Also I'm sorry if my recent posts made anyone scared/worried. It's been a really rough month in general. I guess i just needed a place to scream into the void. Thanks for understanding.
Also I found out that I'm otherkin recently. Specifically, I'm a dragon. Again, something that was obvious in hindsight, but good to recognise it for what it is.
On a completely unrelated note, I've been learning a lot of stuff about myself lately, including facing the facts about just how serious my mental health struggles are.
I have yet to be assessed/diagnosed for it, but I'm pretty sure I have some form of DID in addition to CPTSD. Which isn't great to say the least. But hey, you can only do something about the problem when you recognise it's there, you know? And it generally explains a lot.
I know I haven't left the best digital footprint, but at least now there's an explanation for it. I'm only sorry I didn't figure it out sooner. Still feeling racked with guilt for things I said and did over the years. Nothing a little therapy can't help with though.
But yeah, idk exactly when I'll make another vlog for this channel. At some point this year I will make a few, it's just about deciding when. Probably when I do a little travelling in the next few months. I'll keep you all posted.
So many bloody fascists clogging up my feed, it's simply ridiculous. Can't a guy just search for video essays without being bombarded with misanthropic hatred?
Does anyone know if a speculative evolution simulator exists? Like a game or something where you can put any species (or more than one) in different environments on your own little planet and see how they adapt and evolve over millions of years? If that kind of game doesn’t exist yet, then it should. If it already does, then gimme.
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Is it normal to feel washed up when youre only 25?
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Also I'm sorry if my recent posts made anyone scared/worried. It's been a really rough month in general. I guess i just needed a place to scream into the void. Thanks for understanding.
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Joining the clippy revolution let's gooooo
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Also I found out that I'm otherkin recently. Specifically, I'm a dragon. Again, something that was obvious in hindsight, but good to recognise it for what it is.
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On a completely unrelated note, I've been learning a lot of stuff about myself lately, including facing the facts about just how serious my mental health struggles are.
I have yet to be assessed/diagnosed for it, but I'm pretty sure I have some form of DID in addition to CPTSD. Which isn't great to say the least. But hey, you can only do something about the problem when you recognise it's there, you know? And it generally explains a lot.
I know I haven't left the best digital footprint, but at least now there's an explanation for it. I'm only sorry I didn't figure it out sooner. Still feeling racked with guilt for things I said and did over the years. Nothing a little therapy can't help with though.
But yeah, idk exactly when I'll make another vlog for this channel. At some point this year I will make a few, it's just about deciding when. Probably when I do a little travelling in the next few months. I'll keep you all posted.
TLDR: Trauma survivor realises he has trauma.
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So many bloody fascists clogging up my feed, it's simply ridiculous. Can't a guy just search for video essays without being bombarded with misanthropic hatred?
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Note to self: must invest in a Steam Deck
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Does anyone know if a speculative evolution simulator exists? Like a game or something where you can put any species (or more than one) in different environments on your own little planet and see how they adapt and evolve over millions of years? If that kind of game doesn’t exist yet, then it should. If it already does, then gimme.
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