and claiming it was me. i demeaned others, and in doing so, i betrayed the basic principles of respect, dignity, and humanity.

i am ashamed of what i said and did, both publicly and behind the veil of anonymity. while it was a secret account, the damage it caused was real. words matter, and the things i put into the world were destructive. i know that simply deleting the account or apologizing isn’t enough to undo the hurt i caused, but i want to begin the process of taking accountability and making amends.

i recognize that this apology cannot erase the impact of my actions. i have harmed people who are already too often targeted and marginalized in society. i have contributed to unsafe spaces within our community.

so yes, i quit. on this account and my real one.

sincerely,
ella.

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 9

michele 💞

Guess who i am

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

michele 💞

Here’s me btw

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

michele 💞

‪@endlessfebruqryৎ‬ ‪@SparksFlyStan‬ nobody cares that you guys left youtube

4 months ago | [YT] | 2

michele 💞

‪@cqrringtonsgirl‬ you are weird and emo
‪@im_a_b4nd1to‬ you’re not aesthetic and cute
‪@supercharlieache‬ you’re weird and need to mind your business
‪@Cj.is.marking.it.up.like.X.O‬ you’re a goth clown
‪@tays.mirrorball.ৎ‬ you are going to hell
@annaliese 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ you are a nut
​⁠‪@1DRAWRAND0M5TUFF‬ you are crazy
‪@Lorabel15‬ you are impossible

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

michele 💞

So did you, biggie

4 months ago | [YT] | 0

michele 💞

I’d smack your lips

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

michele 💞

Finally. Nobody has wanted you here. And that drawing is ugly. And why is the red heart In parentheses. And you don’t have any friends. And you probably fail your academics. Whore.

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

michele 💞

Tomorrow is my birthday.

4 months ago | [YT] | 1