tomorrow or this week or ever and I am sorry. I feel alone. So alone. My insecurities have never been worse. I haven't responded to anyone in a couple days and I can't get the energy to, I'm sorry. I know I act very good n idk like I want everyone to be happy n that im happy, but I'm not. My mental health is fucked up and I am a massive people pleaser who does everything for attention because I'm needy. Life is rough. I sound so weird I know but I feel like I have nothing, I don't have a dream job n I wanna do this as a job but I don't know if I can. Am I making sense? I don't know. I love you. I don't know if I can post today or you. I'm rambling at this point I know, you're amazing. I'm sure you guys will find some dive account or something that updates better or posts better and you'll forget about me in like a week. I love you. A lot. You guys made me feel really nice be it felt like ppl loved me, n that was really good and I haven't felt that in years. I catfished a lot of my friends about two years ago cuz I hated myself too n I'm still serving the consequences of that as most of them have left me. I know I might not feel like this tomorrow and I'm probably dramatic n I'll post again soon, literally who knows. I do this a lot. I hate it. Hate it. I love you. I'm sorry. Please don’t worry. I’ll be back soon. I love u so much. It’s okay. Just please know u make me so happy. Just today’s been hard.
Hello all! listen, I know most of you probably don’t believe in astrology and that’s fine I don’t judge at all. but I personally do! Yes, you can boo me. 😂 but today is April 20th! So that marks the first day of Taurus Season! I’m a taurus, so it’s special to me too. I love you all. Some of the best friends I’ve ever met are taureans. there’s a lot more than just your zodiac which is your sun sign, there’s usually a moon sign, a rising, a mars a Venus sign, etc etc! But I love you all. Happy Easter too. And if you’re a taurus, I LOVE YOU!!
New profile picture! I usually only do wony pfps bc there’s more of them n if I want like say a pink or blue theme there’s more options bc of just HOW MANY goddarn photoshoots wony has, but yujin is my bias. A lot of u don’t even know that n i understand why, but i thought it made more sense to have her as my profile picture, n i found this! Like it matches my theme so. ☺️ I LOVE YOU ALL!! I hope you all are alright! what’s ur favourite song at the moment?? Have u eaten and drank today??? Anything u guys have, I’m all ears to listen. Love you. 🩵
wow, just wow! thank you all so so so much. It's actually quite insane. I hit 30k last night n it already went up but I still wanna say thank you. It's unbelievable to me. As a kid I actually wanted to start a channel but I didn't think even like two ppl would subscribe. So the fact that 30 thousand people have subscribed is a lot for me. It's been 3 months that I've been posting on YouTube. ( I think?? I'm not sure ) but you all mean the world to me, trust me if I can do it you can do it, so if you guys DO ever want to make a channel but think no one will care, I doubt it. You'll find your way. I love you. You have helped me through such times, always, because if I had times where I didn’t think anyone cared about me or liked me, you guys were always so supportive in my comments and showed me that, no, ppl do care. You all deserve everything.
I’m sorry for being offline for the past couple days/slacking, I’ve been really feeling intense lately. I have started getting panic attacks again lately and am more sensitive than ever lately (TMI I know) but moving on, I love you. There’s more posts coming. I promise you. You’re all so so so beautiful n perfect. You are my reason for me to keep going.
Hello all! Kingsley here. I love you all. I’m gonna post soon! I hope you all are doing absolutely amazing, eating and drinking as well. It’s been a very tough week for me and I am PRAYING that it’s not been like that for you. I love you all. How are you guys doing? What’s your favourite song at the moment? This is a safe space!🩵
Hello my loves! I have sadly gotten sick. I’ll of course try to post as usual but I might just slack a bit, I love you all! i hope you all are taking care of yourselves as you deserve! You’re all so so so loved. 🩵 I will always try my best so I can post because posting here is the best and seeing all the comments! you guys immediately make my day. ❤️❤️❤️
as a DIVE ( I’ve Stan ) I want to shine a light on some new releases that came out today, just to show support. So here’s a few of releases today I want you to check out!
- Accidentally On Purpose - The 2nd Mini Album by Seulgi of Red Velvet.
- Almond Chocolate ( Korean Ver. ) by ILLIT.
- AIR by YEJI of ITZY.
I haven’t listened to these yet, but I want you to check them out anyway to show support to these groups. even if you’re just a Stan of IVE or just one group, there’s nothing wrong with listening to some new groups! I love you all! I also hope you all have eaten and drank today, even if u find it hard to I hope you can. you deserve to be safe and loved. Have a great day all. 🩵
Hello my loves! I hope you all are doing amazing today. posting here has literally become my main focus because you all are so so so so nice. I try to respond to each and every one of you. you deserve the world. I also hope u had a great international women’s day yesterday. ;) if ur having a hard time lately i really promise it does get better. and I am here for you no matter what!
the kpop idol in the picture is IAN from Hearts2Hearts by the way. :) 🩵
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tomorrow or this week or ever and I am sorry. I feel alone. So alone. My insecurities have never been worse. I haven't responded to anyone in a couple days and I can't get the energy to, I'm sorry. I know I act very good n idk like I want everyone to be happy n that im happy, but I'm not. My mental health is fucked up and I am a massive people pleaser who does everything for attention because I'm needy. Life is rough. I sound so weird I know but I feel like I have nothing, I don't have a dream job n I wanna do this as a job but I don't know if I can. Am I making sense? I don't know. I love you. I don't know if I can post today or you. I'm rambling at this point I know, you're amazing. I'm sure you guys will find some dive account or something that updates better or posts better and you'll forget about me in like a week. I love you. A lot. You guys made me feel really nice be it felt like ppl loved me, n that was really good and I haven't felt that in years. I catfished a lot of my friends about two years ago cuz I hated myself too n I'm still serving the consequences of that as most of them have left me. I know I might not feel like this tomorrow and I'm probably dramatic n I'll post again soon, literally who knows. I do this a lot. I hate it. Hate it. I love you. I'm sorry. Please don’t worry. I’ll be back soon. I love u so much. It’s okay. Just please know u make me so happy. Just today’s been hard.
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Hello all! listen, I know most of you probably don’t believe in astrology and that’s fine I don’t judge at all. but I personally do! Yes, you can boo me. 😂 but today is April 20th! So that marks the first day of Taurus Season! I’m a taurus, so it’s special to me too. I love you all. Some of the best friends I’ve ever met are taureans. there’s a lot more than just your zodiac which is your sun sign, there’s usually a moon sign, a rising, a mars a Venus sign, etc etc! But I love you all. Happy Easter too. And if you’re a taurus, I LOVE YOU!!
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New profile picture! I usually only do wony pfps bc there’s more of them n if I want like say a pink or blue theme there’s more options bc of just HOW MANY goddarn photoshoots wony has, but yujin is my bias. A lot of u don’t even know that n i understand why, but i thought it made more sense to have her as my profile picture, n i found this! Like it matches my theme so. ☺️ I LOVE YOU ALL!! I hope you all are alright! what’s ur favourite song at the moment?? Have u eaten and drank today??? Anything u guys have, I’m all ears to listen. Love you. 🩵
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wow, just wow! thank you all so so so much. It's actually quite insane. I hit 30k last night n it already went up but I still wanna say thank you. It's unbelievable to me. As a kid I actually wanted to start a channel but I didn't think even like two ppl would subscribe. So the fact that 30 thousand people have subscribed is a lot for me. It's been 3 months that I've been posting on YouTube. ( I think?? I'm not sure ) but you all mean the world to me, trust me if I can do it you can do it, so if you guys DO ever want to make a channel but think no one will care, I doubt it. You'll find your way. I love you. You have helped me through such times, always, because if I had times where I didn’t think anyone cared about me or liked me, you guys were always so supportive in my comments and showed me that, no, ppl do care. You all deserve everything.
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hello all! 💌
I’m sorry for being offline for the past couple days/slacking, I’ve been really feeling intense lately. I have started getting panic attacks again lately and am more sensitive than ever lately (TMI I know) but moving on, I love you. There’s more posts coming. I promise you. You’re all so so so beautiful n perfect. You are my reason for me to keep going.
person in the photo: IAN from Hearts2Hearts
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Hello all! Kingsley here. I love you all. I’m gonna post soon! I hope you all are doing absolutely amazing, eating and drinking as well. It’s been a very tough week for me and I am PRAYING that it’s not been like that for you. I love you all. How are you guys doing? What’s your favourite song at the moment? This is a safe space!🩵
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Hello my loves! I have sadly gotten sick. I’ll of course try to post as usual but I might just slack a bit, I love you all! i hope you all are taking care of yourselves as you deserve! You’re all so so so loved. 🩵 I will always try my best so I can post because posting here is the best and seeing all the comments! you guys immediately make my day. ❤️❤️❤️
the girl in the photo - IAN from Hearts2Hearts.
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as a DIVE ( I’ve Stan ) I want to shine a light on some new releases that came out today, just to show support. So here’s a few of releases today I want you to check out!
- Accidentally On Purpose - The 2nd Mini Album by Seulgi of Red Velvet.
- Almond Chocolate ( Korean Ver. ) by ILLIT.
- AIR by YEJI of ITZY.
I haven’t listened to these yet, but I want you to check them out anyway to show support to these groups. even if you’re just a Stan of IVE or just one group, there’s nothing wrong with listening to some new groups! I love you all! I also hope you all have eaten and drank today, even if u find it hard to I hope you can. you deserve to be safe and loved. Have a great day all. 🩵
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Hello my loves! I hope you all are doing amazing today. posting here has literally become my main focus because you all are so so so so nice. I try to respond to each and every one of you. you deserve the world. I also hope u had a great international women’s day yesterday. ;) if ur having a hard time lately i really promise it does get better. and I am here for you no matter what!
the kpop idol in the picture is IAN from Hearts2Hearts by the way. :) 🩵
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Happy International Women’s Day! 🩵
For some it was yesterday but as someone in the uk atm it is today. I hope you all have the best day ever. 🩵
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