VailynnnXD<3★

I have no clue why but I feel like everyone, close family and friends, distant family etc are all leaving me/don't like me anymore. The people in my life are literally all I have. (Not targeted, just in general)

33 minutes ago | [YT] | 0

VailynnnXD<3★

Nails !!!!

2 hours ago | [YT] | 0

VailynnnXD<3★

‪@Bluey-h7j‬

Hi. I didn't want to be that person to comment a long comment under a video but I just would like to point some stuff out about your video, more specifically the newer one where you're clarifying about your AU. Please know I am NOT trying to fight or argue, I'm simply trying to point out some mistakes and help you learn from them. I cannot explain how DID Is as I don't have it, but I have autism, and I am actively studying psychology. DID was a hyperfixation a few years back, but of course, my memory may be a little bit rusty.

You also two slides saying “I'll be making a video about when chuuya’s headspace when he realises he has DID so that'll be fun!” (DID is a disorder. It is not at all fun.)

You do not accurately portray symptoms of DID, as the only symptom you showed so far (to be honest it is one video so I don't expect him to go around shifting through alters and displaying every symptom.) is chuuya talking to voices in his head, which I’m pretty sure is not how DID works, since I don’t think alters can communicate like that with each other, but I may be wrong. DID is a disorder. Disorders are never something “fun,” and presenting it that way is rather disrespectful. Please do better when representing it.

You also said you researched DID and asked your DID friends, but I genuinely do not believe you did(I am not calling you a liar, I just doubt it, I'm not trying to start any fights.) It is extremely unlikely you know multiple people with DID, especially considering how rare it is. Doctors have even been unsure in the past if it genuinely exists (last time I checked anyway, I will double check in a minute) because of how uncommon it is. I do not believe at all that DID behaves the way you showed, and even if it is different for some people (I’m not sure if it is), you are not giving an accurate representation because chuuya has no symptoms other than arguing with alters in his head which I believe only certain systems (if any) can communicate but it's rare and not arguments but rather fragments.

I double checked, and it is widely recognised but still considered controversial (“DID may be iatrogenic, meaning it could be a product of therapist influence and media portrayals”). This still does not make your portrayal accurate. I do apologise for saying something untrue but I double checked and cleared it up.

Now for the autism/pills part. This is what I will be the most accurate and able to speak on with.

The way you handled the circled image came across as rather rude. You laughed at the person who asked the question, almost as if you were laughing at them for not knowing (even though the information you are spreading is incorrect), instead of politely explaining. I am not trying to call you rude.

In the autism community, most people really dislike the phrase “autism is a superpower,” because it is not. What about it is a superpower? Being unable to handle the texture of fleece? Shutting down under stress and overstimulation? Being unable to figure out what people want from you socially? Taking things way too literally? It is not a superpower. And it is not a “fun” way to spread awareness if you are spreading misinformation.

Autism is not super cool. It is a disability and disorder that won't go away. You can try mask it and ignore it and learn coping strategies but there is not cure or pill to help with autism. Not everyone with autism has the same personality but autism builds you and potentially some aspects of your personality.

It is not a superpower.

Thank you for reading this and I hope we can calmly discuss this and not fight. If I came off rude at any point I apologise I did not mean to.

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20 hours ago | [YT] | 0

VailynnnXD<3★

Why do brothers always have to be in the worst moods ever or just the most annoying people when you're either mid crash out or mid pms

1 day ago | [YT] | 2

VailynnnXD<3★

I went to bed early and woke up at 11:33 and there's a fucking power cut help

1 day ago | [YT] | 1

VailynnnXD<3★

I am so tired but my vegetables and cheese are roasting so I can't go to sleep yet

Edit : fucking pms too oml

2 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

VailynnnXD<3★

Don't hate me but I hate fyoya. Fyodor would NOT want to date anyone, I like fyolai but I don't ship it. Plus Fyodor just would use chuuya for his ability and chuuya (I'm pretty sure) hates being used. I don't like basically all Fyodor or Nikolai ships other than fyolai but I don't ship it at all, because do you think Nikolai wants to be in a relationship while actively trying to rid himself of his emotions? Or is stable enough to be in a relationship.

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2 days ago | [YT] | 4

VailynnnXD<3★

You couldn't pry the fanfics i read out if my COLD DEAD HANDS. NOT EVEN THE KGB, FBI, CIA OR ANY MILITARY AGENCY COULD GET THST INFORMSTION OUT KF MR. IM NEVER TELLING A SOUL. MY AO3 ACCOUNT IS LOCKED. MORE THAN THE LOURVE.

I realised it said fabrics instead of fanfics help me.

2 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 3

VailynnnXD<3★

What did I do to my mom? I'm 15. I was looking through my washing basket of clothes I've been asking my mom to help me wash for WEEKS because I put a damp towel in there by accident and she just hasn't. She told me she'd wash them. Then she magically forgot and it never happened and I've found a pair of period stained underwear I leaked in and she was meant to wash in the washing machine because she never taught me hoe and she promised she'd do and a set of my comfiest pajamas went mouldy and I was stressing and obviously when I'm stressed I can stim a little and I did and my words stopped and she screams "No. No. Absolutely not. You fucking stop that. I'm not having that behaviour today" I wasn't doing anything other than flapping my hands and trying to get words out. She called me and aske did I still wanted to go out as she was getting ready and she hadn't got her shirt on yet and I told her I didn't and after a few minutes she comes into my room and then gets angry and asks why I'm still crying and I said because I'm still upset and she asks why and I said because she yelled at me and she rolled her eyes and said "because you were flapping?!" And I said "yes" and she said "well I was hoping to have a nice day out just the two of us but no of course not fucking good enough once again" and left. Why do I have to deal with this? And she claims she's giving me the childhood she never had. What childhood??

3 days ago | [YT] | 2

VailynnnXD<3★

I'm bored *joins a new fandom*

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