MY STORY: in 2012, I saw darkness. I could no longer see anything but the heaviness of the world around me. Fear inside and out. Lost, abandoned, feeling not good enough, depressed, sad, anxious, and with this, obstacles came in ten folds. I could not feel anything, see anything, be anything anymore. The darkness enveloped my heart. I had a deep desire to leave this world, and I tried...but it did not work. So I looked up into the sky and yelled to something....asking it to show me another way....or take me away!! I asked it Who am I? What am I? What is this world? Why so much suffering? Why was I born? From this began the journey. From contemplation and seeking came keys that clarified the truth of love and the illusions of fear. Finally, after years of seeking and thirsty to know....Santo Daimi ceremony led to the kundalini awakening, ego death and profound clarity. Enlightenment. The remembrance of the name father-gave to my soul-Saraswati. Let us hold hands and dance. Allegria!!!