Sup It's been nearly a year since I posted anything, so I guess it's time for some closure to make you stop worrying. Yeah, I am done with this channel. I was way too young to join Youtube and way too young to get an insane amount of attention for it. Duh, even now I'm not old enough to legally drink in America. I used to be walking trash and now gotta live with everyone knowing me for that shit, even when I openly said I regret it more than you can imagine. I suffered the consequences, I still feel shame from what I did in 2021 and early 2022. Yeah I understand the people who still hate me for it, but it's not like I commited a crime or anything.
I haven't posted anything in ages yet I still see goofy things said about me like "well actually she diddled a child, she's EDP's alt account" or "she killed someone fr, that's why she has all these skulls in her room" as if anyone even cared. At least get more creative, this is some lazy Twitter type shit anyone can come up with without even trying. But hey, scandalous claims get the attention and require no effort, so why stop, right? lol
That side of things made me sick of posting. As funny as it used to be it got old real fast, it doesn't give me the sense of community anymore and demotivates me from creating any form of animation altogether. All this channel makes me feel at this point is anger. Also I gathered an audience that mainly consists of children when keeping my stuff sterile and toddler-safe is the last thing I'm interested in.
But that aside I promised to show the life sized Piranha plushie over a year ago yet never did, since, you know, I had no reason to post anything here. I'm breaking that promise sadly since, well, I'm not interested in Piranha or The Bad Guys anymore and haven't been for a while now. Yes, that means I have no feelings for him.
I have no clue if I will keep my videos public or not, at one point I might end up privating them all.
Still - to the people that supported me all these years: Thanks a lot, it was cool while it lasted but I'm not able to entertain people with my content anymore. Just got burnt out. Now I'll just stay focused on living off of commissions and creating things in smaller communities, or just places where I can actually be a person and not a cartoon character.
That's all I had to say, give your "L + ratio + nobody asked" all you can since I know you wanna. I'm too old for this anyway (even tho I'm just 20).
EDIT: Man, I expected death threats but instead I get to read some super sweet stuff... I won't private my videos, all I will do is disable the comments so I don't have to go back to it. Love ya guys!
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"My final message. Goodbye"
Sup
It's been nearly a year since I posted anything, so I guess it's time for some closure to make you stop worrying.
Yeah, I am done with this channel.
I was way too young to join Youtube and way too young to get an insane amount of attention for it.
Duh, even now I'm not old enough to legally drink in America.
I used to be walking trash and now gotta live with everyone knowing me for that shit, even when I openly said I regret it more than you can imagine. I suffered the consequences, I still feel shame from what I did in 2021 and early 2022. Yeah I understand the people who still hate me for it, but it's not like I commited a crime or anything.
I haven't posted anything in ages yet I still see goofy things said about me like "well actually she diddled a child, she's EDP's alt account" or "she killed someone fr, that's why she has all these skulls in her room" as if anyone even cared. At least get more creative, this is some lazy Twitter type shit anyone can come up with without even trying.
But hey, scandalous claims get the attention and require no effort, so why stop, right? lol
That side of things made me sick of posting. As funny as it used to be it got old real fast, it doesn't give me the sense of community anymore and demotivates me from creating any form of animation altogether. All this channel makes me feel at this point is anger. Also I gathered an audience that mainly consists of children when keeping my stuff sterile and toddler-safe is the last thing I'm interested in.
But that aside
I promised to show the life sized Piranha plushie over a year ago yet never did, since, you know, I had no reason to post anything here. I'm breaking that promise sadly since, well, I'm not interested in Piranha or The Bad Guys anymore and haven't been for a while now. Yes, that means I have no feelings for him.
I have no clue if I will keep my videos public or not, at one point I might end up privating them all.
Still - to the people that supported me all these years: Thanks a lot, it was cool while it lasted but I'm not able to entertain people with my content anymore. Just got burnt out.
Now I'll just stay focused on living off of commissions and creating things in smaller communities, or just places where I can actually be a person and not a cartoon character.
That's all I had to say, give your "L + ratio + nobody asked" all you can since I know you wanna. I'm too old for this anyway (even tho I'm just 20).
EDIT: Man, I expected death threats but instead I get to read some super sweet stuff...
I won't private my videos, all I will do is disable the comments so I don't have to go back to it.
Love ya guys!
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