There’s something seriously wrong with me


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YAHHHH GO GHDNFNN N TYSM GUYSSSS 🤑🥹❤️‍🩹

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The og lipstick 🤤

4 hours ago |[YT] | 12

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I’m gonna be so real and sentimental for a minute (omg so corny TrXXy bleghhb) but anywho. I just want to thank every one for supporting me. I know have a small fan base but my supporters have the biggest hearts and kindest souls. I’ve recently been so depressed and a lot of people were asking me to stream again after a month and I finally pushed myself out of bed rotting to do it. Bed rotting is not a trend and it is something very serious. I’ve been seeing videos about some people saying it’s a trend in which I very much disagree. But I got up and cleaned my room and streamed and I felt so good again. You guys push me to keep going and if I’m being so honest you guys are my only friends. My real irl “friend” is my mom. My other friends don’t talk to me anymore nor do I get out of the house which has really affected me. Nobody hangs out with me anymore and it has really worried my mom. But my online social interactions have really been helping me to get better. I now regularly take my meds, been sober and clean, better with hygiene, look forward to checking my socials every day, clean, eat, and take care of myself properly. I am just so grateful for every single one of you and especially Elle. She’s been there since day one and has helped me through my highest ups and lowest downs. She is a true best friend. I’m crying while writing this and I couldn’t put into words how much I love you guys. Seriously. I have never felt more supported in my life especially with little to no irl friends. You guys keep me alive. I’m so happy to have you all and know I am always a comment or text away on YouTube or Pinterest. Thank you so much.

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I think bro wants a video 💔 @BillyJoelBob

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Tried a new makeup style! It looks a lot softer and I think I like it more than my usual dark eye shadow look. I’m also not wearing any falsies so it’s also better on my lashes and it makes my grayish blue eyes pop :) (I have central heterochromia)

1 day ago |[YT] | 81

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I was recording when I realized i genuinely look like “Her love still haunts me like ghost” album cover by montell fish 🥹❤️‍🩹

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Bombaclatttt

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I’m cooking meth… or something like that

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Whatever you say bro 😭💔

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No I am not ready… 😭🥀

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