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“what’s been going on in your life”
- thanks for asking!
i just found out my currently closest, non-long distance friend, has said SHI about me; called me sexist, said i shower with my friends, and i masturbate. i’m friends with a girl currently who i absolutely hate so so so much, and she literally does not care about me at all but won’t leave me alone, is forcing me to tell her who i like, and did not react when i cried. and i can’t unfriend since her mom is my science teacher. my crush, who literally everyone was convinced liked me back, just started dating somebody and is boasting to me about it but honestly i don’t feel as bad as i thought i would. i failed geo and science SO bad (this has never happened). i have a speech to say in two days. a guy i just became friends with is leaving in less than a month. i’m banned from eating or drinking anything cold (no more ice cream 😔). i live in constant fear my mother will find out i have discord. i’m in a class with this girl who i have extreme beef with and it’s a collaborative team so any idea i say, she is so quick to putting down my ideas (every in our SCHOOL hates her, like HATE, and we wanna kick her out, but that doesn’t make us “good leaders”)
- apart from that, life ain’t that bad

1 week ago | [YT] | 5

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if i’m going to be completely honest with you guys, i’ve been SO out of touch with kpop recently. i still listen to kpop but only old music. in fact, i didn’t listen to spaghetti until after two weeks of its release. i personally think kpop has lost its spark, i mean, this year has been a huge downgrade from last imo. the beginning of the year was fine but now? i just don’t feel what kpop has made me feel for the past five years.
(also, i was randomly thinking about this when i realized that i forgot what jungwon’s, my bias btw, surname is AND HE’S BEEN MY BIAS SINCE DEBUT, same for jake, soyeon and miyeon, and IDLE IS MY ULT GROUP, and i forgot about hyunjin’s existence in skz when i was naming the members 😭 also, can eyekons please shut up, they have been annoying me since gabriela, coming from a huge eyeliner herself)

3 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 4

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NEW HANDLEEE

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 3

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hii, so i've gotten into a bit a situation. my mum has taken my phone away and deleted a few of my contacts (aka my friends who she believes have a bad influence on me). my mom was already mad before this so i suspected she'd take my phone away so i'd already deleted pin and disc which is why if any of you have been wondering why i haven't been responding, its cause of this. and if you're wondering why my mum's mad at me, it's cause i didn't tell her i had a geography exam the next day. i have access to my ipad but am terrified to use it for the next few days. so um yeah!


‪@blushedmelody‬ ‪@Chanfx.ৎ‬ ‪@blveflqme.ৎ‬ @everyone

1 month ago | [YT] | 7

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when you live in india and no one gives two shyts about halloween so halloween is only important for you because it’s your childhood best friend who you’ve lost contact with’s birthday

1 month ago | [YT] | 5

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no cause i madly desire a moot who matches my freak but doesn’t live across the world and has a nine + hour time difference with me

1 month ago | [YT] | 5

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canva is an engene confirmed?

1 month ago | [YT] | 4

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BREAKING MY SILENCE…(if it wasn’t obvious enough)




















































i hate KPDH <3 (don’t attack me unemployed gremlin children)

1 month ago | [YT] | 7

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words cannot describe the misery, pain, suffering, anger, and fury i feel when i hear KPDH music in public but not actual kpop 💔

1 month ago | [YT] | 2