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Chiron in Aquarius indicates a core wound around belonging and fitting into groups, leading to feelings of disconnection or being an "outsider". People with this placement often struggle to find their place in communities and may face isolation or discrimination, especially regarding their unique traits. However, this wound also creates an opportunity to become an advocate for the individual and the collective good, transforming their pain into a source of healing for others who feel marginalized or misunderstood.

1 month ago | [YT] | 0

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My colors are lost in the darkness
Black and white filled in sadness
My tears feel like an acid rain
& none of you seem to care about my pain

Are you happy with this space?
I will not be here with you ever again
lucky you, not having to feel the love rot
you asked for this, but I did not.

I cannot paint in this pain anymore
I tried so hard when I let you go
the colors inside me faded with my love
my magic is dim, the stars are gone
All i did was keep letting go and go
a million times over to get back in flow
but it keeps haunting me, i keep dying
"no one cares stop crying"

I dont wish you anything at all
You are not anyone to me anymore
you only let my feelings fall
"you feel like a burden" shows me a door
i wish to get out this torture,
even if it means i will once again be all alone.

2 months ago | [YT] | 2

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The magick happens within you. The reflection shows 🪞

https://youtu.be/XhaBgZEsEC0?si=S-vfJ...

6 months ago | [YT] | 1

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Ykw None of this fucking matters as much as your enjoymeant of the present moment. If you aren't enjoying the present moment, remember life is not really about dying inside and abandoning your inner child through a limited perspective. I have been literally suffering for these past few years because guess what? I have been too stubborn about my lessons, unwilling to enjoy, always acting serious. My physical vessel is recovering from fever and cold, but let me say this- Let the power of healing come through and evolve your perspective for more fullfillmeant on your momeants ahead, because that is how true movemeant happens, through learning a new way of experiencing the beauty of the re-infinity we are in together. It is not going to be easy but it is simply worth it. If you aren't enjoying this moment at all then you are not living to the fullest.

10 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 5

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This is just an illusion. all of it.
I am just an insane reflection - having these insane dreams with an insane imagination. My heart has been brutally ruptured, and yet it still aches alive . You will never see me again, and yet here I am present . everywhere. I have nothing to lose , for I have lost it all. It does not exist for me anymore, I will never feel any of you , in the same way again. There was never a feeling.
I have accepted this void. My inner child isolates silently. I wish I could fucking disappear.

1 year ago | [YT] | 1

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There is nothing much to honestly find here, just fuck off dearest stalker.

2 years ago | [YT] | 2

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Dissociated minds, falling into the spiral of all thoughts.
just wait and watch, my impatience unfold..
cowards will face their collapse, while the strongest wind blows the veil...
Just wait and watch.... and
Get the fuck up before you suffocate.

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 4

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Those new realms i explore in my dreams
this nostalgic mist veils all and my silent screams
the other sides within are quite afraid which means
these delusions are no longer serving me
I might lose my balance and fall again
trying to come back to my senses in pain
yeah no loss nor gain but the ultimate release
these chains no longer there nor those keys
You will experience a new dimension of the end
a beginning lies within your point not the pretense
listen to me carefully and they will come after us
fuck their mazes up and chase them down like hunters

2 years ago | [YT] | 2

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probably an anomaly, on this unknown journey exploring the misery as well as potential of humanity until it collectively awakens. also the darker the coffee the better for my soul.
may your ego death come quickly.

2 years ago | [YT] | 1

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from an old diary of mine, do you remember?

2 years ago | [YT] | 3