There was a time when I felt like I have everyone, my life was full on, when friendship felt like the most beautiful gift in my life, when I could look around and see fces that made me believe I would never be alone. I remember the late-night talks that strethdutil morning, the laughter that felt endless, the small secrets shared like precious treasures, the promises whispered with such certainty that I thought they could never break. Back then, I held on to every word, every smile, every memory as if they were proof that I had found something real, something unshakable. And in those moments, I was happy, so happy that I didn’t even imagine there could be an end. But slowly, life showed me a side I wasn’t ready to see. One by one, those same people who called me their “forever” began to fade away. The ones who said they would never leave, left first. The ones who laughed the loudest with me were the first to fall silent. The memories we built together turned into reminders of how easily people change, how easily bonds break, how easily forever can become just another lie.
I miss those times, God, I miss them more than I want to admit. I miss the way I felt safe, the way I believed I mattered, the way I could call someone my best friend without doubting it. But at the same time, that’s the part that hurts the most. I miss moments with people who proved to be fake. I miss laughter that belonged to lies. And that’s the kind of pain that tears you apart from the inside, missing what destroyed you. I gave my heart, my trust, my loyalty, my everything. And what I got in return was betrayal, silence, and a harsh lesson that not everyone who stands beside you is truly with you. They left me questioning myself, wondering if I was not enough, wondering if maybe I was the reason “forever” ended so quickly. It’s a torture to remember the joy and know it was never real, to hold on to memories that burn you instead of heal you.
Now I no longer crave a circle around me, I no longer count how many people call me their friend. Because I have seen how fake smiles can cut deeper than loneliness, how a room full of people who pretend to care can feel emptier than walking alone. And so, I just wish for one soul, just one, who means it when they say “I’m here.” One who doesn’t walk away when things get heavy, one who doesn’t make promises they never intend to keep. Because I have learned the hardest truth: it is better to walk alone with honesty than to be surrounded by those who only pretend to care. I miss what I thought I had, but I will never again beg for something fake.
I'm not talking about only one person, It's about them all, those I loved the mostest in my whole life, I think a day, I will die
I don’t even know where to start because my heart is so full of things I want to tell you. First of all, I want you to know the truth. I was never ignoring you. Never. My phone broke suddenly, and because of that I couldn’t come online, couldn’t text, couldn’t explain anything. Days went by like that, and I felt completely disconnected. It wasn’t my choice, and if I could have done anything to talk to you, I would have.
After some days, I finally managed to buy a new phone. The very first thing I wanted to do was get back to the people I love, and that’s you. But then Kuku told me that you thought I was ignoring you, and that you broke our friendship. Julie, do you know how that felt? It was like someone pulled the ground from under me. Because the one person I never wanted to hurt, the one person I thought would understand me the most, felt abandoned by me.
I know silence can feel like ignorance, but my silence wasn’t empty. Behind that silence was someone who was missing you, thinking of you, wishing you knew how much you mean to me. If only I could have explained earlier, you would have known that I would never choose to disappear from your life.
Julie, you are so important to me. You’re not just “some online friend”, you’re my bestfriend, my safe space, my constant. I could never replace you, and I could never leave you willingly. Yes, my phone broke. Yes, I was inactive. But my heart never stopped being your bestfriend.
Please don’t let a broken phone and a few days of silence erase everything we built. Friendships like ours are rare, and I don’t want to lose this bond. I’m here now, with a new phone, but the same old heart, a heart that cares for you the same way as always. 💙
I hope you can see my side, and I hope we can fix this. Because I don’t want to imagine my days without you in them, Julie. 🦋💌
Hello everyone.. This is jensa, i hope you all are fine So my old channel will be inactive for some months cuz idk my channel password (ik I'm so bhulakkad) 😌 The channel was on my old phone and the phone is broken so it will take time to repair so it's my new phone so... When my phone will be back, I will come back on my old channel guys, love you all and please share it 💝 And I also get to know about julie.. so what I can say now, I will clear it on next post.
Moonbaby
There was a time when I felt like I have everyone, my life was full on, when friendship felt like the most beautiful gift in my life, when I could look around and see fces that made me believe I would never be alone. I remember the late-night talks that strethdutil morning, the laughter that felt endless, the small secrets shared like precious treasures, the promises whispered with such certainty that I thought they could never break. Back then, I held on to every word, every smile, every memory as if they were proof that I had found something real, something unshakable. And in those moments, I was happy, so happy that I didn’t even imagine there could be an end. But slowly, life showed me a side I wasn’t ready to see. One by one, those same people who called me their “forever” began to fade away. The ones who said they would never leave, left first. The ones who laughed the loudest with me were the first to fall silent. The memories we built together turned into reminders of how easily people change, how easily bonds break, how easily forever can become just another lie.
I miss those times, God, I miss them more than I want to admit. I miss the way I felt safe, the way I believed I mattered, the way I could call someone my best friend without doubting it. But at the same time, that’s the part that hurts the most. I miss moments with people who proved to be fake. I miss laughter that belonged to lies. And that’s the kind of pain that tears you apart from the inside, missing what destroyed you. I gave my heart, my trust, my loyalty, my everything. And what I got in return was betrayal, silence, and a harsh lesson that not everyone who stands beside you is truly with you. They left me questioning myself, wondering if I was not enough, wondering if maybe I was the reason “forever” ended so quickly. It’s a torture to remember the joy and know it was never real, to hold on to memories that burn you instead of heal you.
Now I no longer crave a circle around me, I no longer count how many people call me their friend. Because I have seen how fake smiles can cut deeper than loneliness, how a room full of people who pretend to care can feel emptier than walking alone. And so, I just wish for one soul, just one, who means it when they say “I’m here.” One who doesn’t walk away when things get heavy, one who doesn’t make promises they never intend to keep. Because I have learned the hardest truth: it is better to walk alone with honesty than to be surrounded by those who only pretend to care. I miss what I thought I had, but I will never again beg for something fake.
I'm not talking about only one person, It's about them all, those I loved the mostest in my whole life, I think a day, I will die
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Moonbaby
🌸✨ Julie, my bestfriend…
I don’t even know where to start because my heart is so full of things I want to tell you. First of all, I want you to know the truth. I was never ignoring you. Never. My phone broke suddenly, and because of that I couldn’t come online, couldn’t text, couldn’t explain anything. Days went by like that, and I felt completely disconnected. It wasn’t my choice, and if I could have done anything to talk to you, I would have.
After some days, I finally managed to buy a new phone. The very first thing I wanted to do was get back to the people I love, and that’s you. But then Kuku told me that you thought I was ignoring you, and that you broke our friendship. Julie, do you know how that felt? It was like someone pulled the ground from under me. Because the one person I never wanted to hurt, the one person I thought would understand me the most, felt abandoned by me.
I know silence can feel like ignorance, but my silence wasn’t empty. Behind that silence was someone who was missing you, thinking of you, wishing you knew how much you mean to me. If only I could have explained earlier, you would have known that I would never choose to disappear from your life.
Julie, you are so important to me. You’re not just “some online friend”, you’re my bestfriend, my safe space, my constant. I could never replace you, and I could never leave you willingly. Yes, my phone broke. Yes, I was inactive. But my heart never stopped being your bestfriend.
Please don’t let a broken phone and a few days of silence erase everything we built. Friendships like ours are rare, and I don’t want to lose this bond. I’m here now, with a new phone, but the same old heart, a heart that cares for you the same way as always. 💙
I hope you can see my side, and I hope we can fix this. Because I don’t want to imagine my days without you in them, Julie. 🦋💌
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Moonbaby
Hello everyone..
This is jensa, i hope you all are fine
So my old channel will be inactive for some months cuz idk my channel password (ik I'm so bhulakkad) 😌
The channel was on my old phone and the phone is broken so it will take time to repair so it's my new phone so... When my phone will be back, I will come back on my old channel guys, love you all and please share it 💝
And I also get to know about julie.. so what I can say now, I will clear it on next post.
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