so... ik it's been like a year and i don't know if i have plans to get back into posting content, but i felt like if i didn't say anything that would just make me feel even worse.
moonbin was found dead today. i literally found out doing group work in class and i had to leave the room so i could ball my eyes out in the bathroom. a girl in my class had to hug me for me to calm down.
i've never gone hard for astro (i've kept up with majority of their releases but never was as much of a stan of the group as i was when they first debut) but i always went hard for moonbin. he has been my bias since the very beginning and whenever he was on my screen i would light up.
he is one of the few idols who genuinely could get me to laugh no matter what and gave me so much joy. as someone who has been suffering with depression and suicidal thoughts for almost a decade now, i can't rly convey how much this is hurting me rn or how much he (and kpop as a whole) truly made my life better, but i just wanted to put this out there cus my heart is fucking hurting rn.
i'm praying for his family, friends, astro, aroha, and just anyone who's been touched by his presence and affected by his passing.
y'all, watch over the ppl you love, ask them how they're doing how they're *really* doing
_ love how this is my most popular video, literally the most random idea i had, but very thankful. it's so cute how everyone comes to the video and comments how it's their bday 🎂 love y'all 💕
it's been a while sry about that. i just rly haven't be motivated to upload anything. i can't promise that i'll have videos out soon but if you could just tell me what you'd like to see that would rly help me out.
and tysmmmmmm for 700 subs :))) i don't deserve y'all at all, love you
back2nana
back2nana
so... ik it's been like a year and i don't know if i have plans to get back into posting content, but i felt like if i didn't say anything that would just make me feel even worse.
moonbin was found dead today. i literally found out doing group work in class and i had to leave the room so i could ball my eyes out in the bathroom. a girl in my class had to hug me for me to calm down.
i've never gone hard for astro (i've kept up with majority of their releases but never was as much of a stan of the group as i was when they first debut) but i always went hard for moonbin. he has been my bias since the very beginning and whenever he was on my screen i would light up.
he is one of the few idols who genuinely could get me to laugh no matter what and gave me so much joy. as someone who has been suffering with depression and suicidal thoughts for almost a decade now, i can't rly convey how much this is hurting me rn or how much he (and kpop as a whole) truly made my life better, but i just wanted to put this out there cus my heart is fucking hurting rn.
i'm praying for his family, friends, astro, aroha, and just anyone who's been touched by his presence and affected by his passing.
y'all, watch over the ppl you love, ask them how they're doing how they're *really* doing
you are loved, bye ♥︎
r.i.p. 문빈
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back2nana
: guess who's back !!
3 years ago | [YT] | 1
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back2nana
_ guess who's bday it is again ☁️🧚🏾♀️✨
_ love how this is my most popular video, literally the most random idea i had, but very thankful. it's so cute how everyone comes to the video and comments how it's their bday 🎂 love y'all 💕
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back2nana
hey guys... (-ω-；)
it's been a while sry about that. i just rly haven't be motivated to upload anything. i can't promise that i'll have videos out soon but if you could just tell me what you'd like to see that would rly help me out.
and tysmmmmmm for 700 subs :))) i don't deserve y'all at all, love you
♡♡♡
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back2nana
_ so julian finally decided to give his channel some love after me bullying him to post for the past year 🥰 go support his comeback 🧚🏾♀️
(and i swear my top 2021 songs are coming just let me get past these college apps 🥺)
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