Tweek Ludwig

I’ve yet to make the 5K subscriber thanking video, but I did something even rarer:

I stalled my automatic transmission vehicle.

That is all.

I’ll work on the video soon, I promise

1 week ago | [YT] | 17

Tweek Ludwig

I know I'm late (not really just hit in an hour ago or so), and been inactive recently but...
YIPPIE! I CANT BELIEVE WE DID IT!!! :D

1 month ago | [YT] | 23

Tweek Ludwig

ARE YOU GUYS READY FOR TBB CHAPTER 4?

2 months ago | [YT] | 26

Tweek Ludwig

Hey everybody, sorry for the lack of content over the past couple weeks.
Been pulling 12 hour shifts back-to-back for the nightshift (so it's 7 PM - 7 AM) at my job, and it's messed up my sleep schedule a bit to where I wake up around either 6 PM (too late to stream or do anything substantial with editing) or even later at 10 PM (to where now my whole day's messed up too lmao).

I'll try to get back on track ASAP and stream TBB (or even just get a video out), but there's no guarantees as to when I'll be able to do so.
I know I could practically stream at nearly any time on the weekends and it'd be viewed just the same, but I don't want to stream where I'm tired and I don't seem as energetic or as engaging, which is what you've came here for in the first place, after all.

I appreciate all the support, and I promise some day soon, I'll bring the channel back better than before!

4 months ago | [YT] | 37

Tweek Ludwig

What should the next stream be about?

4 months ago | [YT] | 17

Tweek Ludwig

(Still my final post for a while, but I had to)

HAVE SOME CHAOS! ‪@DumMori‬

6 months ago | [YT] | 21

Tweek Ludwig

Hey, everybody.

First off, Happy late Halloween.
Secondly, I'm sorry for the lack of any videos, updates, or even basic interactions (comment replies, posts, discord, etc).

I've been trying to figure out how to put this in a video, but I can't find the time to record it or figure out what to say, so I'll just post it here for what comes to mind.

I've been focusing on my mental health for the past couple of weeks, after "losing" someone very close to me. They're still with us, but there's been rough patches and problems that needed to personally be addressed between us, as well as between other friends of mine. I'm not going to go too indepth about it, but I will state basics that need to be said in order to keep you all up to date.

I've found quite a few flaws in myself and in multiple friendships, which were there, and frankly, pretty obvious from the start. I was oblivious to all of these until they hit me like a truck. This all led me to realize I'm far from healthy, and so I went to go see a psychiatrist.

As it turns out, I've been diagnosed with mild/moderate depression due to what's been of the past 10 or so years of my life, and it also turns out I'm fairly anxious, and I overthink and worry a lot. I've been doing exercises, and plan on getting an appointment with a therapist, and maybe even go on some medication to help deal with everything, and so far, I've reconciled bits and pieces here and there with all the friends involved, though I still have a long way to go. Though, I do wish, and probably always will wish, that I had all done this months ago when everything was still intact and all was still well with everyone involved.

This all being said, I want to inform you all on a couple of things.

One: I will *not* be leaving YouTube permanently, I'm just going to take a very indefinite break, for real this time. I will try to work on video sparsely when I have the time, but I'm focusing on my health, work, and paying off loans and maintaining relationships with everyone around me.

Two: The main thing I want to state, is that your health is very important. That may seem like a no-brainer, but don't go ignoring signs other people may notice. Sure, they could be incorrect, but it's better to confirm they're incorrect rather than just assume it. People care about you, and I care about you all, too. Even if you're a kid, even if you're a man, even if you're "the picture perfect" person who "never has anything wrong in the world", your mental (and physical) health should *NOT* be ignored.

If you have a trusting, loving family, talk to them about it and see what may be wrong.
If they push you away or make it like it's no big deal, whenever it's possible, seek a medical professional and confirm if these really are just nothing to worry about, or something that's truly been plaguing you for some time. Again, better to confirm it's incorrect rather than just assume it's incorrect.

Again, I wish I had listened to everyone who reached out to me months ago, and sorted this out sooner, but I know that no matter what happens in the future, I will *always* wish I did this sooner. That's why I'm making this post.

If people notice something going on with you, put in the effort and try to better yourself. You'll thank you, and so will your friends, and maybe even family.

Take care of yourselves, guys. I want each and every one of you to be the best you can be, and it starts with the little things that worsen you. It'll take time, months, maybe even years, but you'll be the better you in the end.

Thanks, and have a great rest of your day. I'll try to get at least one video or stream out before the end of the year lmao

6 months ago | [YT] | 43

Tweek Ludwig

Sorry for the stagnation in videos/streams, everybody. Trying to get everything back in order at the moment, since I finally have some time off from work. Hopefully I'll stream this coming Wednesday or Thursday.

Til then, have a great week, good luck at school or your job, and stay safe out there!

6 months ago | [YT] | 24