Bigbabyj30

Just a quick update date on what is going on. I haven’t been feeling well and that is why I haven’t been streaming. Next week I will be having surgery. That isn’t much to worry about. I do know that that may a week or two before I will stream again afterwards. Will complete FINAL FANTASY 7 REMAKE HARD MODE. Then I will be streaming DARK SOULS REMASTERED. I plan on coming back stronger than ever. For the request of FINAL FANTASY XIITHE ZODIAC AGE, I will also return to that as well. I will see you beautiful people soon.

1 week ago | [YT] | 25

Bigbabyj30

This past weekend I had a birthday (52). I was planning on streaming but I just wasn’t feeling well 🥲. Don’t worry though, I plan on streaming again very soon. We will continue pick up where I left off and plan on doing something different. I’m going to step out into trying some souls like games. So be sure to stop in and just say hi 👋. I would greatly appreciate it.

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 31

Bigbabyj30

I HAVEN'T SAID THIS MUCH, BUT I REALY APPRECIATE EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN WITH ME THROUGH THIS JOURNEY. ALL THE KIND WORDS AND PRAYERS. YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH IT HAS MEANT TO ME. I WILL ADMIT THAT THERE DAYS I HAVE BEEN DOWN, BUT I HAVE YOU ALL TO THANK FOR BEING THERE TO GIVE ME STRENGTH. WHEN I HAD CONSIDERED GIVING UP MY CHANNEL, IT WAS YOU WHO STOOD IN MY CORNER PUSHING ME, ENCOURAGING NEVER GIVE UP. I CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH. NOW I'M GETTING BETTER AND STARTED BACK TO DOING THE THINGS THAT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD. YOU GUYS ARE TRULY A BLESSING TO ME. I WILL GET BETTER AND STRONGER WITH GOD ON MY SIDE. ALSO WITHE LOVE THAT YOU ALL HAVE SHOWN ME. USING THE WORDS OF ONE OF MY FAVORITE FINAL FANTASY CHARACTERS (FF7 BARRETT), "AINT NO GETTING OFF THIS TRAIN." THIS TRAIN MAKES NO STOPS PUSHING FOWARD. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN.

1 month ago | [YT] | 40

Bigbabyj30

HELLO YOUTUBE FAMILY AND FRIENDS. JUST A QUCK UPDATE ON HOW THE CHANNEL WILL BE MOVING FORWARD. EVERYONE THAT KNOWS ME, KNOWS WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH. I AM GOING TO START SLOW BUT I WILL START LIVESTREAMING AGAIN. I MISS MY COMMUNITY VERY MUCH, AND I KNOW THAT THEY MISS ME. I HAVE BEEN UPLOADING VIDEOS LATELY JUST TO GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS. I DON'T CLAIM TO BE IN REMISSION, BUT I AM GETTING STRONGER MONTH BY MONTH. MY FIRST STREAM WILL BE FRIDAY OR SATURDAY DEPENDING ON HOW I FEEL. I WANT TO GIVE YOU THE BEST OF ME. ONE OF MY GOALS IS TO BE AN EXAMPLE TO PEOPLE WHO ARE STRUGGLING WITH WHAT EVER CONDITION YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. THERE PEOPLE THAT ARE IN YOUR CORNER AND TO NEVER GIVE UP. GOD IS ALWAYS WITH YOU. IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD, THAT IS FINE. JUST REMEMBER THAT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE IN YOUR CORNER TO SUPPORT YOU. I ASK THAT WE ALL STAY STRONG AND KEEP A POSITIVE ATTITUDE. I BELIEVE WITH THAT WE CAN GO FARTHER THAN YOU KNOW. LET'S SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGE ONE ANOTHER MOVING FORWARD.

1 month ago | [YT] | 34

Bigbabyj30

Hello my YouTube family and friends. I know it’s been a while since you have heard from me. I’m going to give you an update on what I have been going through. Most of you know that I have cancer and been going through my treatments. I recently had surgery to see how much cancer that I have in my belly. Because of scar tissue, they weren’t able to see everything. I do know that I will have treatments for another year. I will not be streaming much due to the chemo treatments weakens me. I will be supporting my other YouTube creators and watching my comments to answer them. I’m stepping back to focus more on my health. If I can, I may try to post some videos. Until then, I want you to stay positive and strong. Don’t worry. I will be strong and overcome. We are warriors.

4 months ago | [YT] | 65

Bigbabyj30

No stream tomorrow. I have a lot of things going on but I should be back Friday.

8 months ago | [YT] | 12

Bigbabyj30

Sorry guys and girls there won’t be a stream today. I’m off to chemo. I hope you all enjoy your day and stay strong and healthy.

8 months ago | [YT] | 28

Bigbabyj30

First thing first, I want to thank everyone who has supported my work. I also want to thank you all for the kind words, love and prayers. Now to inform you all of where my channel is going. I plan on continuing my journey. I will start back streaming in the New Year. I pray to come back stronger than ever. I will start streaming FFXII again, low level of course. Then I will start expedition 33. Hope to see you there. Until then, everyone please take care and Happy Holidays.

9 months ago | [YT] | 41

Bigbabyj30

Great news for my family, and all of you that had my and pushing me forward. You all know who I’m referring to. I thank my whole community for being there. Out of the hospital and back at home. It looks like expedition 33 will be the next big adventure for me to play. I have to get my strength back up. I am still exhausted from the hospital. Just be patient with me and I’ll be back before you know it 👍😊😊

10 months ago | [YT] | 49

Bigbabyj30

How are you doing today good people? I’m posting a new update about my condition. I have been admitted into the hospital. My whit blood count was very low. I was not able to get my chemo treatment because of it. I will down for four days. I am not worried about it. I will stay strong 💪 and over come.

10 months ago | [YT] | 36