Kevoonio - Invidious

Kevoonio
he/him

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15 yo Artist/Animator/Musician/Gambling Addict.
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might lowkey quit streaming, it just hasnt been fun for me in months

when i started, streaming felt less like i was playing a character to entertain people and more like i just randomly hit the go live button and talked with some friends.
nowadays, it feels like everyones just typing random stuff in the chat to get my attention and it gets annoying at a certain point

drawing hasnt been fun in a while too, especially on stream. it feels like every mistake i make is amplified 100x, and even though nobody comments on them, i get kind of scared of being seen as a bad artist and thereby a worse person. idk thats just kinda how it goes in my head.

speaking of nobody commenting on the mistakes, nobody comments on the art too. it feels like my audience doesnt watch me for my art or drawing, and while some would be glad to have an audience that watches just for them, it feels invalidating for me. people just see me as entertainment, they dont see the work i put in and it makes me feel terrible

on another note, i feel like ive flanderized myself with the same 3 jokes: "oh yaoi oh yaoi femboys femboys tv girl tv girl green grapes ahaha!!!" it was funny back then maybe, but over time its just become not funny anymore. its like im holding onto the the best parts of my streaming journey rather than evolving as a creator and a person. i want to improve myself, become someone with more substance, become someone real, become someone normal

anyways, rn, at this point of my life when i alr feel like im not loved, streaming is just kinda worsening the thoughts i have. this post might just be a nothing burger and ill return within like a month or smth, or ill come back within a year, or ill never come back to streaming. whatever the case, this post is just how i feel

ill continue to post art and music on yt, tiktok, and instagram, and ill still be active on discord. ill try to work on videos too, but this is the 30th time ive said this and i still havent made any lol so like take my word with a grain of salt

sry for the rant love u guys <3

5 days ago | [YT] | 11

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Kevoonio

CHIAKI NANAMI FANART!!!
So excited for danganronpa 2x2 hehehe