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“I think, I think I might have some feeling for you
But so do like these other four dudes (girls)
And I got
nothing special
I don't (do) listen to hip-hop or heavy metal”


“Typical summers I'm a loner, yes I'm a bummer
Got nobody but my mother (and father)
Stocking Cheetos in the cupboard
Imaginary conversations
I can't take this
Talking with you
But, it's in my head”


Popular girl, typical boy


Maybe I’m delusionaly in love ?

4 minutes ago | [YT] | 0

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CRUD UHMMM HERES ME IG 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

OHHHHH KY GOD THIS IS GETTING TAKN DIWN SOON OH CRUD WH😭😭😭😭😭

YES I HAVE MAKEUP ON BUT ITS ONLY LIP STUFF ANDHIGHLIGHTER AND EYELINER😭😭





‪@Z_Stay_Blink_Eyekon‬ ‪@Nasahh_lovesmoney‬ ‪@Ikonicstars.ৎ‬ ‪@Riar.i.p‬ ‪@inniebread‬ ‪@LixiesDaughter‬ ‪@Seungmo-In-The-Car‬ @NOOOOO WHY LON

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8 hours ago | [YT] | 4

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Meh

Skin: dark skinned but like a Twix color (and the exact color😭)
Eyes: brown doed ish with eye freckles lol
Height: 5’6
Hair: 4b black curls heh
Nose: as we call is an ✨Afro ✨ nose
Makeup style: hime and mamba Gyaru, getting into v kei, alternative (alt goth ect) and soft makeup heh

14 hours ago | [YT] | 2

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I have the urge to say gng so I will say

Gng I have the very urge to face reveal but like only a part or smth idk uhmmm should I I’m bored and playing genshin😭

Im comfortable with it but I may show pics of me just with my face barely showing or my face yall idk






‪@Z_Stay_Blink_Eyekon‬ ‪@Ikonicstars.ৎ‬ ‪@Nasahh_lovesmoney‬ ‪@Riar.i.p‬ ‪@inniebread‬ ‪@LixiesDaughter‬ ‪@dweakkibbokari_Nora_143‬ ‪@h0kazono_ir0ha.ৎ‬ ‪@Seungmo-In-The-Car‬

14 hours ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

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So, ‪@Lonsbiggestfan‬ (first I’m so freaking grateful for you like so so great full for you!!) I may already know who you are and I know who you aren’t, my biggest guess would be that you are ‪@Ikonicstars.ৎ‬ (only set backs are, you made your first video 2 days ago while star made her post 1 day ago, so 1 day apart… and you used templates or I think are templates while star mainly uses her own videos) (reasons why you could be star,

1) you are subbed to her fan acc for Gia and no one else correct?
2) if you have my pin then that also gives a reason unless you are someone else or you asked
3) you seem like you have a close connection with star so u have a close connection with yourself?? (Idk)
4) you came at a really convenient time that only a few knows of (star, z and sis)

Now, I know it isn’t ‪@Z_Stay_Blink_Eyekon‬ because when I asked her and star to write a poem, z’s poem sounded more sentimental and emotional than the one you made, I think if it was her maybe she would have gave hints over texts but I’m most likely wrong and it could be z

Now for sis, she doesn’t check my channel as much and by that time it was posted I’m pretty sure she wasn’t online or something and it also didn’t sound quite like her if it was her and again I could be wrong and it is her.


So I have someone in mind who it is and two people who it isn’t, now I also know it can’t others because we don’t talk as much or they don’t check my channel out to much!


If I’m still wrong on this nice game you have here, trust me, I’ll find out sooner or later, love you lots and thank you once again


Lon, out

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1 day ago | [YT] | 4

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Here’s what I want to say but the lie comes out instead



I say im fine but Heaven knows otherwise, I try my hardest to tell you and to tell you what’s going on but it’s like as soon as I see that text my face automatically forms a fake smile and my hands just start typing I’m fine and other stuff while my mind is just blank, idk

3 days ago | [YT] | 2

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I feel like I’m Turing into a robot with my every emotion being fine or like I’m prof to say “im fine!” “It’s okay nothing to worry about” I’m actually going insane

3 days ago | [YT] | 2

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I tend to think people are better without me, like friend wise, I don’t know.
Do you ever feel like asking your friends to stop asking you if you are okay because it’s the only lie you’re good at? But it feels wrong bc I ask them if they are okay and that I’m here to talk so I would be a hypocrite right?

I think of doing it but I know I won’t because I don’t want end up in hell, I want to stay alive for my family and friends but why do my thoughts keep popping up? At first it was just one sad day per 2 weeks but now it’s every single night.

I want to tell my friends I’m not okay but then I’m overwhelming them and acting like an attention seeker, like suck up right?

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