𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚

I think it's time we sit down and talk.
About everything.

First and foremost, I'm fine. I'm not dead, I'm not terminally ill, I'm not held hostage or any phyisically life-threatening situations. If anyone was concerned on that? Now you know.

Secondly; I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for not telling all of you this sooner or making an efficient video to get my voice out.. but I'm going to say this, even if it's the most obvious elephant in the room:

I don't post on YouTube, and honestly? I'm not sure if I ever will.

My YouTube channel to me was all about my gacha. Raine and Storm, my AUs, my GCMVs, all of that. And then it started changing. Voice dubs, edits, livestreams, sped-up playlists..? It lost it's original point. And then? I started losing motivation for my videos.

Was part of this because of how shitty RHSAU's writing was and how unliked it was? Yes. I take full accountability in saying little.. 13 (?) year old me did NOT have stable writing. Yes, I've also improved since then thankfully.

Was part of this because of how my videos flopped? Yes. YouTube, along with any other social media, is a very confusing place for content creators. If you don't post frequently or you change the idea of your channel too often? People don't like it. They stop watching, they start unsubscribing, they ghost you into a drought.

But I think the main reason was the fact that.. I'm just getting older. I'm nearly 16, I've been doing this under multiple different names since I was 9. I used to think that being a content creator was my dream, my one life's purpose, but now? I understand the struggles, the ups and downs, everything that could come into this. It's not the life I want anymore. Now? I want to be a voice actor! I want to project my voice into silly little characters who do dumb shit and make people laugh or cry or simply just smile.

Will I delete my videos? If they're cringe, yes. But some of them? No. They're going to be an archive. An archive of things I loved to do and make and share on the internet as a child. To look back on for nostalgia or for others to see soon.

Will I ever make a new account? I've thought of it, on and off, what I'd do with it. Would it be gacha again? Would it be edits? Would it be voice acting? And the answer is I'm not sure. If I do, I promise you'll be the first to know.

What if I still want to interact with you? This is the easy question. I'm still active on things like Discord, TikTok, and Roblox (all of which under by raineuvaboss, duh.) so you can add/follow me there and talk to me. As a friend, not as a content creator.

But this channel specifically means so much to me. The years I'd spend into my stories, the friends I've made, the experiences I've had, The memories I've shared with thousands of you, The fact that this VERY channel made me realize that I never liked my name and that once I'm 18? I'm changing it and never looking back. All of that means so, so, SO much to me and that is something I physically could never take for granted. so I thank each and every one of you. For growing with me, smiling with me, laughing with me, every emotion, good and bad.

I love you guys. so. so much. Thank you for being my little raindrops.

— Love with all of my heart,
Raine. <3

2 months ago | [YT] | 3

𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚

trying to finally work around the dumbass youtube cut-my-text-off-y thing..


(vid dropping at midnight cst)

6 months ago | [YT] | 1

𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚

deadass I wanted to look for this.

THANK YOU OLIVIA

6 months ago | [YT] | 1

𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚

"Of COURSE it's a fucking lesbian!"

Get it? rainestorm? RaineStorm? RS??

I'm- not funny.

7 months ago | [YT] | 4

𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚

Uh apparently I can send voice memos to yall in the comments so uh-

friends/fans I know decently well, start typing or sum idk

7 months ago | [YT] | 1

𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚

This… just. flawless.

7 months ago | [YT] | 0

𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚

I'm guessing this is a no, I'm expecting a no.

But I'm still curious.

Do people still care about multi-people gacha AUs?

I need to know if I drop them in 26 for good

8 months ago | [YT] | 4

𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚

I'm crying why does the text keep cutting off THE FORMAT'S FINE 😭

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