Hi! Be cringe! Be free! Be weird! Be a freak! I hope you enjoy your stay!

Youtube will mainly be for shorts/reuploads from Tiktok, as well as on the side hopefully being able to make long form videos more over time too!

NOTE: my channel is NOT child friendly for young kids, no matter how cute and colorful it looks.


LavanderLumien

Small admission:

I make videos sometimes every once in a while about being a kinkster because I'm trying to turn certain type of people off my content. And it's working I think. Lol. I'm not an educator, I can't exactly advocate for the kink community, as I'm just a kinkster, it's just my identity, chilling, I just want to be able to exist, go outside of my home with my partner while wearing a day collar, go to pride with a harness with my flag and chill, and wait until nightfall for the events for me.

I don't Want to attract a crowd that fundamentally hates my existence. Or the crowd that goes "I don't hate it but...". I don't want to attract people that will in the future maybe see my nsfw art accounts and freak out over it. I just wanna exist, without feeling ashamed. :)

Back to business! Probably won't post any more kink related stuff until next years pride XD. Back to RPing as my sona.

2 months ago | [YT] | 5

LavanderLumien

Sorry for being on hiatus without saying anything! I need a Break! I'm not fully back yet but I'm slowly regaining my sense of self and ability for creativity.

Anyway! Moving forward, I will lean more into roleplaying as certain characters, but mainly as my persona/fursona. And will lean more into the fantasy aspect that I wanted to build my channel on in the first place! So a heads up for that!

I will start showing snippets of things a bit more, and have fun once again! I hope you will join me for this adventure!

4 months ago | [YT] | 0

LavanderLumien

apologies for my current break, a lot is going on in my life right now so it has been difficult to get anything done. I still have one pride artwork to show off, which will be the first thing I will end up posting once I return.

7 months ago | [YT] | 1

LavanderLumien

Sorry ahead of time! There won't be any posts tomorrow! So have this random hand drawing I did:

8 months ago | [YT] | 1

LavanderLumien

Hiii everyone! In the video I just posted, as well as the next, I am somewhat starting to rp more as my sona! Instead of viewing my sona and me as separate beings. I want to slowly try and transitioning into rping as my sona on all platforms not just tumblr. Not much will change except some wording of mine in videos, and how I interact with comments going forward.

Since the goal kind of is for me to have similar lore set up and so on to a lot of Vtubers. So being completely the sona I represent online. Hope it won't be to jarring and people can see the fun in it.

10 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1