Vale ☆˙𓆪

Hello dear viewers. I have 2 things to share.
TW: Vent


1. I'm kinda going worse than before, life started being rough and crazy. Lately when I basically started this school year I've been really nervous and confused, I met my new class but I don't feel like I fit in, I don't speak the language in my country well. So it's hard for me to communicate with them and I feel left out because I don't understand lots of stuff and im really sensitive. I realized people kind of seem disgusted of me based on my appearance, interests, skills and personality. I sound offensive and when I get offended, I act like I'm the victim which I'm not. Same goes for games and basically social media. I try my best to impress people so they wont have weird thoughts about me, when I try to do that, I make people uncomfortable or angry. When I try to fix it, it seemingly doesn't work. Then I get quickly awkward and leave. I wish I could face reality and improve myself but I can't and don't know how. The thing I do most often is be quiet, but then I would be called weird for being so quiet. I'm just so mad at myself for doing stuff like that and I apologize anyone that was affected by me because of this... So basically the summary of this is that it's hard for me to fit in, I'm really hard to get along with and I'm just NOT a good person.

2. I would like to give a HUGE shoutout to these people: @Echowazzboredd, @ruby_gamezYT (there are lots more people I want to mention but those are the only ones I know on YouTube)

Let's start with Ruby: Oh my goodness, you don't know how much you helped me cope with stress and boredom. Every day I text you. I feel so happy knowing you will be glad to talk with me. You impacted my life, made me realize who I am. I truly don't deserve someone like you, I love you so much Rubes.. You're such an understanding an kind person..

Now for Echo: I know we just met, I would like to thank you for being such an sweet person. We barely know stuff about each other, but your jokes? Oh my days, you're so funny and caring. I hope we get to know each other more and maybe introduce you to my other friends.. You already made me laugh, feel a bit better and most importantly. Made me feel like myself again.

I truly appreciate both of your kindness and support. Same as other people in my life and my supporters. I love you all, thanks❤️‍🩹

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

Vale ☆˙𓆪

Guys…uhm😭🙏

4 months ago | [YT] | 20

Vale ☆˙𓆪

Hey guys, I'm sorry but no post today. I've been on a trip and I'm SO SO tired, hope you understand and I will try to post tomorrow 🙂🙂

4 months ago | [YT] | 20

Vale ☆˙𓆪

THANK YOU!!

The support I got from my edits are unreal. Please comment any ideas you would like to see and I'll make sure to do it, THANK YOU AGAIN AHHHH!!!

5 months ago | [YT] | 20

Vale ☆˙𓆪

I'm not really into mapping anymore. I want to try something completely different, mostly into stuff like dandy’s world/cookie run kingdom. I’m sorry to anyone who enjoyed my previous era. But I just changed interest 😔😔

5 months ago | [YT] | 20