here's some fun stuff about me that I'd like to share, since I feel we've grown closer, my mold spores...
- I HATE churros. disgusting.
- I have a sweetooth!!! I love chocolate cake!!!
- I'm such a sweetooth I have three rotting teeth in my mouth (aka cavities that I'm not gonna fix)
- I hate compliments based on my appearance, just because I never know how to respond and also I think I'm ugly π³
- I have lots of animals in my house!!!
- I love story based video games
Thank you all for the endless support!! Happy 3K as well!!!!!
Here's some more serious stuff about my year.
I've never had a real birthday party, until recently. (If you count two out of multiple people you invited coming over and hanging out a birthday) so I've always been jealous of those who had those big, extravagant parties. and...either way, my parents wouldn't let me, since they favor my brother.. T-T
edit: IM HAVING A BIRTHDSY PARTY ON THE 30TH, I HOPE IT GOES WELL HEHE
The past few years have been super hard for me. I've always been a target of manipulation because I'm a weak person, you apologize once for doing something horrible and I'll give in. I've been trying to work on myself for a while.
I've lost so many friends, but 1 stands! Thank you, M for being my friend!!!! As well as Anabelle, she is the sweetest, most amazing best friend I could ask for.
I'm still in very toxic relationships with many people, so I'm working on it...
Anyway, there's lots of reasons I can't make friends.
I'm super anxious. You might think: that's okay! I'd be your friend anyway!
However, I say stupid things, (rude things) on accident... And it leads people away. I'm a big fat TSUNDERE, so be patient with me...
I also seem to have an rbf,,,, as many people have told me. I'm super inscure about it, so whenever someone points it out I feel like crap lmao. it's not like I wanna seem rude, I just look like that
because I'm so rude often, people seem to not like me
speaking of emotions, I can't show mine correctly! This has to corrilate with the fact that I used to be a huge extrovert, but everyone decided they hated extroverts so I stopped being one. I had a small gathering last year for my birthday, and I opened a couple presents from friends. And...I looked like I didn't care, but I truly did. This is a big insecurity of mine, and I promise Its not like I don't like it. I just can't express it.
This year though, I cried a lot more, I was happy a lot more, and I was angry a lot more. I'm proud of myself!!
I've learned a lot of things this year, and I'm gradually learning to love myself, by myself, because I hate asking for help.
im fucking livid i hate her sm. die die die die die.
i was gonna do. the full power attack thing. after i made hero use life jam packets to save aubrey and kel. but guess who fucking died. hero. hero. I GATE YOU HERO I HATEYI
ive been thinking a lot about quitting my channel lately
making content has never been more tiring, and ive been in some sticky situations online lately and i genuinely just dont wanna be online at all anymore, or ill just end up taking a never ending breakβ¦
being online is ruining my mental health completely
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Happy birthday, dear Mikheal, happy birthday to me!
it's my birthday soon, (June 27th) so I wanted to make some birthday art for myself. (Because I knew I'd forget) I'm really proud of this one, hehe
The people in the photo goes as follows: (up, to down) Akechi Touma, βͺ@An4bellyβ¬ (irl bsf), @shrndrni, βͺ@yunyuynβ¬, Basil, Ritsu, and finally βͺ@Flow3rboys_lost_libraryβ¬ !
here's some fun stuff about me that I'd like to share, since I feel we've grown closer, my mold spores...
- I HATE churros. disgusting.
- I have a sweetooth!!! I love chocolate cake!!!
- I'm such a sweetooth I have three rotting teeth in my mouth (aka cavities that I'm not gonna fix)
- I hate compliments based on my appearance, just because I never know how to respond and also I think I'm ugly π³
- I have lots of animals in my house!!!
- I love story based video games
Thank you all for the endless support!! Happy 3K as well!!!!!
Here's some more serious stuff about my year.
I've never had a real birthday party, until recently. (If you count two out of multiple people you invited coming over and hanging out a birthday) so I've always been jealous of those who had those big, extravagant parties. and...either way, my parents wouldn't let me, since they favor my brother.. T-T
edit: IM HAVING A BIRTHDSY PARTY ON THE 30TH, I HOPE IT GOES WELL HEHE
The past few years have been super hard for me. I've always been a target of manipulation because I'm a weak person, you apologize once for doing something horrible and I'll give in. I've been trying to work on myself for a while.
I've lost so many friends, but 1 stands! Thank you, M for being my friend!!!! As well as Anabelle, she is the sweetest, most amazing best friend I could ask for.
I'm still in very toxic relationships with many people, so I'm working on it...
Anyway, there's lots of reasons I can't make friends.
I'm super anxious. You might think: that's okay! I'd be your friend anyway!
However, I say stupid things, (rude things) on accident... And it leads people away. I'm a big fat TSUNDERE, so be patient with me...
I also seem to have an rbf,,,, as many people have told me. I'm super inscure about it, so whenever someone points it out I feel like crap lmao. it's not like I wanna seem rude, I just look like that
because I'm so rude often, people seem to not like me
speaking of emotions, I can't show mine correctly! This has to corrilate with the fact that I used to be a huge extrovert, but everyone decided they hated extroverts so I stopped being one. I had a small gathering last year for my birthday, and I opened a couple presents from friends. And...I looked like I didn't care, but I truly did. This is a big insecurity of mine, and I promise Its not like I don't like it. I just can't express it.
This year though, I cried a lot more, I was happy a lot more, and I was angry a lot more. I'm proud of myself!!
I've learned a lot of things this year, and I'm gradually learning to love myself, by myself, because I hate asking for help.
and again, thank you all for your support!!
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i just reread the mob psycho manga (as i finally completed my collection with number 16) and wow. yep i cried. omg my heart
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meow
youtube.com/shorts/hyXmnG3lr1...
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im fucking livid i hate her sm. die die die die die.
i was gonna do. the full power attack thing. after i made hero use life jam packets to save aubrey and kel. but guess who fucking died. hero. hero. I GATE YOU HERO I HATEYI
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what the fuck is even going on this is seriously an assignment in one of my classes
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omg???? RIGHT WHEN I GO ON BREAK OK BRO
IN ALL SERIOUSNESS TY ALL SO MUCH OMG I CANT BELIEVE I MADE IT WHATTTT
i promise when i come back ill make something???? for now i have to rest because i hurt my ankle again yay haha.
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IK IM ON BREAK BUT CAN WE UNPACK THIS CHAPTER????
LIKE THIS DID NOT HAPPEN IN THE GAME SON π₯Ήπ₯Ήπ
its 100% mischaracterization for Kel to punch sm1 btw, ANGEL ESPECIALLY WHAT. but it is fun to see a version of the characters if you get what i mean
ALSO THE MAVERICK MENTIONED OMGG
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yep bye im going on break
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ive been thinking a lot about quitting my channel lately
making content has never been more tiring, and ive been in some sticky situations online lately and i genuinely just dont wanna be online at all anymore, or ill just end up taking a never ending breakβ¦
being online is ruining my mental health completely
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