Update from me cuz I haven't been posting as much 😭❤️
1. I got into the top university of Engineering in Batangas (BSU) 2. I finished TSATS and cried so hard in the middle of the mall 3. Fell in love with Greek myths 4. Tried fixing my eating habits 5. Started a band 6. Big backtivities 7. Healed my inner child 😭❤️ 8. Whatever the last pic is..
I am Paul of 2N!TE and we need your help. We are making a super secret music video and we are looking for actors for our ocs Kori and Pierce. If you know anyone please don't be shy to tell us. Requirements: ✔️Both male ✔️Young teens ✔️Has deep voice ✔️ Comfortable with some scenes that have trigger warnings
For more information please DM on discord: paulyn_gamezyt_89787 lorvwavy_wavlory53125 For more information please DM on Roblox: Puffyconot13 Mrwm23
TW: TRAUMA, MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND SH So my FB account nearly got disabled today, August 6, and the whole day I was getting PTSD from my old school so that didn't help at all. My mom was mad at me and blaming me for my fb account even though I didn't do anything wrong (Asian mom's am I right?) I seriously considered trying to KMS but I realized. I was just 12 and I knew it was just the devil whispering in my ears. But at the same time, I was scared, I never opened up to my parents, I was scared they were gonna laugh and judge me. Which they usually do when I open up. I was genuinely concerned when I was having those suicidal thoughts because I never thought of those before. Idk why I'm venting to y'all at this point. But now that I'm in university, I was scared of change. We were taught in our old school that we HAD to stay because we were already comfortable and we didn't need to adjust to another school when we transferred. That's getting to my head. Because of this, I'm insecure and I hate myself now. I have awful memories from that school but I keep getting guilt tripped into trying to go back to them. I keep spiraling back to my old hobbies.. but I try to distract myself by praying and reading about mythology but I can't stop overthinking. When I was in 5th grade, I used to cut myself. I try to avoid that now because I'm a changed person, I changed my ways.. but.. it's hard. It's hard to move on. My parents tell me "Just think positively" IT'S NOT EASY. How am I supposed to do that when I think I have a mental issue. My dad thinks that because I'm catholic, I won't have any mental issues. NO, I'm not being controlled by the devil, I pray ok? So now I'm gaslighting myself into saying mental health isn't real and I'm slowly losing myself. But I can celebrate one thing, I made it past the age I thought I wasn't gonna live through. I'm here, alive and well.. sometimes I wonder if in another universe, I had a happy life.. or maybe I'd still be in chains in that school.. I've never opened up before so.. this made me feel nice.. @mklagaming@miso_m0rgan
Just because someone is using their phone, doesn't mean they're addicted. This month, on the 5th is my birthday and I don't have friends to come over and have fun. One of them, Edmond, is in Rizal, the other, Eya has school that day. Now, you might say "so we're just going to normalize using phones?" NO. We are not normalizing it, it's just that on that special day, I want to be with my friends but we can't hang out. Long distance friendships are really hard, you may say that I'm overreacting, but no. I am not, it's really hard, especially if they're your lover or best friend. I haven't even met Edmond because no one in my family would allow me since I'm a woman. So I'd like to just share my story and some struggles. Thanks for reading and don't take your relationships for granted.
(Belle_YT 162)
(Belle_YT 162)
Update from me cuz I haven't been posting as much 😭❤️
1. I got into the top university of Engineering in Batangas (BSU)
2. I finished TSATS and cried so hard in the middle of the mall
3. Fell in love with Greek myths
4. Tried fixing my eating habits
5. Started a band
6. Big backtivities
7. Healed my inner child 😭❤️
8. Whatever the last pic is..
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(Belle_YT 162)
🇵🇭: Happy birthday Kuya!!
Sana ma enjoy mo ung 17th mo!!! Alam ko na 10 na pero napuyat ako kaya pinost ko na agad 🥹. Sana mabuhay ka ng matagal!!
✏️: ME
@miso_m0rgan
🇺🇲: Happy birthday Kuya!!
I hope you enjoy your 17th!!! I know it's already 10 but I stayed up late so I posted it right away 🥹. I hope you live long!!
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(Belle_YT 162)
I told myself that I won't live until graduation bc of my toxic school.
Now I'm here at the top university of Batangas starting high school and it's a dream🥹
Don't give up y'all ‼️‼️‼️
(pics from the uni hehe)
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(Belle_YT 162)
CALLING ALL SINGERS AND ACTORS!!
I am Paul of 2N!TE and we need your help. We are making a super secret music video and we are looking for actors for our ocs Kori and Pierce. If you know anyone please don't be shy to tell us.
Requirements:
✔️Both male
✔️Young teens
✔️Has deep voice
✔️ Comfortable with some scenes that have trigger warnings
For more information please DM on discord:
paulyn_gamezyt_89787
lorvwavy_wavlory53125
For more information please DM on Roblox:
Puffyconot13
Mrwm23
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(Belle_YT 162)
TW: TRAUMA, MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND SH
So my FB account nearly got disabled today, August 6, and the whole day I was getting PTSD from my old school so that didn't help at all. My mom was mad at me and blaming me for my fb account even though I didn't do anything wrong (Asian mom's am I right?) I seriously considered trying to KMS but I realized. I was just 12 and I knew it was just the devil whispering in my ears. But at the same time, I was scared, I never opened up to my parents, I was scared they were gonna laugh and judge me. Which they usually do when I open up. I was genuinely concerned when I was having those suicidal thoughts because I never thought of those before. Idk why I'm venting to y'all at this point. But now that I'm in university, I was scared of change. We were taught in our old school that we HAD to stay because we were already comfortable and we didn't need to adjust to another school when we transferred. That's getting to my head. Because of this, I'm insecure and I hate myself now. I have awful memories from that school but I keep getting guilt tripped into trying to go back to them. I keep spiraling back to my old hobbies.. but I try to distract myself by praying and reading about mythology but I can't stop overthinking. When I was in 5th grade, I used to cut myself. I try to avoid that now because I'm a changed person, I changed my ways.. but.. it's hard. It's hard to move on. My parents tell me "Just think positively" IT'S NOT EASY. How am I supposed to do that when I think I have a mental issue. My dad thinks that because I'm catholic, I won't have any mental issues. NO, I'm not being controlled by the devil, I pray ok? So now I'm gaslighting myself into saying mental health isn't real and I'm slowly losing myself. But I can celebrate one thing, I made it past the age I thought I wasn't gonna live through. I'm here, alive and well.. sometimes I wonder if in another universe, I had a happy life.. or maybe I'd still be in chains in that school.. I've never opened up before so.. this made me feel nice..
@mklagaming @miso_m0rgan
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(Belle_YT 162)
WATCH NOW EEKKK
https://youtube.com/watch?v=8rNOh7dDe...
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(Belle_YT 162)
SO I NEED HELP, I JUST FINISHED WE BECOME WE AND I'M PLANNING TO MAKE ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE MUSIC VIDEOS. (Another one cuz I love copyright 🗣️🗣️)
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(Belle_YT 162)
I MUST BE CRUELLA NOW 🥰😋
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(Belle_YT 162)
Just because someone is using their phone, doesn't mean they're addicted. This month, on the 5th is my birthday and I don't have friends to come over and have fun. One of them, Edmond, is in Rizal, the other, Eya has school that day. Now, you might say "so we're just going to normalize using phones?" NO. We are not normalizing it, it's just that on that special day, I want to be with my friends but we can't hang out. Long distance friendships are really hard, you may say that I'm overreacting, but no. I am not, it's really hard, especially if they're your lover or best friend. I haven't even met Edmond because no one in my family would allow me since I'm a woman. So I'd like to just share my story and some struggles. Thanks for reading and don't take your relationships for granted.
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(Belle_YT 162)
The wallpaper me and my dad made 🤩🤩🤩(the two inspo pics)
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