Diaries of a lonely lady

Todays breakfast! Bone broth mushroom and egg miso soup. Beat salad with lettuce salad and dandilion, mullen green tea!:

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

Diaries of a lonely lady

Yall keep unsubscribing, but why? When you give me nothing to work with. You dont watch or like, so maybe that way l can determine which videos do better. You dont comment what youd like to see. How am l supposed to do better, when im loud but theres just silence on your end?

1 month ago | [YT] | 2

Diaries of a lonely lady

Most times l wonder, what more can l do, what more can l give? Why isnt it enough? I hate complaining about this, but how can l not, when l do so much and keep going and improving and trying to be better and l got nothing to show for it!
I want to be successful, but how can l do that, when all my hard work never seems to pay off. When l keep putting in the effort and still get nothing! I love this, and l want to believe in this, l want to have hope. But its so tiring when nothing wants to work out for me! Im just tired!!

1 month ago | [YT] | 0

Diaries of a lonely lady

I dropped my camera last night. Went to film something and its not working! What am l supposed to do now? I cant afford a new one or to fix it. It was already damaged and l wanted to use the money l make from here, so that id be able to eventually replace it. It honestly just dosnt seem fair, i worked hard and hardly see any results but l still kept going cause l had faith and a goal. But what now, now l got nothing! I dont know what else to do!

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

Diaries of a lonely lady

Im sick, internets down and im trying to edit more videos!

2 months ago | [YT] | 2

Diaries of a lonely lady

Great news, internets back on! Turns out reason it was so slow is cause l have no connection. Dont know why that took me so long to figure out. Now im locking in for today!

2 months ago | [YT] | 1

Diaries of a lonely lady

If anyone has been wondering, why l havent been posting, my computers been extremly slow making it very difficult to post anything! I may need to get a new laptop and that will also take more time! Please be patient and dont unsubscribe!

2 months ago | [YT] | 2

Diaries of a lonely lady

Last nights evening vlog

2 months ago | [YT] | 3

Diaries of a lonely lady

I honestly dont know if l want to keep doing this! Its been almost 15 years. Iv been trying so hard to make this work for me! I want it!! But im feeling a bit burned out cause with all the effort l put in, im hardly seeing any fruites to my labor. Should l just give up? I really want to make this work, but how could l? Every time l post l lose a couple subscribers, l gain them back but lose them again if l dont post. I hardly get any views, even if l post multiple times a day. Engagment is non existent! I dont know what else to do!

4 months ago | [YT] | 1

Diaries of a lonely lady

Been in the hospital, so l havent been able to post. But l will soon, and keep you updated on my recovery journey!

7 months ago | [YT] | 3