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Yes. . .

13 hours ago | [YT] | 6

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I'm planning that for the rest of the Kyatto chapters each chapter will start with a flashback or arrived recording/conversation from Luther or Daniel.

I'm planning for the next chapter to be more Mimi oriented as I'm going to go down and along each of Kyatto's states and Luther’s phyche and what lead to Kyatto's existence as a fragment

Further more Mimi will be a lot more involved in Ch2 as I want the focus of what happens in the story to slowly drive into being more outwardly in perspective given for the main portion of chapter 1 being from Danials perspective as he was the only one really having any interesting of a perspective out of anyone. Or at lest anyone who was lasting

Some minor facts as well
Kyatto Tusu Fukai and Mimi will all be very different and will be based off of different forms of disordereds coping mechanisms and parts of the human phyche

For example
Kyatto is obviously a lot more straightforward, groing disconnect and sadistic tendencys but alsp Kyatto is ment to represent the ID the impulsive and more driving pert of the minds influence and primal behavior witch is why Kyatto has more of an animalistic demeanor and appearance. He's also much more desperate that's why In the end of Ch1 Kyatto trys and mostly succeeds "a future plot pint" at killing all who could've done anything to oppose or scuffle his ability to roam freely as he's desperate to stay alive and a part of the world. Even if the sacrifice is permanently harming or killing someone who could tamper with his or Luther's past stuff causing any distractions harm or ignorance to the ones he needs ties on.

Mimi is going to have a much more childish and sensitive demeanor as he's ment to be a mix between mental revert and coping with lost childhood. Mimi will tend to carry around a raggedy cat plushy and will also pull his ears over his face and head when stressed or upset usually as a mirror to how Luther would cover his face or hide when feeling vulnerable around people he should've been able to trust. Mimi will also often speak much higher and quieter as he tends to shut down at lot and will sometimes get so adversed to speaking that he'll stammer up completely.

He's also ment to be a minor depiction of perhaps undiagnosed autism as it's commen for autistic people to be very irritable and lost with when it comes to conflicts or emotional out bursts from others. Though not full proof as Mimi is more like an anxious mess sometimes

Tusu will be the opposite wise calmer almost motherly as she will have noticeable minor wrinkles and weak heavy eyes as she's ment to depict accelerated maturity witch is a both mental and biological effect to trauma when someone is put under to much stress or expectation at a younger age then should've. She'll be a lot more useful and caring when it comes to the chaos and darkness the story will have and will most likely be like a guardian angel of sorts following along to keep in check but will have future moments of fatigue uncertainty and dread. Slowly becoming more increasingly messy and eventually giving up

Finally there will also be Fukai last. Fukai will be much more inhuman then the other's. His features will be blacked out and eyes will be blood shot and always staring. He's a good mix between depression a growing apathy and self reflection. He doesn't see himself worthy of anything nore believes he should do or be anything he's every ounce of guilt and self deprivation as one can possibly get. Heavy low expectations and a distrust in anything believing moving to any path will take up energy spent to only find nothing so to not walk at all.


Another thing. You'll come to find Luther's identity was already androgynous but Kyatto's gender identity and perception changes upon who's fronting

Kyatto He/They. Still androgynous pleural pronouns as well for not being the only one where and overall abrasive and improper behavior witch is different from avrage feminine roles

Mimi Any pronouns as he can be pretty fluid with his gender sometimes feeling more feminine and also being more pleural like Kyatto

Tusu she/her she's maternal and more inherently feminine and doesn't mind being such unlike some of the others

Fukai also what ever pronouns but will usually refer to himself in a lot more of a objectified sense as he still has a bit disconnect to himself.

And all together do sometimes use much more implicated possessive pronouns for how they'll refer to each other or themselves trying to be more separated in conversation


I'll probably make more posts hinting and detailing ideas and points with my series and I hope yall liked reading thses

17 hours ago | [YT] | 4

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Guys. I'M A FEMBOY. . . . . . . . .

heh. Hehehhh ehehe he he. I mean
APRIL FOOLS. haha. Am I right!? Heheheh. Heh. Hehh. right. . . ?

3 days ago | [YT] | 8

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Yummy music in my brain stomach. :"3

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4 days ago | [YT] | 2

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Just came to find my audio comments get converted into text on computer HELP
Also I draw a silly fella. 0v0

5 days ago | [YT] | 9

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1 week ago | [YT] | 5

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KAI CHISAKI THE I
OVERHUAL THE GREATS birthday is officially today!!!!! EVERYONE CLAP FOR HIM NOW!!!!

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2 weeks ago | [YT] | 4

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this child's bed can only fit one

I lay there face soaked In a fools holy water while I can feel the skin of my gaping mouth from dry breaths as the sounds of a dying puppy escape my throat becomes all I can think about is who which I am stuck with.
the rooms shadows around me swirl and mock lack of life in my room including myself as my body is restless and to tight for my organs even if it isn't. my hair is still damp fresh from a warm shower that didn't lave me feeling clean and comforted but instead trapped in my bathtub and pathetic as all I could do for most of it was barely breath as I'd whimper and claw my fingers against the smooth tub below.
but dispite the emotion no one was there to notice to make you flintch caught in your display of desperation instead it's the recoil of the certain beside you that will make you flinch witch only opened my eyes to how vulnerable I was where I was at.
and yet an hour later I find myself drooling and crying over my sheets as I rub my face against the cold wall like an animal seeking attention just to gag from my own emotions leaning over the bed feeling like you'll vomit out your own lungs just for only air and coughs to escape.

I will lay there gripping my pillows and blankets burying my face cowardly into the fabric expecting a pulse beneath it just for my grip to be to tight for anyone to handle but thank got it's just fabric for no one would tolerate the clingy claws in my hands out of love. at least not one here. as I am surrounded by impatient people people who yell who threaten who poke. poke at my head poke at my chest poke at my back. it feels like bugs are crawling threw me it makes me want to rip my hair out and scratch my skin off my teeth gritting tell the tips of eatch tooth is clearer then last time.

and really it's all so agonizing to feel to sense every second weaponized against me for minutes for hours for days for years. the sand will never tun to grains.
and yet I lay all the same. like a moth to a street light all I expect is warmth and I just find my body dying as no pillow no blanket no Thing can bring me that of a heavenly embrace just my own. one sided and always
even if. I'm to low. to helpless to scared to alone to find a soul who could. I feel like a child again. whining for my needs but to small and to insignificant to be noticed a cat begging for it's owners gaze but instead a collar head up hanging swaying. climbing up enough to reach it as the collar is a noose once excepted the fate is what's given feet off the floor But my feet rub together my actoins show just how "special" I am. how dependent and how conditioned my brain is no where to go. no where to look.
and that's exactly why I don't find a soul. and even if I could. no one would fit beside me. as same as the childish insignificants. my bed isn't one of a grown-ups. I'm still to young to nieve to get another but it's wrong It's all wrong I'm treated like a child but I hadn't been a child since I was 6 everything else is just a slow motion across 10 years of watching the growned below grow small cracks to a gaping void that drags me deeper. by the time I'm a real adult I'll be to gone to even reach a bed. instead I'll be laying In anywhere then a home so what's even the point in dreaming. but the point is clearer. this child's bed is only made for one. I wish that was true when I was still young. instead It was 20 different stuffed animals then 5. then 2. then 1. then 0. nights would grow dull. the fun of staying up and playing with toys was replaced with exhaustion and having to take myself to sleep.

I wish. and I pray and I hope. maybe. I'll wake up tomorrow and instead of this emptiness. I find the warmth of sun. and one day I'm the future the warmth of another. but all I can do is wait. all I can do is sit back relax. and what myself die. every step of the way as I trip and stumble no longer from baby's first steps. but just my lack of care. I wish I could just fall and die already. I'm tired. so I will sleep I'm this bed. And I will rot in it.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 6

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Gunna make a speed paint of this one

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 17

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