Milo ☆

Last vent i swear !! Then no more for a while lolzzzz MAJOR TW TW uhm dont read if you dont wanna feel upset.


I wish i could die. Its 2024 and i already am having those thoughts. No matter how hard i try i always fail. I want this to end i’m the verge of tears i cant breath i cant eat i can function i feel alone i feel unloved i feel nothing. I wanna throw up.
Why why my past is coming back I wanna go back I WANNA FIX WHAT I DONE I WANNA FEEL LIKE A BETTER PERSON BUT I CANT?? I feel hated i hate myself. Ermm anyways i hope i stop breathing tonight bahahhahahaha im not ok btw if you cant tell i am basically re-living my past and uhm kms lolzzz

1 year ago | [YT] | 4

Milo ☆

Tw: sa and topics of sexual things 
This vent is serious so I appreciate it if you don’t judge. This is a topic i dont talk about and i have needed comfort on but have not had the guts to share. No one will see this probably but if you do pls be kind as i didn’t choose what happened to me.

My two best friends one time touched me a lot in the private area when we were having a hang out. I felt disgusting i still do. One of those friends also took advantage of me snd touch me and manipulated me into thinking it was alr at are age. She also made me was p0rn with me visibly being nervous and scared. That caused an addiction called hypersexual disorder. Ofc its was not as intense as if you google bc im a child. Bc if you google it its more intense then how i have it. Anyways my cousin also made me watch him pee and i was scared and trying to get out and hes 2 years older then me and also took advantage of me. I feel disgusting i am disgusting..

1 year ago | [YT] | 4

Milo ☆

Before i go on break because i wanna spend some time with my friends what vid do yall want?

1 year ago | [YT] | 3