𝐈𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥 ୨୧

what are you so afraid of losing when nothing actually belongs to you?


𝐈𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥 ୨୧

to my angel,
‪@t.tess_‬

happy belated birthday my love. I feel so so so guilty for not wishing you on the exact date :( I feel like such a terrible friend istg. But I hope this makes up for it my love
Happy birthday to my forever bsf. Tess you came into my life and showed me what true friendship is. You have done so much for me literally so much. I don't even know how to repay you. Talking to you makes me feel so happy. I don't feel like "argh I have to text her back she's my friend" with you. You have shown me what girlhood feels like. I know you're going through alot even though you don't share it but just know that I'm always there for you my baby. Please text me anything im always here for you. I wish you could just come back. There's so much about my life that I wanna share with you.

You're not just an ordinary girl tess. You're amazing. You're kind. You remind me of the lyric "She's crazy but she's mine". Your eyes are the prettiest. Your hair is gorgeous. I haven't seen you in a while but still I remember your gorgeous face cause how can I forget that masterpiece? You're beautiful inside and out. Your soul. Gosh how can a girl be so sweet? You're like a poem I wish I wrote. You're so sweet and kind genuinely:( I know I haven't been the best friend and im so sorry for not wishing you on your birthday. You take so much effort in our friendship and I wish I could repay you somehow.

I hope in the future we somehow meet 🫶🏻 we're soulmates tess. Like I genuinely feel so connected to you even though we don't talk a lot. You're my tessu forever. I will always adore the nickname you gave me: nishu 💕 istg every thing someone calls me that I say "a very special person gave me that nicknake" you and that nn hold a very special place in my heart. And honestly? Even if we lose contact totally in the future, trust me I will never forget you. I promise.

I once again apologise for not wishing you on your bday. I'm currently editing a friendship edit for you cutu. Ill post it once I finish my exam last which is tommorow.

I love you jaan 🖤
– xoxo,
your nishu <3

1 month ago | [YT] | 5

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hii baby 🫶🏻
how are you?? 🥹 I miss you so freaking much jaan. I miss our pin conversations, I miss creating 181816261 nicknames for each other, I miss being bsfs. I hope you are safe and happy wherever you are. Trust me, even if we don't talk for 10 years I still won't forget you :( you're my bestfriend, my chicago, my everything 💌
you've changed my life in the best way possible and I'll definitely tell my kids about you hehe. if you're ever feeling too overwhelmed or sad just know that your nishu is always there for you and I always keep you in my prayers. Everything will be fine. I love you baby ❤️
‪@t.tess_‬

3 months ago | [YT] | 3

𝐈𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥 ୨୧

hi everyone,
I'm pretty sure no one is able to see this post, but I just wanted to write this note. I hope you guys are okay, and I hope life has been treating you well. I felt so peaceful after quitting my ktube journey/youtube. I had actually logged out of this account for a while, and i finally logged in to check up on everyone.
I just wanted to take a moment to thank everyone for this amazing experience. Ktube felt like home for a while. One of my absolute favourite memories was celebrating my birthday (3 june) last year here. The wishes were so overwhelming. Life has gotten very serious, and I'm slowly decreasing my screen time for instagram too, haha. I want to focus on my academics this year. Anyway, I hope you guys are doing well 🫶🏻

if you're seeing this post, rant or vent in the comment section! 💗

6 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 10

𝐈𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥 ୨୧

the end <3
(quit)

8 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 9

𝐈𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥 ୨୧

Iseoul's 2024 reading wrapped 🥂

Every book I read in 2024 ::
[Including re-reads]

1. Twisted love
2. Twisted games
3. Twisted hate
4. Twisted lies
5. A good girl's guide to murder
6. Good girl, bad blood
7. As good as dead
8. The off limits rule
9. The temporary roomie
10. The match
11. The enemy
12. The cheat sheet
13. The rule book
14. Happily never after
15. Better than the movies
16. If he had been with me
17. The silent patient
18. How to kill men and get away with it
19. One of us is lying
20. One of us is next
21. You'll be the death of me
22. Haunting adeline
23. Hunting adeline
24. The housemaid
24. The housemaid's secret
25. The fine print
26. Terms and conditions
27. Happy place

[Not Including re-reads]


Fav reads of 2024?
– Twisted series, the cheat sheet, the rule book, the silent patient, housemaid series and dreamland billionaires series.

Fav authors of 2024?
–Lauren Asher, Ana Huang, Frieda McFadden, Sarah Adams.

Books that took me the longest time to read?
–The off limits rule [2+ months]
–If he had been with me [26 days]

Books that took me the shortest time to read?
–The fine print [2 days]
–Terms and conditions [1 day]
–Happily never after [2 days]
–The housemaid [3 days]
–The cheat sheet [2 days]
–The rule book [2 days]

Top MMCs of 2024?
–Declan Kane [Terms and conditions]
–Rowan Kane [The fine print]
–Nathan Donelson [The cheat sheet]
–Derek Pender [The rule book]
–Nate Macaulay [One of us is lying]

Top FMCs of 2024?
–Iris Kane [Terms and conditions]
–Bree Cadmen [The cheat sheet]
–Zahra Gulian [The fine print]
–Nora MacKenzie [The rule book]
–Millie Calloway [The housemaid]

11 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 18

𝐈𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥 ୨୧

Home.. 🩶🔗

1 year ago | [YT] | 10

𝐈𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥 ୨୧

They can never make me hate you, olivia. 🥀

1 year ago | [YT] | 13

𝐈𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥 ୨୧

Sometimes goodbyes are hard to say <3

1 year ago | [YT] | 26

𝐈𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥 ୨୧

Tell me my dear,
Can a heart still break once it stopped beating?

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 15