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Sorry for ending the stream early.

I just couldn't keep playing, I have had a pretty ok day, and the games weren't the best but that shit happens.

I just, idk, I just felt overwhelmingly negative and needed to get off.

I like the game, I can just see the problems it has and how DICE just seems complacent in allowing it to slowly turn into a pretty bland game.

I'm not easily bored, I loved 2042 and I never got bored of it, the movement was nice and the specialists were a welcome change to the drudgery of stale classes, I want something that will draw me in and keep me playing because it's a good experience, not constantly fighting against low effort low skill players who think being the best player is using the easiest guns in the game.

I can see what battlefield needs to get better, I know what changes need to come, but I'm just a nobody in the grand scheme of things and I just wish the videos I put time and effort into actually got the views they need to be noticed by the Devs.

The games guns need a drastic rebalance, especially if the movement system is going to stay the same and not change at all, or get slower to help bad players feel better about themselves.

The skill ceiling in this game is currently a skill carpet because of how low it is, if you want to excel, you need to use the SCW10, that's it. You don't need to have good movement, positioning or anything like that, you just need one gun, I get that a lot of the major fans of this franchise are nearing 40 and that most will have full time jobs and families, but catering a game to a demographic who think the good old days were fucking take that and baggy jeans is moronic.

The game needs one of two things.
Weapon rebalancing, specifically low effort guns need more effort to make them viable.

The TR7 is a good example of a skill weapon, yes it kills in 3 bullets in CQB, but it's recoil is horrendous, and you cannot run it with max ammo and the best grips, it's in a very good position balance wise. The SCW10 either needs MORE recoil and a much much slower reload speed. To bring it in line with the category of a skill weapon.

The changes made make the gun no less effective. If I know that the gun I'm being killed with took EFFORT to use and didn't just kill me because it's been coded to 'be good' then it doesn't matter how much I improve as a player, or try to get better because I'm always going to lose to low effort slop.

I wish I had some sway in this games development because I could genuinely fix the issues the game is having if DICE only took the time to listen.

Movement needs to be brought back in line with the beta standard, because you had the ability to dodge and weave and these low skill weapons weren't as much of an issue.

But now it's just get melted by an SCW10 and that's it.

Urrghhhh I want to love this game but it's lack of imagination is just awful.

That is all.

/Rant

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Day two of having another visual migraine..
I'll reschedule the stream for 6 and hope its gone.
looks kinda funky though.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 1

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Currently suffering from a visual migraine.

Hopefully it fecks off before I have to stream.
Otherwise the stream will be later than usual.

Second day of having bizarre head vibes.
Hopefully I don't have a tumor or something lol.

That's the last thing I need right now.

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 3

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`Lol I ended the stream and then went to make food, and forgot to end it LOL

1 month ago | [YT] | 5

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This is so tedious 💀

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1 month ago | [YT] | 5

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DayZ stream will be a little late due to getting distracted with making food. Apologies D:

1 month ago | [YT] | 4

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HOSPITAL UPDATE;

I have returned from the hospital with a clean bill of health. Which is a good thing but also bloody annoying seeing as what I experienced was essentially a heart attack, but according to the tests everything is kosher.

I'm gonna order takeout, eat food and then I'll do the stream, later than usual, but better late than never I guess.

Might be a mixed game stream, depending on how sweaty the lobbies are at around 9pm on a Wednesday

I'll schedule the stream after I've eaten.
So don't worry too much about waiting around.

Thanks for all the support guys, gals and goblins

That is me in the picture btw lol

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Currently having an impromptu hospital visit.

Stream will be delayed.
Also; shoe reveal!

1 month ago | [YT] | 8

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I get it. Truly.

This isn’t a name-and-shame, and I’m not trying to be that guy. I understand that a lot of people found this channel through DayZ roleplay. You enjoyed watching me interact with the strange, unpredictable inhabitants of post-apocalyptic Eastern Europe, and that’s fair.

I also understand that Battlefield isn’t roleplay-friendly, and for some of you, it simply isn’t what you signed up for.

So if you feel like you need to unsubscribe or drop your membership because the content has shifted, that’s entirely valid. No hard feelings, no bitterness.

I haven’t stopped making DayZ content because I hate it. The reality is more complicated. Battlefield can be stressful in a very loud, obvious way. The kind of stress where I mute my mic and invent new profanities that would make hell blush. DayZ is different. It induces a quieter, heavier stress that no other game really does.

When I load into DayZ, I often have no plan. I’m bad at winging it. My mind always goes back to Livonia, living near Xodus, spending two or three hours walking in circles until I randomly ran into Mr Wang. That aimlessness drains me.

I don’t like the constant tension of “these people might shoot me, or they might not,” especially when I’m alone. I’m not great at mixing with people. I liked Xodus because there was structure. Interaction happened within clear rules and expectations. That structure made me feel safe.

Even now, despite some people viewing Xodus as villains, I disagree. From my experience, they were firm but fair most of the time.

Anyway. I’m drifting.

The point is this: I appreciate that the content I’m making right now might not be what you’re here for, and that’s okay.

I will return to DayZ at some point. I just don’t know when, or in what form. Another practical issue is my PC. It simply can’t handle 1440p gaming and 1440p streaming anymore. After a lot of research, the honest solution is a new motherboard, CPU, and GPU—which basically means a new PC.

That’s a £1–2k problem I can’t solve right now unless a mysterious benefactor appears out of the void. Until then, I’m stuck saving and planning.

So here’s the uncomfortable truth. I want to make content you enjoy, but I also need to make content I enjoy. I’ve always said I wouldn’t compromise my integrity for money, subs, or memberships—and I’m standing by that.

It’s becoming clear that some people are still here mainly in the hope that I’ll return to DayZ soon. I won’t bullshit you. I don’t know if that will happen any time soon.

If honesty costs me, so be it. At least I keep my integrity.

Sorry for the essay.

Like the stream. Grow the dream.

Sincerely,
AK

(Edit: Thank you for being with me on this journey, thank you for the laughs, the chat, the gooner style comedy, the loot goblins, time spent during barbie dress up, the fuck ups, the fuck downs and the anger and frustration, and thank you even more if you stay on this journey with me. <3 )

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