cLuStEr B MiLkShAkE

DIAGNOSED narcissist (NPD) with ASPD+Psychopathy, ADHD, Paranoid and Schizoid traits. I am here to bring greater understanding of the WHYs behind the behaviors of both the Disordered and those that love them. 🌈
#NPD #FemaleNarcissist

Email: clusterbmilkshake@outlook.com
or Message me on Instagram if you would like to set up a 1 on 1. 🌈

Books recommended:
The Holy Bible (For spiritual warfare, protection, saving your family)
Unmasking Narcissism by Dr. Mark Ettonsohn
Disarming the Narcissist by Wendy T. Behary
The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engel
Why Does He Do That by Lundy Bancroft
Facing Codependence by Pia Mellody
Psychopathy The Basics by Sandie Tayor and Lance Workman
Dangerous Personalities by Joe Navaro
A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle
8 Rules of Love by Jay Shetty
Outsmarting The Sociopath Next Door by Martha Stout, Ph. D.











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I put up my diagnostic assessment paperwork on Instagram if anyone would like to read the 9 pages posted. YouTube only lets me post 5 pics so I couldn’t load them up here. šŸ™‚šŸŽ‰šŸ” #narcissist #aspd #psychopathy

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 30

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Some of you may have been conditioned to be your parents care taker and emotional regulator. You (or someone you love) have been brainwashed and controlled by your parent that if you cut the umbilical cord you'd feel guilt and abandonment. Some of you are the parent. If so, it is not your child's job to fill that emptiness inside of you. Most of you won't care bc you're selfish and gain nothing from letting your child live their own lives. If I didn't get a divorce, I would still be doing this to my children; enabling them from growing up so they wouldn't abandon me. #narcissist #bpd #aspd #psychopathy #toxicparent

1 month ago | [YT] | 7

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Mr. Chicken and his new pants will be doing a Live with me today (Tuesday 5/5) at 2pmPST. Yay!!! šŸŽ‰ #narcissist

2 months ago | [YT] | 70

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Here is the release dates for The Narcissist’s Playbook Documentary! It’s going to be shown in selected theaters too!!! 🤯 The documentary will feature victims of narcissistic abuse, clinicians discussing the disorder, and 4 diagnosed narcissists (Mental Healness, HG Tudor, Sam Vaknin, and Myself). Hopefully it will do well and get picked up by a streaming service. So far, those who have watched it are saying nothing but amazing things about it. Yay! And from what I’m hearing, one of the narcissists (not me) is getting exposed for some extreme shade to their community. Haha….I told you so. 😈 www.narcissistsplaybook.com/
#narcissist

2 months ago | [YT] | 43

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Finally! He admits to demonizing Narcissists bc of his own self loathing! He tells you to educate yourselves and stay away from narcissists bc they ARE mentally ill and not good for your mental health. But now is admitting guilt for starting the pitchfork movement? Too late, Sammy, too f*cking late. Narcissistic Abuse Coaches are your monsters. #ShameBell #narcissist

3 months ago | [YT] | 11

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Pathological Lying

Core idea: Lying that is elaborate, strategic, and often serves a psychological purpose.

Characteristics:
• Lies can be grandiose, dramatic, or detailed
• Often designed to gain admiration, sympathy, control, or status
• The person may partially believe their own lies over time
• Lies may create an entirely false identity
• Often linked with certain personality disorders, such as:
• Narcissistic personality disorder
• Borderline personality disorder
• Antisocial personality disorder

Motivation:

Usually psychological gain:
• Attention
• Validation
• Avoiding shame
• Manipulating outcomes
• Protecting a fragile self-image

Pathological lying is often goal-oriented, even if the goal is emotional rather than material.

I’m diagnosed with both (plus NPD) but I didn’t know if I really understood what pathological lying was so I looked it up. I didn’t believe I had that trait but after researching it, I know that I do. F*ck!!!! I’m a delusional A$$HOLE!!! I lie to myself more than anybody else!!! I think I’m having a mini collapse. 😤

This is self loathing in action.

#narcissist #aspd #psychopathy

4 months ago | [YT] | 52

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Do you want to watch a narcissistic psychopath Dog Whistle (those that asked him to be in a new documentary, along with myself, Called The Narcissist’s Playbook)? Lol! Sammy made a few honest comments about smear campaigns against darker flavor people; we love it. Normal narcissists do NOT. He is diagnosed with the same garbage as myself (NPD/Psychopathy) but he doesn’t feel the need to be a better human like I do. He doesn’t even have children; praise Jesus. I will unalive anyone who touches my kids. Some of my kind would sale their kids to Jeffery. Anyway, it was hilarious to listen to him call ā€œtruth tellersā€ psychopaths. Hahaha! Please, never lump me in with this guy.
#narcissist #psychopath

5 months ago | [YT] | 13

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www.narcissistsplaybook.com/
Watch the trailer of a new documentary about malignant narcissists (coming out, hopefully soon). Filmed in 2022 with Lee, HG Tudor, Sammy, and Noodles. šŸŽ‰ #narcissist

5 months ago | [YT] | 84