Brendaniel

DND show that I am the Dungeon Master for is on episode 4! Check it out.

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Where Brendaniel? I haven't posted anything in a few months. I usually try to get one video up a month but I've been kind of a mess lmao and I've kind of put myself into a light "hiatus" mode with it. Back in October I had started working on the VooDew Mountain Dew review and then someone close to myself and my family passed away. Grief is difficult to process. I had a hard time figuring out what I wanted to do and decided that I needed a break from this element of "content creation" otherwise I was just going to burn myself out completely.

Last year was a tough one. I couldn’t process other issues happening my family (and I don't want to burden you with these issues because shit was absolutely fucked and it's hopefully better now) and it started needling in my head. Instead of focusing on script writing or editing I turned my eye towards streaming because it was a lower stress environment and I could just say whack shit without having to compose or rewrite it into something less "goblin thrown into the madness cage" and more "goblin eating a big sandwich and giving you a thumbs up".

I like streaming, and I also like to "make the video online that make brain feel good". I want to do more "big mega fuck videos" and I plan on it. I've been on a break, I might be on a break for a bit longer but I'm picking myself up and starting to write again. I don't wish what's been happening on anyone but I also know that I'm a tough guy with a cool head and I'll push through this. I'm working on some stuff that I've cancelled while in "bees in my head mode" and also working on a few "mega fuck" videos that I would like to get out. I'm also going to continue streaming and editing videos for the second channel because it brings me peace and "good times". Hell maybe someday I'll even be able to afford therapy lmao.

What does that mean though Brendan? What ARE YOU??

TLDR

Brain and life was a fuck
Brain and life is a little less of a fuck
I will continue to stream
Slowly starting up videos again
Love ya

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All the cockroach stories in one convenient place.

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Those funny little creatures never stood a chance.. Planet Zoo - The World's Worst Zoo

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E (new mountain dew review this month. Still working on big video that will take me forever lmao)

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