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Ik I keep posting a lot today but this topics important.


I'm not gonna reveal too much info of what happened. It's our privacy. You know who you are if I have to say it personally. I won't stop supporting anybody. I support everyone and everything (unless it's super terrible). I call myself out for it too I would self diagnose myself last year and do terrible things to people. I forced myself then to be what people wanted me to be since I was a push over and couldn't find coping mechanisms for the online people pushing me around. (Yk who you are don't lie!) So yes I take blame for "roasting" people who hated and making fun of someone's dog back then. I changed.
I don't care what you think I am.. I won't stop supporting anybody. Furry? Support! Religion? Support! I don't stop caring. That is until you push my buttons and force your beliefs and hate onto my support. I'm not a pushover anymore (I am kinda but not that bad like before when I was trying to be a people pleaser but that's besides the point).

If it makes you happy then I support it. If you are gay, furry, religious or something as long as it isn't hurting anybody Do what MAKES YOU HAPPY! please don't force beliefs onto people and make them feel guilty for it. I will even admit it myself, I used to be bisexual in 3rd grade. Also I had made people feel hurt, and I realized and stopped.

Sorry for the huge rant but this is all just saying, let you be yourself. If someone doesn't want to care about you for it, they aren't a real friend. Real friends support you through most things.

NEPTUNE OUT

1 week ago | [YT] | 2

𝑵𝒆𝒑𝒕𝒖𝒏𝒆

Nay I don't post YouTube anymore so unsubscribe if us wanna since I have other things to worry about like friends, and school :P
HEHEHEH SEE YA LATER :D

1 week ago | [YT] | 1

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SHE'S COMING BACK TO MY SCHOOL YAAAYAYAYAYAYAYYAAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

1 week ago | [YT] | 1

𝑵𝒆𝒑𝒕𝒖𝒏𝒆

My yt shorts fyp ain't loading what the helly

1 week ago | [YT] | 1

𝑵𝒆𝒑𝒕𝒖𝒏𝒆

"Im glad you like this personality! It's made just for you"

"People tell me to be myself but I don't even know who I am"

"I can't find the right people to love. They are all taken by force or choice"

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

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Us if we were forsaken <3

(No sacrifice part)

Skip the Carousel

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3 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

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When I first joined the forsaken fandom, when I was learning the names I thought Azure was Noli💔
Cuz they both purpol

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

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Am I so wrong for this? Someone I talked to I was venting to and they made it about themselves. I was talking about my insecurities and how I didn't want to be pushed away from others like usual and he talked about attempting su!€ide. I told him to not think that way and that it is making it worse. The next day I cut my friendship from him since I felt as if he was making everything about himself when I vented. A friend group I'm in had called me a attention seeker for this. I'm not trying to seek attention. I want attention from people but when I get it I either want more or want to push them away. My chest tightens when that old friend group adds me back to that group chat or when people mention my name. I DON'T LIKE PHYSICAL TOUCH. I HATE IT. I'm scared of abandonment from everyone and my insecurities swallow me whole. I don't want people to hate me and one thing can mess it up.

Was I wrong for leaving someone that was talking about death when I was venting?

1 month ago | [YT] | 1

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Is it wrong most of my friendships are like this?
I have only 4 or less friends at school and probably 10 online friends I actually talk to

1 month ago | [YT] | 2

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I think I sprained my hand

1 month ago | [YT] | 1