☆Sour Mushroom☆

Guys, I lowk miss being tagged to random posts


Pls tag me to random ahh posts about literally anything 😭 I love interacting w y'all🥹🫶

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 64

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New pfp :D

I love drawing him with a full ponytail

1 month ago | [YT] | 211

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Uhh heyy,
Long yap again😭
(This is important okay🙏 Gimme like 5 mins)

So uhm. I abandoned my channel again💔💔 Ugh. And I haven't been drawing digitally, especially my ocs. It's been awhile since I've posted anything, I'm sorry😭💔💔 it's just that school got too stressful and then I got burnt out. Once again drawing felt like a chore

Anyways, I've started to grow a bit more inclined towards my ocs and uhm I've started looking forward to posting about them. But here's the thing, the major reason I kept getting burnt out was because no one was understanding my lore probably not even me, myself😭💔 (don't come at me alr) And uhm I sat down to organize all of it. Now, I've gotten almost all of it sorted, and planned. I just need to figure a few things out and I'll start posting again :D

I'll make videos explaining my lore from time to time, qnas and all.

And yeah, I'll be unlisting most of my old videos💔 sadly they gotta go. I'll make a playlist w them if you want to watch them. Though, I would prefer if y'all forget about them😭🙏💔 my lore was wayy too messy and didn't even make that much sense. But anyways, I'll keep some of them, the ones which connect with the timeline and all,

I hope I can do better this time. And I hope you guys can enjoy my lore better :D

Anyways, thank you for your time! Hope you have a good day/night <3

3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 105

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GUESS WHO GOT TOMODACHI LIFE😍😍

IM GONNA FALL IN LOVE W THIS😍
(Click to see full image)

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3 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 681

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Collab w ‪@mini_minah‬

Drew tis on my phone😔🤚

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5 months ago | [YT] | 246

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Birthday special video!!

6 months ago | [YT] | 82

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(Vent?? Crashout?)

Okay- This is long lmao

It lowk makes me sad how we all started with so much passion and hopes to achieve something good out of our channels and now everyone is quitting. One after another.

We used to love drawing and wanted to share our lore to everyone else, not only to make them like our ocs, but also to inspire them. It genuinely breaks my heart on how much we've changed since last year. If someone told last year shroom who had 100 subscribers that I get almost 9k subs a year later, I would laugh at their face. I never even thought that I'd reach 1k subs- let alone 9k. All of my friends went through so much. Such toxic people online. And seeing them quit or lose passion makes me feel sad.

I've been wanting to quit myself, for a long time. Since November or December, actually. It started when I began chasing after 'perfection' rather than actually enjoying what I did. I wanted to draw like those cool artists I looked up to. Like my friends whose art looked flawless. Look where that got me. My art has gotten good. But passion? It died a long time ago. Posting started feeling like a chore. I told myself, "It needs to look perfect." "I need to post more." " My animation must look good." "My lore needs to be interesting." Hell- chasing all these virtues burnt me out so much that I started despising art.

I wanted to quit. I wanted perfection so bad that I contemplated deleting everything and starting over from scratch so that it would be more professional. But then, what about all the memories I made with my friends? What about all the times we had fun? When I drew during road trips, at my grandmother's house or at family dinners. Whenever I'd get the chance. I didn't want to throw it all to drain.

I contemplated leaving my channel. Throwing it all away. The friendships, the bonds. My ocs. But.. How could I toss them away? I love them so much. I've made so many memories with them. I used to love drawing my babies. I still remember the first fanart I got was from Acesovii. I was about to cry from joy at the thought that people would draw my ocs and love them as much as I did.

But I got so burnt out from everything that I gave up. I didn't post for a long time. And then, when I finally decided to come back after gaining a quarter of that passion back, YouTube algorithm messed it up for me. For us. It makes me feel as if all my hard work was meant to go down in the drain. Makes my effort feel useless. And I get it. I understand all those people who quitted or are getting burnt out. I feel low too.


Anyways. I'll try staying and posting. I'll try to gain that "passion" and love I felt for my ocs back. But it's getting harder and harder to stay this way after all that's been going down.

Lastly, I might take a very long break coz of final exams. Tho I'll try posting somewhere in between. If I get time and feel like it, that is.

Anyways, thanks for staying and reading my long yap^^ I just felt pretty sad and burnt out lmao

7 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 245

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Some traditional art for y'all🫶



I made the last two in school lmao- (PS: I stole sticky notes from a friend >:D)

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7 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 1,893

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New pfp 😍

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