Idk what’s in the air but I’ve been sooooo moody lately. Sometimes I wish I could carve the bpd and adhd outa my brain. To be “normal” is what I find myself wanting in moments like these. But a reminder that I’m not my thoughts. I’m not my trauma. I’m not even my body, kinda helps. I just wanna lay on softy none itchy grass where all the bugs respect personal space, and stare at the sunset for hours.
I’m unsure if I’ll figure out how to stop being everyone’s favorite temporary person. I’m unsure if I’ll figure out what my real purpose is. I’m just sitting at the bottom of this unsure pond. Waiting for something to pull me up.
Anyways. I hope your brain is feeling a bit lighter than mine atm 🍊🧡✨( also feel free to post things in here whenever yall want )
This was my interview fit ;) I’m honestly someone that values comfort a little too much so I wasn’t really “ job hunting “. But one silly day our chief of staff decided to come to me in a very condescending tone and said “ when aren’t you going to be entry level” ( while looking me up and down) . I had made a simple fixable mistake and we had been cool prior so this approach really angered me. I ended up leaving early that day and applied to three jobs with the state. Got a call back a month later after I had forgot all about it tbh. And now guess what ? I’m no longer entry level 😌 very happy for this new chapter honestly 🧡 feeling extremely grateful that god and my ancestors don’t plaaay about me 😂🥳 I hope your level up arrives soon as well to whom ever is reading this !
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Who would you rather go on a roadtrip with
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Random but would you rather work for Mr Krabs or Tom Nook
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EEEEEEEEE 🥰 thank you thank you cuties 🍊✨ we’re getting closer to 20k !
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Good morning cuties ✨ just wanted to share that one of my secrets to decreased cramps is drinking ginger water 😭 it legit works every time for me
I never take meds but that big chunk of ginger in my water saves me whenever my tum starts ragging
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Idk what’s in the air but I’ve been sooooo moody lately. Sometimes I wish I could carve the bpd and adhd outa my brain. To be “normal” is what I find myself wanting in moments like these. But a reminder that I’m not my thoughts. I’m not my trauma. I’m not even my body, kinda helps. I just wanna lay on softy none itchy grass where all the bugs respect personal space, and stare at the sunset for hours.
I’m unsure if I’ll figure out how to stop being everyone’s favorite temporary person. I’m unsure if I’ll figure out what my real purpose is. I’m just sitting at the bottom of this unsure pond. Waiting for something to pull me up.
Anyways. I hope your brain is feeling a bit lighter than mine atm 🍊🧡✨( also feel free to post things in here whenever yall want )
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Ask me questions ;p vid coming soon docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSf6FBSaV5MvO_oScQ…
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If you could only watch one everyday until Christmas Day which would you choose
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What’s your fav spooky season movie ? ( there’s levels to scary and this is the level I’m on )
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This was my interview fit ;) I’m honestly someone that values comfort a little too much so I wasn’t really “ job hunting “. But one silly day our chief of staff decided to come to me in a very condescending tone and said “ when aren’t you going to be entry level” ( while looking me up and down) . I had made a simple fixable mistake and we had been cool prior so this approach really angered me. I ended up leaving early that day and applied to three jobs with the state. Got a call back a month later after I had forgot all about it tbh. And now guess what ? I’m no longer entry level 😌 very happy for this new chapter honestly 🧡 feeling extremely grateful that god and my ancestors don’t plaaay about me 😂🥳 I hope your level up arrives soon as well to whom ever is reading this !
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Which video would you wanna see first ;p
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