guys so i was catching a praying mantis for pawsy n like it was medium sized like smaller than usual n i suffocated it w paper but like lowkey i scared myself bc i thought it would break through the paper or crawl out but no it died easily n paws loved it i should've kept it alive so paws could play w it before eating it butyeah she loves crunchy stuff
i lowkey wish i was suicidal like wtf is the point of having depression when i can't kms like ive wanted to for a long time but im scared of kms so no matter how on the edge i am ill literally still be alive i js wna ask a family member to stab me in the stomach but then wht if they sya im insane nd spread rumors to the rest of te family n i live being called an ayuma (it means crazy woman/gorl) im so sick of ppl in my life literally the only living thing tht makes me smile js by looking at her is my cat n like evenif i wanted to kms i'd need a gun cus ion wna feel physical pain i js wna get it over with i have the urge to open the window n jump but my house has two floors or wtv u call it so ill prb break my bones n like cry bc it hurts like how tf do u die i wanted to overdose w pills but my cat's prb preg again im seeing the same symptoms so ill stay n maybe if the kittens grow up n actually live ill be happier but another part of me i think im going crazy bcs they died n im seeing things tf someone js send me to a mental hospital or smth
ts was so scary so paws was lizard gazing n like obvi shes gna catch it right so i joined her bc i culdnt see the lizard anymore n assumed it was behind the light thingy n um yeah it fell on me it was so dry nd felt dead bro it crawled on my hair n tried to walk i shook my head so hard pls next time im gna do it from a distance cus wtf💔
bru i was on a bus n since i barely go on buses i wasn't used to it and while holding the thingys on the chair my ass was on someone's face n like they acted like i farted even tho i did not
also on the second bus i was meant to hold the handle bcs like i was travelling all the way to the back nd i pulled someone's hair n everyon looked bcs she screamed it was so embarassing
yk i miss the children so i was venting it out to my cat bc i have noone to talk to n i did tht and she fell asleep nd then when i turned the other side, another cat of mine (feather, my male cat) suddenly appeared n like since paws fell asleep i was gna continue my vent and idk but he looked disgusted to the core like ok it was funny bc i was crying sm n he made the sound tht prb meant gtfa from me but i continued anyways and he backed up then i crab walked up to him (we r all on the floor) then he made the sound so i crab walked to him again n tht looped. but srsly im gna promise pawsill be a good grandma next time bcs i know paws is too young to give birth i js havent got her spayed bc im not allowed to go to the vet anymore
hi guys i was wrong its after march 18 not 3 like it was over 3 am when i said tht i didnt know wht i was saying march 3 is when my exam starts and 18th is when it ends so like yes um mb guys
also i wna do the oc x real creator trend sb but how do i tween bru i need a tutorial for ones on capcut gerjfknjjx pls help
hi why did my dad freak out when i gave him the list of colors i dont want on the cake like surely there shuld be a premade one that doesnt have the colors orange yellow green purple lavendar white and dark gray right
ugh_sn0wie,,
ugh_sn0wie,,
IM SO READY TO BE A GRANDMA AGAIN QUEJFWRBKVJs
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ugh_sn0wie,,
guys so i was catching a praying mantis for pawsy n like it was medium sized like smaller than usual n i suffocated it w paper but like lowkey i scared myself bc i thought it would break through the paper or crawl out but no it died easily n paws loved it i should've kept it alive so paws could play w it before eating it butyeah she loves crunchy stuff
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ugh_sn0wie,,
i lowkey wish i was suicidal like wtf is the point of having depression when i can't kms like ive wanted to for a long time but im scared of kms so no matter how on the edge i am ill literally still be alive i js wna ask a family member to stab me in the stomach but then wht if they sya im insane nd spread rumors to the rest of te family n i live being called an ayuma (it means crazy woman/gorl) im so sick of ppl in my life literally the only living thing tht makes me smile js by looking at her is my cat n like evenif i wanted to kms i'd need a gun cus ion wna feel physical pain i js wna get it over with i have the urge to open the window n jump but my house has two floors or wtv u call it so ill prb break my bones n like cry bc it hurts like how tf do u die i wanted to overdose w pills but my cat's prb preg again im seeing the same symptoms so ill stay n maybe if the kittens grow up n actually live ill be happier but another part of me i think im going crazy bcs they died n im seeing things tf someone js send me to a mental hospital or smth
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ugh_sn0wie,,
ts was so scary so paws was lizard gazing n like obvi shes gna catch it right so i joined her bc i culdnt see the lizard anymore n assumed it was behind the light thingy n um yeah it fell on me it was so dry nd felt dead bro it crawled on my hair n tried to walk i shook my head so hard pls next time im gna do it from a distance cus wtf💔
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ugh_sn0wie,,
bru i was on a bus n since i barely go on buses i wasn't used to it and while holding the thingys on the chair my ass was on someone's face n like they acted like i farted even tho i did not
also on the second bus i was meant to hold the handle bcs like i was travelling all the way to the back nd i pulled someone's hair n everyon looked bcs she screamed it was so embarassing
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yk i miss the children so i was venting it out to my cat bc i have noone to talk to n i did tht and she fell asleep nd then when i turned the other side, another cat of mine (feather, my male cat) suddenly appeared n like since paws fell asleep i was gna continue my vent and idk but he looked disgusted to the core like ok it was funny bc i was crying sm n he made the sound tht prb meant gtfa from me but i continued anyways and he backed up then i crab walked up to him (we r all on the floor) then he made the sound so i crab walked to him again n tht looped. but srsly im gna promise pawsill be a good grandma next time bcs i know paws is too young to give birth i js havent got her spayed bc im not allowed to go to the vet anymore
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ugh_sn0wie,,
i want her tattooed on my back when im 16
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hiss ow
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ugh_sn0wie,,
hi guys i was wrong its after march 18 not 3 like it was over 3 am when i said tht i didnt know wht i was saying march 3 is when my exam starts and 18th is when it ends so like yes um mb guys
also i wna do the oc x real creator trend sb but how do i tween bru i need a tutorial for ones on capcut gerjfknjjx pls help
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ugh_sn0wie,,
hi why did my dad freak out when i gave him the list of colors i dont want on the cake like surely there shuld be a premade one that doesnt have the colors orange yellow green purple lavendar white and dark gray right
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