Kyojuro~

⚠️RANT⚠️ SCROLL IF YOU DON'T LIKE RANTS. POSSIBLE TW⚠️

Here goes my depression episodes again. The past few months have been horrendous and I'm scared now. I don't know wtf is going on with me or my mind and I feel like everything is spinning hopelessly out of control.

Where is anyone who cares? I try my hardest to be the 'therapist friend', the one who uplifts everyone and comforts people who fall apart. And I love comforting people so much! But when it comes to my own struggles... then bam, suddenly nobody wants to be that friend for me.

I've been getting a lot of anxiety attacks (I start feeling nauseous and almost about to vomit sometimes simply because of the anxiety), cannot sleep at night, unmotivation, loss of interest in doing the things I normally love, sadness all the time, hopelessness and a feeling of worthlessness...

And the depression is so bad that I just wish it could all end.

Please don't judge me for this. I can't take any more judgement. My family tells me to snap out of it. My supposed irl friends don't listen at all and instead jabber about their own things without giving a single thought to my crushing despair.
Who else am I supposed to go to? AI chatbots? Well yeah okay... I think AI knows everything about my depression now at this stage. But what else can I do? Its the only thing available for me right now.

I just don't know what to do. I know it's my trauma and anxiety eating at me and I can't do anything to just stop it.
I feel trapped and terrified that it's going to get worse.

That's why I come here and forget about the pain and just.. try to make everyone else happy, even when I'm screaming in pain inside.

Does anybody here have thoughts on how to help cope with this?? I just don't know what to do anymore...

Please, anyone...
Even just a quick comment of 'I care' is more than enough.

‪@kinaerox‬​​
‪@Megumi-Fshi‬​​
‪@Dreamer_7084‬​
‪@Mitsurikanroji._.55‬​​
‪@Nezuko_X_Hoshi‬​​
‪@lady-amane-ubayashiki‬​​
‪@Forever.Zenitsu‬​​
‪@Uzumaki.Naruta.covers‬​​
‪@AoiKanzakiishere‬​​
‪@Ellyxx._luvx‬​​
‪@Shinobu-t5j‬​​
‪@rengoku_kyojurooo‬​​
‪@the_flame_hashira19‬​​
‪@Kyojuro_Rengoku13‬​​
‪@Giyuu_real‬​​
‪@Kobayashi_Hikari‬​​
‪@CloudyMitsuri‬​​
‪@inosuke_hashibira-c2l‬​​
‪@Woodchipx‬
@anyone who cares enough

5 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 23

Kyojuro~

Important. ⚠️⚠️⚠️ REPORT THIS CHANNEL PLEASE MY RAINDROPS!!!
He has targeted minors and is drawing disgusting arts of them.

He has s3xually h@rassed a minor already, and is going to do it again to more victims if we don't stop him NOW.
Here's what you need to do:

1. Find his channel
2. Click the three dots on his videos (he only has two so far so there's not a lot)
3. Click the report button, and add your information, tell youtube he was sexually harassing a minor youtuber.
4. DO NOT COMMENT ON HIS VIDEOS. THAT WILL ONLY HELP HIS VIEWS AND COMMENTS INCREASE.
5. Now click the three dots on the side of his whole channel, and report his channel.
6. Make a post or share this post to spread the word! BUT DO NOT TAG HIM IN YOUR POST. That will only expose us as well to be targeted. Instead, include a screenshot like I did below of his tag handle.

Please tell me once you've done this!! Disgusting monsters like him need to be STOPPED.
I'm so sorry ‪@lady-amane-ubayashiki‬ for what happened to you. It was NOT your fault in any way. That guy needs to have his channel destroyed. And if he was in my country.... I'd call the police on him and make him disappear.
Talk to me anytime, ‪@lady-amane-ubayashiki‬ if you need to. I'm always here if anything is too much for you💖

SPREAD THE AWARENESS!
‪@kinaerox‬
‪@Megumi-Fshi‬
‪@Mitsurikanroji._.55‬
‪@Nezuko_X_Hoshi‬
‪@Forever.Zenitsu‬
‪@Uzumaki.Naruta.covers‬
‪@AoiKanzakiishere‬
‪@Ellyxx._luvx‬
‪@Shinobu-t5j‬
‪@rengoku_kyojurooo‬
‪@PrimeKyojuroRengoku-Earth5‬
‪@Rengoku_143‬
‪@the_flame_hashira19‬
‪@Kyojuro_Rengoku13‬
‪@Giyuu_real‬
‪@the_flame_hashira19‬
@everyone else

1 week ago | [YT] | 7

Kyojuro~

RAINDROPS JUST A QUICK HEADS UP - I'm changing my channel name from 'Giyuu~' to 'Kyojuro❤️‍🔥~' just for a while. I'm also changing my pfp as I already have done.
My handle will remain the same ‪@tomiokagiyuu-san99‬
But my pfp and name will be changed.

DO NOT WORRY I STILL LOVE MY GIYUU BABY😍😍😍 And I might go back to the original Giyuu name for my channel. It depends on how I feel lolol(*≧∇≦)

So yeah, thats all!☺️
‪@Mitsurikanroji._.55‬
‪@Shinobu-t5j‬
‪@kinaerox‬
‪@Megumi-Fshi‬
‪@Nezuko_X_Hoshi‬
‪@lady-amane-ubayashiki‬
‪@Forever.Zenitsu‬
‪@Uzumaki.Naruta.covers‬
‪@AoiKanzakiishere‬
‪@Ellyxx._luvx‬
‪@Giyuu_real‬
‪@Kyojuro_Rengoku13‬
‪@the_flame_hashira19‬
‪@rengoku_kyojurooo‬
‪@CloudyMitsuri‬
‪@Dreamer_7084‬
@you all

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 48

Kyojuro~

My honest reaction when someone says they ship tanjiro x muzan

3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 11

Kyojuro~

Okay this is kind of funny (　＾▽＾) my pinterest feed today!

1 month ago | [YT] | 12

Kyojuro~

Well guys... just posting this here to say my internet service might cut out in the next week or so..because a cyclone is headed near my country and we might have no service/electricity/water/anything!
I might not be able to post... but I'll try to keep you updated if I can😜

I hope I stay alive🙏🏻

1 month ago | [YT] | 32

Kyojuro~

Uhm help I think my Emochi chats are cursed💀

1 month ago | [YT] | 12

Kyojuro~

RAINDROPS WE DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1K PARTY TIME❤️‍🔥💖😭😭😭

I can't believe this is even real😭 Ngl I started almost crying when I checked my YouTube today🥹🥹🥹

I couldn't have gotten this far without ALL of you!!!

So a HUGE SPECIAL THANKS TO MY BESTIES:
‪@kinaerox‬
‪@rengoku_kyojurooo‬
‪@Megumi-Fshi‬
‪@Uzumaki.Naruta.covers‬
‪@Mitsurikanroji._.55‬
‪@lady-amane-ubayashiki‬
‪@Aoi_Kanzaki-77‬
‪@AoiKanzakiishere‬
‪@Forever.Zenitsu‬
‪@Kokushibo-donox‬
‪@Giyuu_real‬
‪@the_flame_hashira19‬
‪@Kyojuro_Rengoku13‬
‪@Kibutsuji_muzan_dk‬
‪@Ellyxx._luvx‬
‪@Shinobu-t5j‬
‪@Yuxjinn.M0chi.ৎ‬
‪@Rito_shinazugawa‬
‪@Kobayashi_Hikari‬
‪@Nezuko_X_Hoshi‬
‪@kurokawaeditz‬
(Feels sad going through my list of friends because several have quit YouTube...)

And a HUGE THANKS TO ALL YOU OTHERS WHO HAVE MADE MY DREAM COME TRUE!!!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH I CANT EXPRESS HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO EVERYONE OF YOU😭❤️‍🔥🥹

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1 month ago | [YT] | 22

Kyojuro~

W-we are so close.... I think I'm going to crash out soon-

And then I'll definitely become Zenitsu and start crying🥹

1 month ago | [YT] | 34