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I only upload when I feel like it

Edit(10/6/24): On hiatus, will return someday

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Midnight

This has been a long time coming
Im genuinely sorry, for every bad thing that I’ve done online, and irl
Ive been nothing of an awful person
And nothing, and I mean nothing, will excuse the horrible shit that I’ve done
The pedo shit
The diaper shit
And also me being a weirdo and a nuisance to everyone I know and love
I’ve been trying to better myself as a person, but I’m surrounded by people who treat me like shit
I’ve also moved out of my parents house last may (May 2024)
I’ve been losing sleep and lashing out at people I love and hurting them because of all of this shit
I was never great at making friends
And I also have autism and adhd
But this doesn’t excuse the disgusting actions I did at all
I’m sick of people saying they’re autistic to excuse their awful actions
To anyone who’s reading this, I’m so so sorry for everything bad that I’ve ever done to you guys
I’m sorry for repeating myself
But the guilt and regret of my actions has been eating me up since 2020
I doubt anyone here will want to even speak to me cause of how awful of a person I am
I don’t expect forgiveness, if any at all
I just want to have some closure on the teenage years of my life, and attempt to move on
I’m trying to slowly rebuild my life after It collapsed in March 2023, with me trying to run away from my parents
I’m gonna try and get into college next year
I’m gonna get my license soon hopefully
And I just pray things get better for me
It all depends on my actions and words
And what I plan to do for the rest of this year and next year
For now
Farewell, and goodnight
-Midnight (LimeCrimes)