Giyuu~

⚠️-sensitive content/TW-⚠️

Going to rant because I have no one else to rant to
If you don't like reading rants then SCROLL.

I'm scared I'm in a dangerous place rn, not physically but mentally. I feel like I'm slipping into the void, never to return unless smth changes or I change.
What happened to the old me, the happy, cheerful, bubbly me? I used to be so happy with life and now where even am I. I barely smile at all and when I do it's not even genuine.
My family always expect me to take care of my siblings, to work hard and give them money, but they never really thought to care about ME or MY GOALS IN LIFE.

Just recently they've decided to move all the way across the world for work. This decision... it's crushing me. The country we're moving to has a lot of my relatives but all the male relatives think it's okay to make s3xist jokes and comments to me and about other women. They said it's partly the woman's fault if she gets h@rassed. They said catcalling is not h@rassment. They said women should always dress modestly because dressing with revealing clothes will make her more likely to be @ssaulted. WELL GUESS WHAT, I'VE BEEN FRICKIN H@RASSED WHILE WEARING A DRESS THAT COVERED MY LEGS AND ARMS AND BARELY SHOWED ANY SKIN. But even when I said that to them then they just said 'oh you were not h@rassed, don't make stuff up just to prove your worthless opinions!'

Like okay fine. I've stood up for myself heaps of times. Over and over again, even when I felt so alone. Nobody else in my immediate family cares, they just think I'm being too sensitive and 'it's just cousins being cousins'.
Well no it isn't! I'm actually scared rn because all of this is making me even more depressed than I usually am which is not good cuz I always have a tendency to get depressed.

It's like the fire in me has just....evaporated. Everytime I stand up for myself and for other women, they always find a way to smash me down again. It makes me want to scream and punch walls because WHY DO THEY THINK THEIR OPINION IS ALWAYS SUPERIOR?!! WOMEN ARE NOT OBJECTS TO JUST ORDER AROUND AT YOUR WILL!!!

I'm so sorry for ranting here but I'm scared that if I don't say anything to anyone then I might just fall deeper into the void.

might delete this later

‪@TANJ1R0U‬
‪@kinaerox‬
‪@Shinobu-t5j‬
‪@lady-amane-ubayashiki‬
‪@Agatsuma.zenitsu53‬
‪@Forever.Zenitsu‬
‪@Kibutsuji_muzan_dk‬
‪@Mitsurikanroji-55‬
‪@Kobayashi_Hikari‬
‪@Kyojuro_Rengoku13‬
‪@rengoku_kyojurooo‬
‪@the_flame_hashira19‬
‪@Ayano_Muisgirl‬
‪@Ayxra.X.M0chi‬
‪@anime.ijusdovids_ilovemusic‬
‪@Kokushibo-donox‬
‪@kurokawaeditz‬
‪@Nezuko_X_Hoshi‬
‪@Hellfireclublover‬
‪@Unique_slayer‬
‪@zoyaedits2‬
‪@KSHAMABARMABASUNIA‬
‪@RIYAANIMEWORLD‬
‪@YUICHIRO_WIFEY2‬
‪@Star.Hashira.Kanata‬
‪@Giyuu_real‬
@you all

2 days ago | [YT] | 268

Giyuu~

‪@lady-amane-ubayashiki‬
Gyomei as your boyfriend video is uploading for you, hope you enjoy!!🥰🥰

1 week ago | [YT] | 11

Giyuu~

me every night

1 week ago | [YT] | 99

Giyuu~

‪@Agatsuma.zenitsu53‬ - your Kanao drawing is uploading

‪@Kibutsuji_muzan_dk‬ - Koro Sensei is next

1 week ago | [YT] | 4

Giyuu~

HAPPY NEW YEARS TO YOU ALL🔥🔥🔥

(some random pics of glowworms in my home country🌊)

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2 weeks ago | [YT] | 19

Giyuu~

WARNING LONG POST⚠️

So so sorry I haven't been active much😭
Idk what's wrong with me but I feel so dead inside

Like do I really matter?
Is my life even important?
How am I helping the world when I'm so dead and broken inside?
I want to help people so badly... I want to fight against injustice in the world... but how can I do that when I can't even help myself...

I know that some of you have requested drawings and I PROMISE YOU i have not forgotten -
to prove it here's the list:
Kanao for ‪@Agatsuma.zenitsu53‬
Koro Sensei for ‪@Kibutsuji_muzan_dk‬
Kyojuro for ‪@Kyojuro_Rengoku13‬
Chopper for ‪@JamesHarvey-l3m‬
Levi for ‪@Kobayashi_Hikari‬
Tenten for ‪@Agatsuma.zenitsu53‬
Anya for ‪@Shinobu-t5j‬
Mikasa for ‪@Mitsurikanroji-55‬

I apologise from the bottom of my heart for not getting to these... when I'm sad inside then everything I do, whether cooking or singing or even drawing, ends up messy and wrong and dead. I have to cheer up and feel happier to be able to give you the nice drawings that you deserve.

So please... please be patient with me... I'm not doing well mentally or emotionally and it's taking a toll on everything I do.
I will try to get to them eventually but I need to feel better first.

I'm so sorry.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 37

Giyuu~

Haiiii raindrops... how are you??so sorry I haven't been active for a while... been soooo busy😭😭
Anywayys... just for fun, let's turn this comment section into Kyojuro's search history!❤️‍🔥🔥


First mentions - all Kyojuro fans🔥
‪@Kyojuro_Rengoku13‬
‪@rengoku_kyojurooo‬
‪@Rengoku_143‬
‪@the_flame_hashira19‬
‪@Star.Hashira.Kanata‬

and all of you!
‪@TANJ1R0U‬
‪@kinaerox‬
‪@Kobayashi_Hikari‬
‪@Kibutsuji_muzan_dk‬
‪@Giyuu_real‬
‪@Agatsuma.zenitsu53‬
‪@lady-amane-ubayashiki‬
‪@Forever.Zenitsu‬
‪@Nezuko_X_Hoshi‬
‪@Mitsurikanroji-55‬
‪@CloudyMitsuri‬
‪@Hellfireclublover‬
‪@Ayano_Muisgirl‬
‪@Unique_slayer‬
‪@kurokawaeditz‬
‪@zoyaedits2‬
‪@Ayxra.X.M0chi‬
‪@anime.ijusdovids_ilovemusic‬
‪@Shinobu-t5j‬
‪@Kokushibo-donox‬
‪@KSHAMABARMABASUNIA‬
‪@RIYAANIMEWORLD‬
‪@YUICHIRO_WIFEY2‬
‪@the_broken_hero_obito_444‬
‪@inosuke_hashibira-c2l‬
@mikeysdorayaki1254
@Yoriichi_Tsugikuuuni1121

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 153

Giyuu~

@Hazelrawr your Gyomei drawing has uploaded!!! ‪@lady-amane-ubayashiki‬ I think you will like this too..💝

Next is Kanao for ‪@Agatsuma.zenitsu53‬

1 month ago | [YT] | 24