Hi! I'm Charo, I'm a Graphic Designer and Illustrator, who's also working on multiple writing projects. I'm here to share some of my passions with the world.
Iāll take a break in the end of the month, until late January/early February, and Iām still figuring out what kinds of videos Iāll schedule for that period. My plan was to prepare enough content in advance to continue posting normally, but Iām too tired for that. Then I considered not posting anything at all, just going on a month-long hiatus, but thatās too drastic, I can afford to prepare a couple of videos, so Iāve been thinking: Iāll prepare a couple of videos that are easier to make, like for example a ābest of the yearā compilation for each series of my channel. Maybe some drawing/writing challenges as homework for you all while Iām gone lol
If you have any ideas around these lines, feel free to tell me! Iām still figuring out what Iām going to do āļø
I have big plans for next year, and Iāll do everything in my power not to repeat the same mistakes I made this year. I want start making long-form videos again, having more community events, and I want to draw!! I spend all day everyday drawing, but itās been almost 2 years since I last finished an illustration for myself. Also, I want to put a little more of myself in my content, most people donāt even know who I am. Anyway, Iām rambling, so in conclusion:
(Just some context for my general audience: This post is about me looking for someone to work for me, but they have to be Brazillian because of taxes and all that, so this post will be in Portuguese. If youāre not Brazillian you can skip this one.)
Assistente de Criação de ConteĆŗdo Contratação PJ - PerĆodo 01/12 Ć 19/12 HorĆ”rios e Pagamento: A combinar (NĆ£o serĆ” full-time, apenas algumas tarefas por semana)
ObservaƧƵes: . Os horĆ”rios e pagamento estĆ£o em aberto pois eles dependerĆ£o das habilidades e disponibilidade do candidato; . HorĆ”rio flexĆvel, apenas serĆ” necessĆ”rio o cumprimento de prazos; . Existe a chance de uma contratação fixa para o ano que vem
This is going to be a long and personal vent, which Iāll definitely regret posting, but I feel like I have to get this off my chest.
Feel free to skip this one. Iām warning you: Itās going to be long and overly dramatic ā ļø
Iām SEVERELY burned out.
The thing is, in the end of 2024 I took a 3 week break, but continued posting daily through the whole time. For that to be possible, I had to prepare all of those (23) videos in advance. I wish I could say that I was able to accomplish this through rigorous planning and organization⦠but no. I pretty much made all of those videos in a span of about 2 weeks. (While also making the videos for said 2 weeks, so 37 in total) In my last day of work, I had 7 videos to finish (for comparison, 3 videos is already too much to complete in a day). But I did it, I donāt know how, but I did.
I canāt begin to describe how much those last two weeks drained me, I even had to start taking controlled medication to be able to accomplish this, which is something I never had to resort to before. Anyway, my thought process was clear: Iād exhaust myself in this period, yes, but Iād have a break after that. A 3 week vacation, then Iād be able to come back to work well rested, and make all of the cool things I had planned. Imagine my shock when, 3 weeks later, I come back to work⦠and I donāt feel like Iāve rested at all.
I burned myself out in the end of 2024, and have been on an endless crawl ever since. I didnāt take any breaks this year. I had promised myself Iād take holidays off, but I wasnāt even able to do that.
The truth I donāt want to accept is: 7 videos a week is way too much for me to make alone. Maybe it wasnāt last year, when my drawings were simpler, but it is now. I thought that if I became more organized, started waking up earlier and took fewer breaks, I could do it. But no. I havenāt lived these last couple of months, ever since I stated trying to be organized, I only work, from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep, and still I canāt do anything aside from the 7 weekly videos. Itās been months since I went to sleep having done everything I had to do. I do take weekends off (most of the times), but Iām normally so tired I donāt do anything at all. My social life is pretty much dead, I havenāt been eating, I havenāt been sleeping, and Iām honestly freaking out.
You, reading this, might be thinking of a very simple solution: JUST TAKE A BREAK
And thatās when things start getting complicated. I canāt! Not without preparing content in advance, which Iām doing right now so I can take a break in December, but Iām terrified of repeating what happened last year. I canāt go without content, this is my job, my livelihood, but even more, the key to accomplish all my of dreams, as cheesy as it sounds. I canāt risk it!! I had so many cool stuff planned for this year, you may have noticed how many new things I announce but never proceed with, and thatās why. Thereās so much I want to do, but I donāt have the time or the energy. I didnāt do anything new this year.
To be clear, I wouldnāt trade this job for anything, and thatās precisely the problem. I know all of this is nothing compared to what other people have to go through, so if I canāt even deal with this, I really canāt afford to work with something else. This is my dream job, I work for home, Iām my own boss, everything is perfect!! So why am I feeling like this? Iām very grateful for all of you, for being here with me, itās been over 2 years now, itās a long time. This is one of the aspects which I feel the worst about honestly, I really REALLY want to interact more with the community, I always have a blast when I do, but I havenāt even been responding to my personal friends anymore.
Well, I should be sleeping, so Iāll try to be brief: Now here we are, end of 2025, Iāve maxed out my medicationās dosage in the span of 1 year, had to start taking other 2 to counterbalance itās side effects, and things havenāt been great. And it doesnāt help that the channel has been getting progressively worse throughout the whole year, but of course it is, Iāve been stagnant, making the same content over and over again for over a year now. Pretty much every week since January, I have at least 1 new video idea planned, but I ALWAYS postpone it because I realize I wonāt have the time to make it. I freaked out in October, because I realized I was doing the same exact things I was doing last October. I had an identity crisis. I cranked up the quality of my videos, tried some new forms of content, finally launched my patreon (which I had scheduled for February 2025 btw), and now Iāve been having anxiety attacks pretty much every day, so congratulations to me, was it worth it to destroy my mind and body only to see the graphs plummeting again and again? No. But Iām still doing it.
Anyway, solutions:
1- Stop posting daily: I plan to, but I canāt right now. Every time Iāve tried to, the algorithm has been really punishing, and as Iāve mentioned, things are not great, so I canāt really afford that. But thatās the plan for 2026, for sure.
2- Hire people to help me: Iām doing that right now. The thing is, I should have done this LONG ago, but my thought process was: I need to earn more money so I can pay people fairly, and my hope was that that would happen at some point during this year, but that hasnāt. So I was waiting and waiting, until now, when I realized Iāll die at age 30 if I keep doing what Iām doing. So, I hired a friend to help me with the drawings, and Iām also looking for an intern to help me with the editing. Things will be tight for a while, but I hope it will give me time to do all of the cool things I want to do. It hurts so much to be stagnated when thereās so much you wish to make.
Things would probably be better now if I had taken a break at any point of the year. 1 week without posting probably wouldnāt kill my channel, people do that all the time. But Iām a coward, this channel is my baby and Iām too afraid of dropping it. But Iāve been holding it so tightly that Iām the one whoās hurting it.
In the end of the day, this image describes my situation. Everything is fine, so why am I putting myself through all of this?
I was invited to give a presentation at an event of my local University, I was so excited, was preparing for months. It was last Friday. I didnāt go. I got too sick from an anxiety attack, not because of the presentation itself, but because of the amount of work that pilled up because of it. Baseline, Iām self sabotaging at this point.
2026, Iāll have people helping me, and Iāll hopefully be able to work on some of my projects. Things will get better, I just need to power through the end of this year.
If you read all of this, thank you so much for caring, and for the support in general. I always say this, and Iāll say it again, I couldnāt possibly ask for a kinder community. And no complaining about how dramatic this was, you were warned!!
Should I bring the Worldbuilding series back? š
Iām really into worldbuilding as a whole, and Iāve been thinking about making more content about it, is that something you guys would be interested in?
āļøš¶ Use this post to comment your SONG recommendations for my videos š¶āļø
Iāve noticed Iāve been using the same handful of songs in rotation for over a year now, so letās try to change things up a little.
If you have any songs or artists that you think would fit my content, please tell me! I mostly pick indie songs, so it would be cool to get recommendations in that genre, but itās not a requirement, comment any song you think would be a good fit.
To celebrate my Patreonās official launch, weāre hosting a character creation event! What would happen if all of our characters were living under the same roof? Letās find out!
āļø Character Design Ideas part 120 today!!! āļø
I wanted to talk to you guys about this series. Itās by far my longest, and one of the most successful things I did in this channel, and I wanted to thank everyone for the support throughout this whole journey!
I donāt think this will be a surprise to anyone, but ever since Part 5, Iāve been purposefully making episodes that, when putting the 5 design ideas together, they would create a (somewhat) cohesive character. This wasnāt the priority, the main goal was always to provide ideas, but itās something that Iāve been taking into consideration this whole time. I even had a series where Iād create these characters myself, called āAll in Oneā, and it was very fun, and I might bring it back eventually.
The thing is, weāre at part 120 now, and Iām afraid this series is growing stale. My āidea bankā is still full, and itās one of my favorite kind of video to work on, so I donāt want to just stop making them, but Iāve been thinking: What if we change the format a little? So hereās the idea Iām proposing:
Instead of having each episode be composed of a bunch of random ideas, what it each episode was themed? Like an episode with only medieval, or aquatic ideas, for example, like the compilations Iāve been posting, but with new ideas.
Thereās two ways I think we could do this:
1- Continue the series as normal, but with themed ideas, like, instead of only being titled āPart 121ā, it would be āPart 121: Medieval ideasā or something like that. The themes could be repeated, but every new episode would have itās own focus.
2- Make āparallel seriesā for each theme, starting the counter from 1. Essentially, they would still be the same series, this would only be for practicality sake, so you know how many episodes of that specific theme have been made. So it would look like āCharacter Design Ideas: Medieval part 1ā. And if we do this, the regular series could continue from where we left off (from part 120), maybe for more general ideas that donāt necessarily fit into any theme.
Or, of course, alternatively:
3- Donāt change anything, and continue making them in the way they are right now.
Charo Lyn
New haircut šāāļø
Iād like to thank everyone for all the kind words on my previous posts, you guys are the sweetest, and I legitimately teared up reading your comments. Thank you so much for all the support š©µ
Iāll take a break in the end of the month, until late January/early February, and Iām still figuring out what kinds of videos Iāll schedule for that period. My plan was to prepare enough content in advance to continue posting normally, but Iām too tired for that. Then I considered not posting anything at all, just going on a month-long hiatus, but thatās too drastic, I can afford to prepare a couple of videos, so Iāve been thinking: Iāll prepare a couple of videos that are easier to make, like for example a ābest of the yearā compilation for each series of my channel. Maybe some drawing/writing challenges as homework for you all while Iām gone lol
If you have any ideas around these lines, feel free to tell me! Iām still figuring out what Iām going to do āļø
I have big plans for next year, and Iāll do everything in my power not to repeat the same mistakes I made this year. I want start making long-form videos again, having more community events, and I want to draw!! I spend all day everyday drawing, but itās been almost 2 years since I last finished an illustration for myself. Also, I want to put a little more of myself in my content, most people donāt even know who I am. Anyway, Iām rambling, so in conclusion:
Iām doing better and Iāll take a break soon. Thank you again, for taking the time to read my unnecessarily long vents and commenting the kindest words, you guys are the best š©µ
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Would you be upset if i just vanished for a month or two and then came back?
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š§š· BRASILEIROS, atenção!! Contratação Urgente ā¼ļøš§š·
(Just some context for my general audience: This post is about me looking for someone to work for me, but they have to be Brazillian because of taxes and all that, so this post will be in Portuguese. If youāre not Brazillian you can skip this one.)
Seguinte: Preciso de alguém pra me ajudar com o canal URGENTE! Vou tirar férias no final de dezembro e vou precisar de ajuda para isso. Aqui a descrição da Vaga:
Assistente de Criação de Conteúdo
Contratação PJ - PerĆodo 01/12 Ć 19/12
HorƔrios e Pagamento: A combinar
(NĆ£o serĆ” full-time, apenas algumas tarefas por semana)
Requisitos essenciais:
⢠ExperiĆŖncia prĆ©via com edição de vĆdeo e design grĆ”fico
⢠DomĆnio de CapCut
⢠Inglês avançado ou fluente
⢠Ser maior de idade (18 ou mais)
⢠Ter MEI/CNPJ ativo
Diferencial:
⢠Ilustração
Se você se encaixa nesse perfil, estÔ aqui o formulÔrio para se inscrever:
forms.gle/DYDkMuoXzSt1Vhyu6
ObservaƧƵes:
. Os horÔrios e pagamento estão em aberto pois eles dependerão das habilidades e disponibilidade do candidato;
. HorĆ”rio flexĆvel, apenas serĆ” necessĆ”rio o cumprimento de prazos;
. Existe a chance de uma contratação fixa para o ano que vem
Se vocĆŖ conhecer alguĆ©m que pode se interessar pela vaga, por favor, compartilhe! Realmente Ć© urgente š«©
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Hi everyone!
Unvale is getting an app soon!! šāļø
You can sign up for their waitlist for a chance to get early access + prizes! Hereās the link:
unvale.io/app/?ref=1UpZNt
In case you donāt know them, Unvale is a website (and soon app) made specifically for posting and sharing your original characters. Itās an amazing platform which Iām sure you guys will love! Weāve worked together a bunch of times now, and itās always been great, so go check them out š©µ
(And use this link!! Itās my referral code, I want the special prizes)
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Hi.
This is going to be a long and personal vent, which Iāll definitely regret posting, but I feel like I have to get this off my chest.
Feel free to skip this one. Iām warning you: Itās going to be long and overly dramatic ā ļø
Iām SEVERELY burned out.
The thing is, in the end of 2024 I took a 3 week break, but continued posting daily through the whole time. For that to be possible, I had to prepare all of those (23) videos in advance. I wish I could say that I was able to accomplish this through rigorous planning and organization⦠but no. I pretty much made all of those videos in a span of about 2 weeks. (While also making the videos for said 2 weeks, so 37 in total) In my last day of work, I had 7 videos to finish (for comparison, 3 videos is already too much to complete in a day). But I did it, I donāt know how, but I did.
I canāt begin to describe how much those last two weeks drained me, I even had to start taking controlled medication to be able to accomplish this, which is something I never had to resort to before. Anyway, my thought process was clear: Iād exhaust myself in this period, yes, but Iād have a break after that. A 3 week vacation, then Iād be able to come back to work well rested, and make all of the cool things I had planned. Imagine my shock when, 3 weeks later, I come back to work⦠and I donāt feel like Iāve rested at all.
I burned myself out in the end of 2024, and have been on an endless crawl ever since. I didnāt take any breaks this year. I had promised myself Iād take holidays off, but I wasnāt even able to do that.
The truth I donāt want to accept is: 7 videos a week is way too much for me to make alone. Maybe it wasnāt last year, when my drawings were simpler, but it is now. I thought that if I became more organized, started waking up earlier and took fewer breaks, I could do it. But no. I havenāt lived these last couple of months, ever since I stated trying to be organized, I only work, from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep, and still I canāt do anything aside from the 7 weekly videos. Itās been months since I went to sleep having done everything I had to do. I do take weekends off (most of the times), but Iām normally so tired I donāt do anything at all. My social life is pretty much dead, I havenāt been eating, I havenāt been sleeping, and Iām honestly freaking out.
You, reading this, might be thinking of a very simple solution: JUST TAKE A BREAK
And thatās when things start getting complicated. I canāt! Not without preparing content in advance, which Iām doing right now so I can take a break in December, but Iām terrified of repeating what happened last year. I canāt go without content, this is my job, my livelihood, but even more, the key to accomplish all my of dreams, as cheesy as it sounds. I canāt risk it!! I had so many cool stuff planned for this year, you may have noticed how many new things I announce but never proceed with, and thatās why. Thereās so much I want to do, but I donāt have the time or the energy. I didnāt do anything new this year.
To be clear, I wouldnāt trade this job for anything, and thatās precisely the problem. I know all of this is nothing compared to what other people have to go through, so if I canāt even deal with this, I really canāt afford to work with something else. This is my dream job, I work for home, Iām my own boss, everything is perfect!! So why am I feeling like this? Iām very grateful for all of you, for being here with me, itās been over 2 years now, itās a long time. This is one of the aspects which I feel the worst about honestly, I really REALLY want to interact more with the community, I always have a blast when I do, but I havenāt even been responding to my personal friends anymore.
Well, I should be sleeping, so Iāll try to be brief: Now here we are, end of 2025, Iāve maxed out my medicationās dosage in the span of 1 year, had to start taking other 2 to counterbalance itās side effects, and things havenāt been great. And it doesnāt help that the channel has been getting progressively worse throughout the whole year, but of course it is, Iāve been stagnant, making the same content over and over again for over a year now. Pretty much every week since January, I have at least 1 new video idea planned, but I ALWAYS postpone it because I realize I wonāt have the time to make it. I freaked out in October, because I realized I was doing the same exact things I was doing last October. I had an identity crisis. I cranked up the quality of my videos, tried some new forms of content, finally launched my patreon (which I had scheduled for February 2025 btw), and now Iāve been having anxiety attacks pretty much every day, so congratulations to me, was it worth it to destroy my mind and body only to see the graphs plummeting again and again? No. But Iām still doing it.
Anyway, solutions:
1- Stop posting daily: I plan to, but I canāt right now. Every time Iāve tried to, the algorithm has been really punishing, and as Iāve mentioned, things are not great, so I canāt really afford that. But thatās the plan for 2026, for sure.
2- Hire people to help me: Iām doing that right now. The thing is, I should have done this LONG ago, but my thought process was: I need to earn more money so I can pay people fairly, and my hope was that that would happen at some point during this year, but that hasnāt. So I was waiting and waiting, until now, when I realized Iāll die at age 30 if I keep doing what Iām doing. So, I hired a friend to help me with the drawings, and Iām also looking for an intern to help me with the editing. Things will be tight for a while, but I hope it will give me time to do all of the cool things I want to do. It hurts so much to be stagnated when thereās so much you wish to make.
Things would probably be better now if I had taken a break at any point of the year. 1 week without posting probably wouldnāt kill my channel, people do that all the time. But Iām a coward, this channel is my baby and Iām too afraid of dropping it. But Iāve been holding it so tightly that Iām the one whoās hurting it.
In the end of the day, this image describes my situation. Everything is fine, so why am I putting myself through all of this?
I was invited to give a presentation at an event of my local University, I was so excited, was preparing for months.
It was last Friday.
I didnāt go.
I got too sick from an anxiety attack, not because of the presentation itself, but because of the amount of work that pilled up because of it. Baseline, Iām self sabotaging at this point.
In conclusion, Iām already in therapy, seeing a psychiatrist and exercising regularly (for the first time in my life) so Iām in the very least attempting to care of myself. It does feel a bit silly to write all of this just to end it by saying ādonāt worry about meā, but, really, donāt worry about me! If you want to help me you can do it by supporting the channel, leaving a like, sharing and all of that, subscribing to my Patreon, or simply just being here, thatās more than enough!! š©µ
2026, Iāll have people helping me, and Iāll hopefully be able to work on some of my projects. Things will get better, I just need to power through the end of this year.
If you read all of this, thank you so much for caring, and for the support in general. I always say this, and Iāll say it again, I couldnāt possibly ask for a kinder community. And no complaining about how dramatic this was, you were warned!!
š©µš©µš©µ
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āļø Have you seen my beautiful amazing EMOTES yet? āļø
They were made by āā the very talented āŖ@snickersdoodlesā¬!! I highly recommend commissioning them in case you need emotes or other kinds of drawing. Amazing drawings and amazing service š©µ
The emotes are available as a perk for the channelās members, and on our communityās discord server, over at my Patreon ;)
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Should I bring the Worldbuilding series back? š
Iām really into worldbuilding as a whole, and Iāve been thinking about making more content about it, is that something you guys would be interested in?
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āļøš¶ Use this post to comment your SONG recommendations for my videos š¶āļø
Iāve noticed Iāve been using the same handful of songs in rotation for over a year now, so letās try to change things up a little.
If you have any songs or artists that you think would fit my content, please tell me! I mostly pick indie songs, so it would be cool to get recommendations in that genre, but itās not a requirement, comment any song you think would be a good fit.
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HOUSE OF THE UNDEAD šŖ¦š¦ community event!
To celebrate my Patreonās official launch, weāre hosting a character creation event! What would happen if all of our characters were living under the same roof? Letās find out!
www.patreon.com/posts/halloween-event-141988207
In my patreonās page you can also find:
āļøA link for a free subscriptionāļø
For the first 50 people who click! ;)
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āļø Character Design Ideas part 120 today!!! āļø
I wanted to talk to you guys about this series. Itās by far my longest, and one of the most successful things I did in this channel, and I wanted to thank everyone for the support throughout this whole journey!
I donāt think this will be a surprise to anyone, but ever since Part 5, Iāve been purposefully making episodes that, when putting the 5 design ideas together, they would create a (somewhat) cohesive character. This wasnāt the priority, the main goal was always to provide ideas, but itās something that Iāve been taking into consideration this whole time. I even had a series where Iād create these characters myself, called āAll in Oneā, and it was very fun, and I might bring it back eventually.
The thing is, weāre at part 120 now, and Iām afraid this series is growing stale. My āidea bankā is still full, and itās one of my favorite kind of video to work on, so I donāt want to just stop making them, but Iāve been thinking: What if we change the format a little? So hereās the idea Iām proposing:
Instead of having each episode be composed of a bunch of random ideas, what it each episode was themed? Like an episode with only medieval, or aquatic ideas, for example, like the compilations Iāve been posting, but with new ideas.
Thereās two ways I think we could do this:
1- Continue the series as normal, but with themed ideas, like, instead of only being titled āPart 121ā, it would be āPart 121: Medieval ideasā or something like that. The themes could be repeated, but every new episode would have itās own focus.
2- Make āparallel seriesā for each theme, starting the counter from 1. Essentially, they would still be the same series, this would only be for practicality sake, so you know how many episodes of that specific theme have been made. So it would look like āCharacter Design Ideas: Medieval part 1ā. And if we do this, the regular series could continue from where we left off (from part 120), maybe for more general ideas that donāt necessarily fit into any theme.
Or, of course, alternatively:
3- Donāt change anything, and continue making them in the way they are right now.
I think making this change could be a nice change of pace that wouldnāt impact the kind of content I make, it would just be a fresh coat of paint, and it would make things more organized. But itās still a big decision, and I want to know how you guys feel about it. Feel free to leave any thoughts and ideas in the comments! āļøš©µ
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