The_sane_crackhead

I have never disconnected from the suffering of the collective but now I am wiser.
And being wise doesn't mean to disconnect from the collective...because even if I try ...I cannot...nobody can't. ...nor the devil nor the God and neither the immortal. Because that what this planet is....a home to experience oneness even if we see with two eyes that there are many people...
I have always been a little more awakened than the others. I have always felt more. I have been mocked for my sensitivity, being caring...I have felt abnormal and weird for being a nice person. That's what a kaliyuga is.....
People will mock you..if you don't take bribes or don't indulge in parties, smoking or alcohol. People are so lost , confused and sometimes they make me feel like they know it all. I see through their stupidity...and feel sorry. If you don't feel bigger or smarter when you see through the stupidity of others ...that means you are enlightened. Congratulations !!
So, I have never disconnected from the collective but as I am awakening more and more....I am now wiser and i understand...it's their karma.
I see people jealous...not because the other has more....but because they think they have less. Their own insecurities make people see only what is on the other's plate. If they had love in their heart...they would see the struggle behind what was in their plate. People are simply programmed to hate, to be jealous. Yes, devil has enticed them but they are also responsible for the karma they have created.
So, now I am wiser. I don't choose to be half loved by people. I choose to leave people's karma on themselves.
When God shows me NewEarth...I move...yes, the collective tries to pull me back...but I don't deter from my path. I can't be half loved by the collective. ( who only see what's in my plate but not how I did it ) I choose to be fully loved by God himself. I deserve it like any other being. But others choose enticement by devil and I am sorry for them. I do shed tears at time but that's it. I surrender you to your own karma !!
And in some corners of my heart I pray and hope for you to ascend.

4 months ago | [YT] | 0

The_sane_crackhead

Devil always had a special attraction to the lands like India because somehow we still carried ancient history. The very first thing a devil would want to do to you is "corrupt your history". The more ancient the history, the more dangerous you become. The more you can trace down your roots, the more dangerous you become. Because one day, by following your roots, you will reach God, reach liberation, then who will the devil exploit ?

I am a spiritual teacher/ healer. I am available for 1:1 sessions. Mail ID: - healingwomb13@gmail.com . Check pinned post on insta for further details.
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The_sane_crackhead

You know what I realized on my healing journey ? ......that I am not used to receiving love. I am not used to receiving help from universe because since long I am doing it on my own. Somehow the idea had gotten unconsciously into me that "No one can help me" because I have always been surrounded by karmic patterns and situations in my life for ...............too long. Karmic patterns and situations just mean that people who aren't at your energy level. Also, I carried the shame and ego of doing it on my own because that's how society/maya/matrix programs us but one day my ego broke when I saw that I CANNOT NOT take help from sun, water, trees, security guard, maids at my home etc etc. Just how stupid the idea is of not taking help.....and doing it on your own. Even nature works in symbiosis. We all are one !!


I always thought I am on my own. I carried this limiting belief that " No one can help me" because I have always been more spiritually mature ( one who sees the truth as it is and does not decieve oneself) and though it's a good thing but people around you would like to make you think it's a curse, a burden to see the truth in a world full of lies. So they close their eyes and now the burden of seeing the truth is on you. You alone are left in the dark to drink the poison of truth. Everybody wants to live in their fantasy of lies. They don't want to acknowledge even simple truths. ( for eg...have you seen people feeling intimidated or embarrassed by a personality who is smarter than them, they would deny it in the face and cover their embarrassment by maybe making that person a part of a joke in a group, such people don't realize stupid spiritual fact that only ego can think that someone is smarter but the soul knows everyone has access to wisdom of life internally but only a pure soul can access it, not the smarter one)
Let's get back to the point. So I had No one spiritually mature than me around me. I had no one who could understand the ways of my sorcery and Witchery. It's usually me helping people around with life thinking "what more could I do" ? But one day universe heard my painful heart ( I wasn't even aware I had pain) . One day, in all its majesty and magic universe made me feel human again. It made me feel I don't always have to be the mature one. I never knew I had a human side until universe happened to me, until shiva happened to me. I know, story might be a little strange. It is actually !!
Shiva: " YOU fool, who told you to become God for all these people ? Spiritual means to become human first....
Stupid me : " I don't know I thought what's the point and meaning of life if I can't nurture lives around me " ( the witch in me )
Shiva: but the "human You" needs it back too. Nature works in symbiosis even. Why are you trying to become God in your ego.
Stupid me: If I let go off these kids, I will be all alone. ( abandonment issues )
Shiva: exactly !! And when you are alone , the new energy will flow through and fill your life ( just be open to it )
Stupid me : What about these kids ?
Shiva: Surrender your loved ones to me.

9 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

The_sane_crackhead

What do humans fear the most ?

9 months ago | [YT] | 0

The_sane_crackhead

#spiritualawakening

1 year ago | [YT] | 0

The_sane_crackhead

Love is not towards any one person but it's an eternal flame that has always been there even before you and me. I know some people would call me filmy, delusional, crazy etc etc for talking such fairy talish way...but I have walked my spiritual journey and I had my spiritual awakening (last year) and you can never know what I know because you never lived my life. I have remembered who I am. I am love. I am nature. If you do not contribute to nature, she might not lose anything but it will always be you , losing yourself. That's the universal law. You think the serpent around shiva is protecting shiva ? No...shiva is giving him an opportunity to stay near him so that he can be safe of all other things outside.
Humanity it's time to wake up, to remember who you are !!

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The_sane_crackhead

1 year ago | [YT] | 0

The_sane_crackhead

It's only Shiva's third eye that can pierce through ugliness and see the possibility beyond. People will try to remind you of your past version, trying to bring you back into ugliness but all is in vain because now you are already touched by Shiva.
Also, be proud of the ugly version of you because it brought you closer to Shiva. You just had to willingly choose to transform every moment out of that and keep choosing still.
Also, I take a moment of embrace my old version and thank it. I wouldn't have done it without you....!! Thanks for being that girl always !! Just perfect !! Just always experimenting, searching, rebelling in her own ways, just perfectly ugly, stupid,I love you, my old self !! ♾️🤞

I am a spiritual teacher/ healer. I am available for 1:1 sessions. Mail ID: - healingwomb13@gmail.com . Check pinned post on insta for further details.
Link for my YouTube channel in the bio.

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1 year ago | [YT] | 1

The_sane_crackhead

Isn't it beautiful...how things come out of nothing.

Especially the 2nd pic....I am stunted by the growth of leaves from that dehydrated dry bark ( though it was a full grown aged tree )
I love how the old dry bark is the foundation of the colorful lustrous green leaves. I have always loved barks more than leaves and flowers. Barks are so masculine in nature. They are the providers and they withstand the storms so that the leaves can always heal the life around them. Leaves are healing ...isn't? The green is healing isn't?
The true masculine essence has never been given space on our planet since long. It has slowly disappeared but coming back up again in new 5d earth. Masculine doesn't mean a MAN. Masculine is equally present in both women and men. Somebody in their True masculine essence is protective. Protective of anything...anything healing...like leaves, dreams, innocence, childlike essence....whatever....mostly the feminine essence. The masculine is protective of the feminine.( It's own feminine)
Shiva is the masculine of all !!
You know...Life just oozing out of nothing....( 2nd pic)
The flame is gone...but smoke just oozing out of nothing....( 1st pic )

One needs a third eye to see that in nothing ....there is everything. Shiva to me is " nothingness " and I have always dreamt of nothingness and dissolvement since the path of mysticism has called me onto it.


I am a spiritual teacher/ healer. I am available for 1:1 sessions. Mail ID: - healingwomb13@gmail.com . Check pinned post on insta for further details.
Link for my YouTube channel in the bio.

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The_sane_crackhead

Faith is not a substitute for truth. When you go on a journey to discover and seek truth, faith naturally falls not on any one person but the whole universe.

I see so many people thinking that if they keep faith on any one person or any guru, they will get what they want.... trust me sometimes it happens...you are expending your own energy in keeping that faith and sometimes, it manifests. Your own faith energy can sometimes manifest into whatever YOU want. (Here, "YOU" refers to your false self / your ego self )

but I would rather suggest to use your energy in finding truth, then whatever will manifest will also be truth.

Have you not seen people manifesting from their ego / fear ? Some children would manifest fever or stomach ache just before examinations. Now you are manifesting from the place of fear. ( unconscious manifesting )

Likewise, people sometimes manifest faith from the place of fear and then further they manifest what they want using that faith energy. But I would call it immature manifesting. Real manifestation happens from somewhere deep within. It can only happen when you are patient enough and not quick to put trust to anyone very quickly.

I am a spiritual teacher/ healer. I am available for 1:1 sessions. Mail ID: - healingwomb13@gmail.com . Check pinned post on insta for further details.
Link for my YouTube channel in the bio.

#yinyang #shivshakti #ascension #soultribe #witch #wizard #writing #newearth #consciousness #feminineenergy #writersofinstagram #empath #starseeds #writersofindia #writers #creativewriting #fullmoon #spirituality #awakening #spiritualawakening #lightworker #spiritualhealing #spiritualquotes #lifecoaching #5dshift #divinefeminine #lifelessons #philosophy #childrenofeternity #twinflames

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