well I guess it's supposed to be about me a mosquito boy from The Styx honest that ended up having a football injury when I was really young and the doctor prescribed me medicine and a real young age and all glory be to God my bought addiction for many years after that and come out to other side now I have been clean and sober 10 years play next song by the God and that's what I want to do I want to start really really focusing on the Lord Jesus first and foremost