If you're looking for reactions to older YT releases a lot of them have been blocked (TXT & BABYMONSTER, NCT DREAM, etc.) and I still filmed them during my time away.
Also, I have many MV reactions from the past 5 months I won't be making public for personal reasons but they are all unlisted and in an unreleased playlist you can find on my YT channel page or here at this link: youtube.com/playlist?list=PL2...
This song came at such a strange time. I know that isn’t how SEVENTEEN meant it but I’ve been struggling with depression over the past week and with my personality, sad music keeps me in that headspace. I’m more a “need a kick in the ass” kinda person.
Something I didn’t mention about SUPER and the DBZ relation: specifically GOKU in the anime and his race of people have a special trait: the more they get beaten down by a fight, the stronger they become and can unlock their true power.
This song has that same strange effect. I feel so weak and exhausted, especially after this week. But when I was feeling most down it feels like they’re forcing us all to rise up even stronger.
As I mentioned the spirit bomb, it’s a move where the whole planet of citizens gather their hands up and share their energy with Goku. It’s as if this song is all leading to one giant spirit bomb but SVT is gathering their hands to make US stronger…
I might be looking at this too deeply but ima be honest I’ve cried a couple times listening to SUPER. The way they managed to capture emotion into such a hype af song is truly an outstanding feat.
Thank you for always coming back when I need you most @pledis17
The “YOON ZINO, YOON JINO” jokes about Jeonghan is bringing such a laughter to my soul right now😂 Love my CARAT CREW thank you for bringing joy and making it easy to smile when I don’t feel like smiling ☺️
The way they seamlessly bounce between the original Journey To The West myth and also sliding in a TONNNN of Dragon Ball references was a work of art, and a proud moment for anime fans everywhere.
How has your week been? I hope it wasn’t too tough. I can imagine many of us are going through similar things after such a shocking week.
I have been sick with a bad flu the past week and dealing with the sudden tragic news. It has been difficult. I lost my voice for 4 days.
I was going to postpone this week’s videos but my voice barely returned to me today. However, I cannot smile like I once did before.
I will be honest and say I do not feel like being on camera during this time and it is very hard for me to smile.
But I will at the very least be filming SEVENTEEN & AGUST D because I know those videos will not only bring me joy but a sense of healing. I know I don’t have to overextend myself—and I’m not going to. I am filming these two because I want to.
I’m headed to the States after this week. I will record and film anything else you would like to see from me but at the moment, I ask for your understanding for a few weeks.
If anything does call out to me, I will react to it but not as work but purely for healing.
I hope you’re all taking care of yourselves. I’m having my first good meal in over a week. Make sure you do as well. I’m trying my best to find my smile again, I wish you all luck in doing the same if you need it!
Let’s lean on one another and I’ll see you with new videos tomorrow.
Update: Flying back home to the States at the end of this month. We have a plan in place for our move to Seoul. Details will follow in a video in a couple months.
We’ll be returning with an aesthetically pleasing set once more! See you soon (:
*PS. I’ll be able to catch up on a lot more videos once I’m back in the States!
In this week's YouTube video release, you may have noticed Blaire's debut on this channel.
I have seen a lot of positive comments praising her but also some critiques as well. And I wanted to thank you all for both.
Regarding the critique towards Blaire being too quiet, shy, or even disruptive at the wrong moments--they're all valid. These are not just her issues as a "reactor" these are at the crux of her own personal struggles. I will spare you the details as it is her own story to tell.
But the biggest reason for Blaire joining FORM OF THERAPY is this:
Something I believed to be true, and still believe, is that reacting made me a better person. I truly believe that reacting is something that you can only do with a pure of heart. I say "pure of heart" but what that means is up to the individual. But for me, it means being Brave.
For me, it meant being Brave enough to show my truth to people. I was ashamed of my autism and my IQ because I was beaten and tortured by my own family for it, I was ashamed of being Korean because I was bullied as a kid, and then as a teenager it put a target on my back. But I am not ashamed. I never have been. Only through the consistent beatings was I made to "believe" that shit.
I have been "reacting" for 7 years now but it really feels like I'm only just getting started. I was headed down a certain career path in film production and severely cut my ties when I saw how limiting and controlling the space was.
I plan to tell you all more about me and my journey here over the coming months as I prepare to launch and announce my 3-year and 10-year plans.
Blaire is here because she wants to change. She wants to make healing content. But she also knows that she cannot heal others and inspire others unless she becomes the change she wants to see in the world. So she is here despite her shyness or whatever else it may be--because none of these are actually her.
I have seen her true face, not this mask she wears on camera. Blaire is here because I believe in her. From the moment I met her I believed in her. From the moment I met her, I knew her potential. Blaire is actually an extrovert but her trauma has made her mask as an introvert. She holds a lot of fear in her heart and so she is here to release that fear, and in turn she hopes that her journey can inspire anyone else who may be like her.
She wants to heal the world, and I want to save it. I can't find a better partner than that.
I waited 3 long years to bring her in. There are many reasons for it but the biggest one was that she just wasn't ready. Blaire needed to get to a point where she has done everything she possibly can on her own, before reacting. She is ready now.
I know not everyone may jive with her at first or for a while, especially given that I am the world's greatest reactor, it's natural that comparisons will be drawn. But I did not become the world's greatest reactor overnight. I didn't even make MYSELF this way.
You all did.
So when we say all critique is welcome, we truly mean it. We are both confident that both the praise and the critique will help her in the way that you have all helped me.
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Form of Therapy
Hi!
If you're looking for reactions to older YT releases a lot of them have been blocked (TXT & BABYMONSTER, NCT DREAM, etc.) and I still filmed them during my time away.
For my blocked reactions you can check 'em out on my Patreon for free here: www.patreon.com/collection/475738?view=expanded
Also, I have many MV reactions from the past 5 months I won't be making public for personal reasons but they are all unlisted and in an unreleased playlist you can find on my YT channel page or here at this link: youtube.com/playlist?list=PL2...
Happy viewing!
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This song came at such a strange time. I know that isn’t how SEVENTEEN meant it but I’ve been struggling with depression over the past week and with my personality, sad music keeps me in that headspace. I’m more a “need a kick in the ass” kinda person.
Something I didn’t mention about SUPER and the DBZ relation: specifically GOKU in the anime and his race of people have a special trait: the more they get beaten down by a fight, the stronger they become and can unlock their true power.
This song has that same strange effect. I feel so weak and exhausted, especially after this week. But when I was feeling most down it feels like they’re forcing us all to rise up even stronger.
As I mentioned the spirit bomb, it’s a move where the whole planet of citizens gather their hands up and share their energy with Goku. It’s as if this song is all leading to one giant spirit bomb but SVT is gathering their hands to make US stronger…
I might be looking at this too deeply but ima be honest I’ve cried a couple times listening to SUPER. The way they managed to capture emotion into such a hype af song is truly an outstanding feat.
Thank you for always coming back when I need you most @pledis17
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The “YOON ZINO, YOON JINO” jokes about Jeonghan is bringing such a laughter to my soul right now😂
Love my CARAT CREW thank you for bringing joy and making it easy to smile when I don’t feel like smiling ☺️
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The way they seamlessly bounce between the original Journey To The West myth and also sliding in a TONNNN of Dragon Ball references was a work of art, and a proud moment for anime fans everywhere.
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I LOVE MY 💎 TEAM
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Hello everyone PD here 👋🏻
How has your week been? I hope it wasn’t too tough. I can imagine many of us are going through similar things after such a shocking week.
I have been sick with a bad flu the past week and dealing with the sudden tragic news. It has been difficult. I lost my voice for 4 days.
I was going to postpone this week’s videos but my voice barely returned to me today. However, I cannot smile like I once did before.
I will be honest and say I do not feel like being on camera during this time and it is very hard for me to smile.
But I will at the very least be filming SEVENTEEN & AGUST D because I know those videos will not only bring me joy but a sense of healing. I know I don’t have to overextend myself—and I’m not going to. I am filming these two because I want to.
I’m headed to the States after this week. I will record and film anything else you would like to see from me but at the moment, I ask for your understanding for a few weeks.
If anything does call out to me, I will react to it but not as work but purely for healing.
I hope you’re all taking care of yourselves. I’m having my first good meal in over a week. Make sure you do as well. I’m trying my best to find my smile again, I wish you all luck in doing the same if you need it!
Let’s lean on one another and I’ll see you with new videos tomorrow.
-PD
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Update: Flying back home to the States at the end of this month. We have a plan in place for our move to Seoul. Details will follow in a video in a couple months.
We’ll be returning with an aesthetically pleasing set once more! See you soon (:
*PS. I’ll be able to catch up on a lot more videos once I’m back in the States!
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How’s your day going?
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Hello everyone, it's ya boi PD.
In this week's YouTube video release, you may have noticed Blaire's debut on this channel.
I have seen a lot of positive comments praising her but also some critiques as well. And I wanted to thank you all for both.
Regarding the critique towards Blaire being too quiet, shy, or even disruptive at the wrong moments--they're all valid. These are not just her issues as a "reactor" these are at the crux of her own personal struggles. I will spare you the details as it is her own story to tell.
But the biggest reason for Blaire joining FORM OF THERAPY is this:
Something I believed to be true, and still believe, is that reacting made me a better person. I truly believe that reacting is something that you can only do with a pure of heart. I say "pure of heart" but what that means is up to the individual. But for me, it means being Brave.
For me, it meant being Brave enough to show my truth to people. I was ashamed of my autism and my IQ because I was beaten and tortured by my own family for it, I was ashamed of being Korean because I was bullied as a kid, and then as a teenager it put a target on my back. But I am not ashamed. I never have been. Only through the consistent beatings was I made to "believe" that shit.
I have been "reacting" for 7 years now but it really feels like I'm only just getting started. I was headed down a certain career path in film production and severely cut my ties when I saw how limiting and controlling the space was.
I plan to tell you all more about me and my journey here over the coming months as I prepare to launch and announce my 3-year and 10-year plans.
Blaire is here because she wants to change. She wants to make healing content. But she also knows that she cannot heal others and inspire others unless she becomes the change she wants to see in the world. So she is here despite her shyness or whatever else it may be--because none of these are actually her.
I have seen her true face, not this mask she wears on camera. Blaire is here because I believe in her. From the moment I met her I believed in her. From the moment I met her, I knew her potential. Blaire is actually an extrovert but her trauma has made her mask as an introvert. She holds a lot of fear in her heart and so she is here to release that fear, and in turn she hopes that her journey can inspire anyone else who may be like her.
She wants to heal the world, and I want to save it. I can't find a better partner than that.
I waited 3 long years to bring her in. There are many reasons for it but the biggest one was that she just wasn't ready. Blaire needed to get to a point where she has done everything she possibly can on her own, before reacting. She is ready now.
I know not everyone may jive with her at first or for a while, especially given that I am the world's greatest reactor, it's natural that comparisons will be drawn. But I did not become the world's greatest reactor overnight. I didn't even make MYSELF this way.
You all did.
So when we say all critique is welcome, we truly mean it. We are both confident that both the praise and the critique will help her in the way that you have all helped me.
I hope you are all inspired by her journey.
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