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Hello Everyone & Mabuhay,

When i wrote that long wall of text last time, i had to delete it because deep down....it felt like it was like wrong of me to say those things and honestly....i wanna make my wording right and what i am saying to you all is like i am telling you the real me and the true genuine me. Honestly, when i said all that stuff about JEB not coming to my 18th birthday party is very true as well as him not writing that very long letter to me in which it serves as a catalyst so that i could be truly reminded of worth and value towards him as well as reminding me about our friendship together.

I also did mention about the teachers who were kind and nice to me. I did say that but the wording didn't feel right so here i go....although they care about me...honestly....it didn't help removed that traumatic memory of mine where i had nightmares of that time when JEB didn't come to my 18th birthday party and after that incident, I have RSD which is Rejected Sensitive Dysphoria. There wasn't any therapist on my hometown that specializes in dealing with RSD and i thought there was but nope.

Tbh, i wish JEB would take accountability for his own actions especially driving me to the wrong path. Also, i should take accountability for my own actions but honestly....if JEB had come to my 18th b-day party, things would have been different for me. Although i have remorse and sympathy for what i did for my past actions....all i really and truly wanted deep down in my heart was a true genuine loyal close friend who could be my life line and just remind me that i am not worthless to him. I deserve to be treated the same way JEB treats his friends. I truly wished that his ego wouldn't get in his way.

This time, it is the real authentic me speaking for real this time. And i just wanna say to those who i hurt irl in the past who knew me irl...i am sorry. I am truly sorry and JEB should be the one to blame because he teached me about how and what the world truly looks like and that is there is no such thing as a friend who can't be there when they are not themselves. I truly understand that JEB is busy and if so, why he can't at least write me a long letter? So that i will keep it and when i am at my darkest...i can read that so that i could be truly be reminded that JEB is truly there for me because he wouldn't abandon his friends.

Anyways, i finally get my wording right this time around. I will not delete this. I want to spread my true feelings deep down. I wanna share this so that i can truly remind those of their worth and value and for those who has RSD aka Rejected Sensitive Dysphoria...let's have a talk at my social hangout discord server.

Anyways, please listen to the song "A Long Letter To Truly Saving A Person's Life" now

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Nicki is absolutely right. Vote Red & lets MAGA! 💪😎👍

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This will eventually happen in America. Socialism is not the way

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4 weeks ago |[YT] | 0

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This girl is absolutely 100% right. I hope that America will truly not be a third world country:

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1 month ago |[YT] | 0

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What a shame, i used to admire Jaqcksepticeye as a child but.....not anymore. I love CHarlie Kirk tbh.

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It's so sad to see that even if i am living in a new life in the sea region, there are those who are trying their best to make me hate the world and those people are those who knew me irl in the past face to face. But deep down, i know what i truly wanted deep down in my heart but i didn't get it. I wanted to know what its like to be truly reminded of your worth and value as a whole by someone i looked up to as a friend and that is JEB.

Not only that, but to be able to feel the wind and the breeze behind a wheel of a driving vehicle to remove all the stress and you just want your mind to be free....to be able to see that the world is not small but big....to be able to hang out with the ones who truly sees and values your worth as a whole....to be able to be with those that gives you the courage to not give up hope and faith.

I didn't even get the world that i truly want, i never did. That's why i do bad things, so that my biological father and JEB truly knows of the consequences of their actions. The world isnt perfect but what's more important is that JEB should written that long letter for me, so that it could serve as a catalyst if i am on my darkest...i would always read his long letter about me, that he truly sees my worth and value as a whole, that he reminds me of my past accomplishments and the friends i've befriended that have been genuine towards me.

Now i know what the world is truly like in my own eyes and that is that there is no such thing as a true friend who reminds their friends about their worth and value as a whole to them. If i get what i truly wanted, i would have sincerely change and i wouldn't give up hope. I will always look up to the sky, being truly reminded that there is someone looking out for me, there is someone that is my life line support system and that there is someone who could look at my face and tell me:

"It's okay, you can cry to me because deep down, i didnt come to your 18th birthday party but i just wanted to let you know that i truly value you as a whole like i valued my friends. If you need a venting due to the challenges you are facing, then i will be here. I will be the light that illuminates the darkness. And not only that, you have your other real genuine friends supporting you and encouraging you to keep going. So don't give up and never falter...because i believe in you, my close genuine friend".

This is what i truly need. A friend who can say this right in front of my face. Someone who i am closer to. I dont need a gf, all i ever wanted was a true real genuine friend.

1 month ago |[YT] | 0

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And this is why i dont do gaming content on YouTube.

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