🌸My 2026 is going to be about becoming grounded and glowing at the same time.Choosing discipline over distraction. Growth over noise. Peace over chaos. I’ll work quietly, love deeply, stay kind, and protect my energy.deeply in love with myself. No rushing, no proving just becoming better, stronger, and softer where it matters. Humanity stays. Gratitude stays. Fire stays. 🤍🤗
I didn’t just have a “bad year.” i had a heart-breaking, trust-shaking, emotionally draining year. Losing a best friend… feeling abandoned… carrying hurt alone… that stuff doesn’t switch off just because good things finally start happening.➤ When i go through emotional trauma or a long painful phase,my heart learns to protect itself.It creates a tiny wall — not to stop love — but to prevent more hurt.So when real love suddenly comes in…my heart gets confused. It’s like, “Wait… is this safe? Is this real? Should I open up? What if it gets taken away again?”So I understand the love .I value the love .I want the love…but i don’t feel it fully because my emotional system is still healing from all the wounds of 2025.This isn’t a flaw. This is a sign that I'm recovering from pain that went deeper than I realised for example. when a phone has been running on 1% battery for months…even if you plug it into a charger, it doesn't instantly switch to 100%.It needs time to wake up again.That’s me right now. I went through a year that drained me to the roots.i lost someone who mattered. I kept functioning even when everything inside me was shutting down.My body and mind are tiredReally tired.So when love finally comes the love i always desired, from the people iadmire it’s not that I'm rejecting it.It’s that I don’t have the emotional capacity to feel it yet.Like “I can’t feel right now, I’m still recovering mode.”Not because I don’t care.Not because I don’t appreciate it. But because i've been running on empty for too long.It’s like being hungry for days… finally getting food… and your stomach can’t handle eating a full meal immediately.
Sometimes life doesn’t give us proper endings… it just throws cold goodbyes, unfinished conversations, and people who walk out with a straight face even though their heart is shaking.And we’re left wondering Was any of it real?Did they care?Do they feel anything now? But you know what I’ve learned?People hide more than they show.Some push you away because they’re overwhelmed.Some laugh so no one notices they’re hurting.some walk out… but still look back when they think you’re not looking.And none of that defines your worth.Your heart doesn’t become less just because someone else is confused about their own.Your love doesn’t lose value just because someone couldn’t hold it properly.Your presence doesn’t dim just because a person pretends they don’t care. You’re allowed to feel the ache.You’re allowed to miss what mattered.You’re allowed to outgrow what broke you.But don’t let someone else’s silence turn you into a version of yourself you don’t recognize.Don’t let their confusion shake your clarity.Don’t let their distance make you forget the warmth you carry.Heal. Grow. Become the person your younger self needed.Let pain polish you, not poison you. Let endings strengthen you, not shrink you. Let every heartbreak teach you something about who you truly are and who you’re becoming.Because one day, you’ll look back and realize Nothing you lost was bigger than the strength you gained.Nothing that left you was meant to stay small inside you. Nothing that broke you stopped you from rising again.You are still capable of love. Still capable of kindness.Still capable of becoming the softest, strongest version of yourself.And the right people They won’t leave when things get heavy.They won’t laugh about your pain.They won’t hide their feelings behind ego.They’ll stay.They’ll show up.They’ll choose you loudly, clearly, and without fear.Until then…keep becoming the kind of person your story needs. You’re not done yet. Not even close. 🤍🧿
Hey everyone, I know I’ve been away for a while it’s been about two months now. Life’s been really complicated, and I’m going through some things that have left me feeling overwhelmed and honestly, a bit traumatized.
I want to sincerely apologize for missing some of your birthdays and special moments during this time. You all mean so much to me, and I’m truly sorry for not being there like I used to.
For now, I need to step back a bit longer to take care of myself and heal. This isn’t easy for me to say, but I think it’s best to say goodbye for now.
Thank you for all your love, support, and understanding. You’ve been my light through so much.
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
🌸My 2026 is going to be about becoming grounded and glowing at the same time.Choosing discipline over distraction.
Growth over noise.
Peace over chaos.
I’ll work quietly, love deeply, stay kind, and protect my energy.deeply in love with myself.
No rushing, no proving just becoming better, stronger, and softer where it matters.
Humanity stays. Gratitude stays. Fire stays. 🤍🤗
2 days ago | [YT] | 1
View 2 replies
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
I didn’t just have a “bad year.” i had a heart-breaking, trust-shaking, emotionally draining year. Losing a best friend… feeling abandoned… carrying hurt alone… that stuff doesn’t switch off just because good things finally start happening.➤ When i go through emotional trauma or a long painful phase,my heart learns to protect itself.It creates a tiny wall — not to stop love — but to prevent more hurt.So when real love suddenly comes in…my heart gets confused.
It’s like, “Wait… is this safe? Is this real? Should I open up? What if it gets taken away again?”So I understand the love .I value the love .I want the love…but i don’t feel it fully because my emotional system is still healing from all the wounds of 2025.This isn’t a flaw.
This is a sign that I'm recovering from pain that went deeper than I realised for example.
when a phone has been running on 1% battery for months…even if you plug it into a charger, it doesn't instantly switch to 100%.It needs time to wake up again.That’s me right now.
I went through a year that drained me to the roots.i lost someone who mattered.
I kept functioning even when everything inside me was shutting down.My body and mind are tiredReally tired.So when love finally comes the love i always desired, from the people iadmire it’s not that I'm rejecting it.It’s that I don’t have the emotional capacity to feel it yet.Like “I can’t feel right now, I’m still recovering mode.”Not because I don’t care.Not because I don’t appreciate it.
But because i've been running on empty for too long.It’s like being hungry for days… finally getting food… and your stomach can’t handle eating a full meal immediately.
My heart wants love but it needs a slow restart.
Healing glowing growing 🌸🌸🌸
Your sikha will be back soon !
Tags 🌸
@Mizu096 @Pinkrosepinkflower @creativegirldrishya3673 @RoshinisCreativeZone @VILLAINQUEENN @kelly.777 @Coziisayzzz @forever.blink_26 @jenlvr #samayothika #u @Jjk_cxxkiee@sarcasticboy9807 @coziixpawss
1 week ago (edited) | [YT] | 2
View 3 replies
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
You’re not stuck you’re preparing. Every little effort you make today is shaping the version of you that’s going to surprise everyone.” 💛✨
3 weeks ago | [YT] | 2
View 0 replies
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
Sometimes life doesn’t give us proper endings… it just throws cold goodbyes, unfinished conversations, and people who walk out with a straight face even though their heart is shaking.And we’re left wondering Was any of it real?Did they care?Do they feel anything now?
But you know what I’ve learned?People hide more than they show.Some push you away because they’re overwhelmed.Some laugh so no one notices they’re hurting.some walk out… but still look back when they think you’re not looking.And none of that defines your worth.Your heart doesn’t become less just because someone else is confused about their own.Your love doesn’t lose value just because someone couldn’t hold it properly.Your presence doesn’t dim just because a person pretends they don’t care. You’re allowed to feel the ache.You’re allowed to miss what mattered.You’re allowed to outgrow what broke you.But don’t let someone else’s silence turn you into a version of yourself you don’t recognize.Don’t let their confusion shake your clarity.Don’t let their distance make you forget the warmth you carry.Heal. Grow. Become the person your younger self needed.Let pain polish you, not poison you.
Let endings strengthen you, not shrink you.
Let every heartbreak teach you something about who you truly are and who you’re becoming.Because one day, you’ll look back and realize Nothing you lost was bigger than the strength you gained.Nothing that left you was meant to stay small inside you.
Nothing that broke you stopped you from rising again.You are still capable of love.
Still capable of kindness.Still capable of becoming the softest, strongest version of yourself.And the right people They won’t leave when things get heavy.They won’t laugh about your pain.They won’t hide their feelings behind ego.They’ll stay.They’ll show up.They’ll choose you loudly, clearly, and without fear.Until then…keep becoming the kind of person your story needs.
You’re not done yet. Not even close. 🤍🧿
—–—sikha 🤍🧿
Sikholics 🌸
@creativegirldrishya3673 @RoshinisCreativeZone @Coziisayzzz @Jjk_cxxkiee @KJLUVJK @Cxxkie_Official.ৎ @Slayfile @forever.blink_26 @kelly.777 @jenlvr @VILLAINQUEENN #sam #ayothika
@Pinkrosepinkflower @Mizu096 #you @sarcasticboy9807 @coziixpawss
4 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 4
View 6 replies
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
Healing begins when we stop running from our own feelings… and start listening to the parts of us that just want to be understood. 🤍🧿
—sikha 🧿
Tags 🌸
@Mizu096 @Pinkrosepinkflower @creativegirldrishya3673 @RoshinisCreativeZone @VILLAINQUEENN @kelly.777 @Coziisayzzz @Slayfile @jenlvr @Jjk_cxxkiee @Cxxkie_Official.ৎ @coziixpawss
4 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 2
View 3 replies
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
To My YouTube Family
Hey everyone,
I know I’ve been away for a while it’s been about two months now. Life’s been really complicated, and I’m going through some things that have left me feeling overwhelmed and honestly, a bit traumatized.
I want to sincerely apologize for missing some of your birthdays and special moments during this time. You all mean so much to me, and I’m truly sorry for not being there like I used to.
For now, I need to step back a bit longer to take care of myself and heal. This isn’t easy for me to say, but I think it’s best to say goodbye for now.
Thank you for all your love, support, and understanding. You’ve been my light through so much.
With love,
Sikha
Some tags
@Coziisayzzz @Cxxkie_Official.ৎ @Jjk_cxxkiee @KJLUVJK #sam #ruby #barsha #nishitha @RoshinisCreativeZone @creativegirldrishya3673 #all @ᯓ𝗖𝗼𝘇𝗶𝗶𝗶𝘅!
Good bye.
1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 3
View 11 replies
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
I’m the chapter you’ll never read, but you’re the whole book I can’t put down.
3 months ago | [YT] | 2
View 5 replies
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
I keep choosing you… in a story where you never even notice I’m a character.
3 months ago | [YT] | 2
View 2 replies
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
I was never a villain… I just learned how to play your game better than you
3 months ago | [YT] | 2
View 4 replies
🌸𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝑯𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏🌸
I was never a villain… but I became the nightmare you created.
3 months ago | [YT] | 2
View 2 replies
Load more