i never expected to make this post but here i am i guess. lets start from the begging i did not fake my death who ever made that up is crazy because if i wasnt stopped i would not even be here to write this right now. i attempted i did im not lying i would be sick if i ever lied about faking a death i even had friends my own who did actually attempt i would never fucking do that. i wanted to die and take my life because i couldn’t anymore. online i was the type of person to not share my problems only to my close ones. you all never knew what i have been through and it makes me feel so disappointed seeing people i once loved make rumors and post about me you all never knew. but let me tell you just a little of it vienna is so fcked up you cant trust no one i did trust my teacher one time and he straight ran up to calling cps and after i found out i got into so much trouble my parents did not treat me well i got beaten up the next day i found out i was screaming so much at him and cussing so much gosh. i slapped a girl that made fun of my family problems because she was laughing at me spreading rumors etc. i dont know than 5 teachers came to stop me from slapping her and they pushed me i pinched one of the teachers so hard she had a bruise on her left arm ( thats why i quitted in the first place ) because i knew i would take it out on ppl who didnt do anything wrong. yes i took pills did they help? no on the outside world definitely not. i acted like i didnt get in trouble but infact i got @b$üed. i still got brusises all over my body. 1 week or so later i acted like i was fine i told rita about it because i didnt want her to worry about me. she had been going trough a lot too with her parents and so ever. i didnt want her to worry about some online person thats me. before i found out that cps would take me from my parents and treat my like a piece of SHIT there i gave all my account information to my closest friend that she can keep it thats why you all saw videos on tt being reposted thinking i was online and didnt give a shit about you all but i did. i didnt have my phone when i was in the mental hospital. the only person that was there for me was my aunt. if it wasnt for her i would def land in some center thinking im a physopath. please stop making rumors about me im already going trough enough as a teenager. i will answer questions and write another post if i forgot anything important thats for now i guess bye.
consider this as a bye for me too i cant do anything without rita im sorry. she is my motivation boost and now shes gone. youtube.com/shorts/IbYwyQpmxq...
to anyone i may have gotten off on the wrong foot with, im truly sorry i feel bad about it and I hope we can move forward with a fresh start i dont want to beef with anyone i know i was horrible to everyone because of my anger issues but lately i have been taking pills and i promise im not an angry soul anymore if you think that because of my past.
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still processing what happend weeks ago btw
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i never expected to make this post but here i am i guess. lets start from the begging i did not fake my death who ever made that up is crazy because if i wasnt stopped i would not even be here to write this right now. i attempted i did im not lying i would be sick if i ever lied about faking a death i even had friends my own who did actually attempt i would never fucking do that. i wanted to die and take my life because i couldn’t anymore. online i was the type of person to not share my problems only to my close ones. you all never knew what i have been through and it makes me feel so disappointed seeing people i once loved make rumors and post about me you all never knew. but let me tell you just a little of it vienna is so fcked up you cant trust no one i did trust my teacher one time and he straight ran up to calling cps and after i found out i got into so much trouble my parents did not treat me well i got beaten up the next day i found out i was screaming so much at him and cussing so much gosh. i slapped a girl that made fun of my family problems because she was laughing at me spreading rumors etc. i dont know than 5 teachers came to stop me from slapping her and they pushed me i pinched one of the teachers so hard she had a bruise on her left arm ( thats why i quitted in the first place ) because i knew i would take it out on ppl who didnt do anything wrong. yes i took pills did they help? no on the outside world definitely not. i acted like i didnt get in trouble but infact i got @b$üed. i still got brusises all over my body. 1 week or so later i acted like i was fine i told rita about it because i didnt want her to worry about me. she had been going trough a lot too with her parents and so ever. i didnt want her to worry about some online person thats me. before i found out that cps would take me from my parents and treat my like a piece of SHIT there i gave all my account information to my closest friend that she can keep it thats why you all saw videos on tt being reposted thinking i was online and didnt give a shit about you all but i did. i didnt have my phone when i was in the mental hospital. the only person that was there for me was my aunt. if it wasnt for her i would def land in some center thinking im a physopath. please stop making rumors about me im already going trough enough as a teenager.
i will answer questions and write another post if i forgot anything important thats for now i guess bye.
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consider this as a bye for me too i cant do anything without rita im sorry. she is my motivation boost and now shes gone.
youtube.com/shorts/IbYwyQpmxq...
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i will be not posting much, but still posting
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right
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i miss miss miss my rita
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to anyone i may have gotten off on the wrong foot with, im truly sorry i feel bad about it and I hope we can move forward with a fresh start i dont want to beef with anyone i know i was horrible to everyone because of my anger issues but lately i have been taking pills and i promise im not an angry soul anymore if you think that because of my past.
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