✨ I just woke up with so much joy in my heart… It’s my birthday today 💫
And for the first time, I feel like I have so much to celebrate—not just what’s around me, but who I’ve become. This year feels different. I’ve spent so many quiet days (birthday candles included) wishing and dreaming of exactly the life I’m living now. And to be able to say I’ve arrived at this point—not in a final destination kind of way, but in a “wow, I’ve truly come a long way” kind of way—is everything.
I feel ignited. Grateful. Excited. Ready to step into this next chapter with more intention, more alignment, and so much love. And YOU—this incredible community—are such a big, beautiful part of that. Truly, thank you for being here and for making today feel so meaningful 🥹💌
🎥 I have two new videos already filmed and currently in the editing process (they’re coming very soon 👀), and today I’ll be starting to vlog my birthday! 💗
In other words, lots of beautiful content is on the way—thank you for being here and growing with me 🫂
How are you doing? I just wanted to pause and say THANK YOU for almost 7K subscribers. Every time a big milestone approaches, this platform feels more and more real to me—not because numbers equal value, but because there was a time when 7,000 subscribers felt like a far-off dream. I remember when I had 500 subscribers and used to wonder if I’d ever get here.
So to be here now… It’s surreal. 7,000 people have seen my face, my thoughts, my soul—and chose to stick around. That means everything to me. This journey hasn’t been fast. It’s been slow, intentional, and rooted in my commitment to self-love and service. I’ve doubted myself plenty of times, but moments like this snap me back into presence. They remind me: this didn’t just happen. I’ve worked mentally, emotionally, and energetically to make this real—and I’m learning to celebrate that. So from the bottom of my heart: thank you. Truly.
🌿
Lately, I’ve been feeling this deep pull toward creative expansion. I’ve been brainstorming, vision boarding, and dreaming about new directions for this channel. I’ve been focusing more on TikTok, improving my editing style, and just tuning into how I can express myself in more cinematic, soulful ways.
And I’ve been thinking… would you want to see more cinematic, vlog, and lifestyle content from me?
Here’s the thing: I’ve been unusually excited for fall lately (Halloween girlies, rise!! 🎃). Something about this past week sent me into a full-on autumn rabbit hole—Pinterest, TikTok, cozy candles, all of it. October has always been my favorite month since I was a kid. Halloween season just holds this beautiful, nostalgic magic for me: haunted houses, fall fairs, apple picking, pumpkin decorating, corn mazes… I love it all. Every year I make a bucket list, but I never seem to have enough time to do everything.
So I thought—what if I start early this year? What if I document it as I go? I’d be living it, filming it, and sharing it—a full-circle win. Because if I’m planning content and joy dates at the same time, I might actually get through my full list this year 😭 And I just feel so ready to savor this season fully.
As my nan used to say, I’ve always loved the “deep and dark” things. I grew up watching Coraline on repeat (she called it my “deep and dark movie,” lol). But to me, it wasn’t dark—it was beautiful. To this day, it’s still one of my all-time favorite films. Halloween and fall are such core parts of who I am. And with this community growing, I feel like it’s time to start showing more of that side of me.
Some of you know I used to vlog on this channel. It wasn’t my main focus, but it was a recurring theme. And I miss it. I miss capturing the little things. I miss the intimacy—not just for you, but for me, too. Vlogging helps me slow down, stay present, and notice the beauty around me. Now that I have a healthier, more purpose-driven relationship with content creation, I feel called to bring it back.
This wouldn’t replace my usual content—Transformation Tuesdays, deep life advice, motivational chats, and psychology-based topics will always be the heart of my channel. But I’m thinking of adding one to two vlog-style uploads a month, just as a soft start. Ideally, I’d love to do more if I get into a good flow with school, routines, and editing—but I’m always mindful of my capacity and how I show up creatively. My priority will always be intention and quality over quantity, so we’ll see where it naturally leads.
Think: cozy morning routines, uni days, solo dates, fall adventures, yoga & pilates, editing sessions, cooking/what I eat in a day, and soft, intentional video diaries—filmed from a more personal, grounded lens outside the studio setup you usually see.
Let me know your thoughts in the comments—your feedback always means the world to me. This space is such a reflection of our shared growth, and I’m always open to learning, evolving, and expanding with you.
Also, if I do go this route, I plan to invest in a proper vlog camera. Right now, I film on a zoomed-in 30mm lens—it’s stunning for sit-downs, but totally impractical for GRWMs, makeup, or lifestyle content (I have to sit over six feet away from it😅). A "proper vlogging" camera would allow me to film those moments with ease and high quality, which I’d love to bring to you. So this would be part of that creative upgrade, too 🌸
This is all part of a bigger shift I feel myself stepping into—and I’d love to know if you want to come with me 🤍
Thank you again for being here. I can’t wait to keep growing, dreaming, and glowing with you.
Hey loves, just checking in to say I haven’t been MIA — I’ve been deep in the editing cave working on one of the most in-depth videos I’ve ever made.
This one’s a long-form breakdown of the whole Wizard Liz + Landon situation, but trust me when I say: it’s so much more than just commentary.
I’ve poured serious thought, love, and intention into every second of this video. It’s going to be one of my most empowering, rational, and honest analyses yet — not just about the situation, but what it reflects about dating, self-worth, boundaries, and navigating love as a woman in today’s world.
This video is for every girl who’s ever questioned her standards, felt the sting of betrayal, or needed a reminder of her power. I’m not here to gossip — I’m here to give balanced, loving, and truth-filled insight you can carry with you.
So get ready. Bring your tea, bring your journal, and bring your highest self. This one’s worth the wait.
✨ Good evening (or good morning, wherever you are) 💛
Just popping in to send some love and let you know I’ve been taking my time with the next video… and it’s so worth the wait.
It was almost ready to go up tonight, but I ran into a small glitch with my editing software—the timing of the captions bugged out, so I had to delete and am now redoing that part. No stress though, it’s all being taken care of and the video is officially in its final stages. It’s on the way very soon. 🌿
This upcoming video is about releasing, healing your nervous system, and reconnecting with your inner child—something I’ve been leaning into this week a lot. I’ve really been slowing down, honoring my own cycle and energy, and reminding myself that rest is productive too. Not everything needs to be rushed or pushed through. Sometimes, the deepest healing happens when we soften.
Thank you for your patience and your presence. I’m thinking of you and sending lots of calm, grounded energy your way. Can’t wait to share this one with you 🤍
✨ Happy Transformation Tuesday & New Moon Energy! 🌑💫
Last night’s new moon was the perfect reset… and today, I’m sharing something very close to my heart.
🖤 My newest video just dropped: “How I Detached & Healed After a Toxic Relationship | Advice for Women” It’s a reflection on 5 years of choosing myself, healing deeply, and learning to live (and love) from a place of wholeness—not fear.
This one means a lot to me. I hope it speaks to you, wherever you are in your journey. Let me know what resonates most 🤍
✨ I’m back — and reborn. After taking a month off for school and exams, I feel like I’ve returned not just rested but renewed. This time away was deeply restorative — a season of release, reflection, and energetic rebirth. So it only felt right that my channel would evolve with me. As I’ve shifted, so has this space… and this rebrand reflects the energetic upgrade I’ve experienced. 💫 Also, my new video just dropped! 🎥🌹
🌹 Channel Rebrand + A Divine Feminine Homecoming 🌹
Hi, my loves — I wanted to share a little story behind the rebranding of my channel ✨
This shift has felt so intuitive and so me. It all started when I was browsing Divine Feminine Meditations and stumbled across fellow YouTuber Morgan Day Cecil. Her thumbnails using Renaissance paintings instantly struck me — they felt rich, sacred, powerful. I was in awe of how her visuals channeled divine feminine energy, and I felt so called to explore that same artistic expression in my own way.
One painting in particular — The Birth of Venus — has had a deep personal meaning in my life. I saw it in person in Florence in August 2023, and at the time, I didn’t realize how much it was going to impact my life. But now, I see that moment as the beginning of my feminine energy healing journey. It was a time of emotional unraveling, awakening, and transformation — a soft initiation into the woman I was becoming. I’ve had the painting framed in my room ever since, and what’s crazy is: it sits directly behind my camera when I film. So every time I record a video… I’m literally facing it. It’s been with me all along, guiding me without even realizing.
Something I’ll be talking more about in my next video is how deeply art and history shape my understanding of femininity and healing. Art is one of the most beautiful languages for expressing the sacred, and learning about the past has always helped me understand my present. This painting, and all the symbolism within it, represents so much of what I want this space to be: rebirth, beauty, self-worth, and divine remembrance.
So thank you, Morgan, for sparking that intuitive nudge. And thank you to every woman who’s on this journey of remembering the goddess within. I hope this new chapter of my channel reflects who I am more authentically than ever. Sending so much love 🌸
Hi my loves, Happy Transformation Tuesday and happy April 1st. May this new month bring you new beginnings, blessings and growth. This week's video is still in the works and will be posted ASAP. In the meantime, I am keeping active on TikTok/Instagram and will post shorts here. I'm nearing the end of my school semester, so things piled up really quickly. Looking forward to being done in a few weeks and having all the time to bring you all the juice! See you soon❤️🔥✨
Hey soul babes! Had a technology crisis today… after 6+ years my MacBook officially kicked the bucket. She’s completely dead and gone😂😭 So unfortunately there will be no video ready for tomorrow… since the one I’ve been editing is as dead as my laptop lol. On the bright side a new laptop and new videos are on the way, so stay tuned✨🤍💫🪽thank you for your patience! Sending so much love
Brianna nie
Brianna nie
✨ I just woke up with so much joy in my heart… It’s my birthday today 💫
And for the first time, I feel like I have so much to celebrate—not just what’s around me, but who I’ve become. This year feels different. I’ve spent so many quiet days (birthday candles included) wishing and dreaming of exactly the life I’m living now. And to be able to say I’ve arrived at this point—not in a final destination kind of way, but in a “wow, I’ve truly come a long way” kind of way—is everything.
I feel ignited. Grateful. Excited. Ready to step into this next chapter with more intention, more alignment, and so much love. And YOU—this incredible community—are such a big, beautiful part of that. Truly, thank you for being here and for making today feel so meaningful 🥹💌
🎥 I have two new videos already filmed and currently in the editing process (they’re coming very soon 👀), and today I’ll be starting to vlog my birthday! 💗
In other words, lots of beautiful content is on the way—thank you for being here and growing with me 🫂
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Hey my loves 💌
How are you doing? I just wanted to pause and say THANK YOU for almost 7K subscribers. Every time a big milestone approaches, this platform feels more and more real to me—not because numbers equal value, but because there was a time when 7,000 subscribers felt like a far-off dream. I remember when I had 500 subscribers and used to wonder if I’d ever get here.
So to be here now… It’s surreal. 7,000 people have seen my face, my thoughts, my soul—and chose to stick around. That means everything to me. This journey hasn’t been fast. It’s been slow, intentional, and rooted in my commitment to self-love and service. I’ve doubted myself plenty of times, but moments like this snap me back into presence. They remind me: this didn’t just happen. I’ve worked mentally, emotionally, and energetically to make this real—and I’m learning to celebrate that. So from the bottom of my heart: thank you. Truly.
🌿
Lately, I’ve been feeling this deep pull toward creative expansion. I’ve been brainstorming, vision boarding, and dreaming about new directions for this channel. I’ve been focusing more on TikTok, improving my editing style, and just tuning into how I can express myself in more cinematic, soulful ways.
And I’ve been thinking… would you want to see more cinematic, vlog, and lifestyle content from me?
Here’s the thing: I’ve been unusually excited for fall lately (Halloween girlies, rise!! 🎃). Something about this past week sent me into a full-on autumn rabbit hole—Pinterest, TikTok, cozy candles, all of it. October has always been my favorite month since I was a kid. Halloween season just holds this beautiful, nostalgic magic for me: haunted houses, fall fairs, apple picking, pumpkin decorating, corn mazes… I love it all. Every year I make a bucket list, but I never seem to have enough time to do everything.
So I thought—what if I start early this year? What if I document it as I go? I’d be living it, filming it, and sharing it—a full-circle win. Because if I’m planning content and joy dates at the same time, I might actually get through my full list this year 😭 And I just feel so ready to savor this season fully.
As my nan used to say, I’ve always loved the “deep and dark” things. I grew up watching Coraline on repeat (she called it my “deep and dark movie,” lol). But to me, it wasn’t dark—it was beautiful. To this day, it’s still one of my all-time favorite films. Halloween and fall are such core parts of who I am. And with this community growing, I feel like it’s time to start showing more of that side of me.
Some of you know I used to vlog on this channel. It wasn’t my main focus, but it was a recurring theme. And I miss it. I miss capturing the little things. I miss the intimacy—not just for you, but for me, too. Vlogging helps me slow down, stay present, and notice the beauty around me. Now that I have a healthier, more purpose-driven relationship with content creation, I feel called to bring it back.
This wouldn’t replace my usual content—Transformation Tuesdays, deep life advice, motivational chats, and psychology-based topics will always be the heart of my channel. But I’m thinking of adding one to two vlog-style uploads a month, just as a soft start. Ideally, I’d love to do more if I get into a good flow with school, routines, and editing—but I’m always mindful of my capacity and how I show up creatively. My priority will always be intention and quality over quantity, so we’ll see where it naturally leads.
Think: cozy morning routines, uni days, solo dates, fall adventures, yoga & pilates, editing sessions, cooking/what I eat in a day, and soft, intentional video diaries—filmed from a more personal, grounded lens outside the studio setup you usually see.
Let me know your thoughts in the comments—your feedback always means the world to me. This space is such a reflection of our shared growth, and I’m always open to learning, evolving, and expanding with you.
Also, if I do go this route, I plan to invest in a proper vlog camera. Right now, I film on a zoomed-in 30mm lens—it’s stunning for sit-downs, but totally impractical for GRWMs, makeup, or lifestyle content (I have to sit over six feet away from it😅). A "proper vlogging" camera would allow me to film those moments with ease and high quality, which I’d love to bring to you. So this would be part of that creative upgrade, too 🌸
This is all part of a bigger shift I feel myself stepping into—and I’d love to know if you want to come with me 🤍
Thank you again for being here. I can’t wait to keep growing, dreaming, and glowing with you.
With so much love,
Brianna 🌙✨
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Hey loves, just checking in to say I haven’t been MIA — I’ve been deep in the editing cave working on one of the most in-depth videos I’ve ever made.
This one’s a long-form breakdown of the whole Wizard Liz + Landon situation, but trust me when I say: it’s so much more than just commentary.
I’ve poured serious thought, love, and intention into every second of this video. It’s going to be one of my most empowering, rational, and honest analyses yet — not just about the situation, but what it reflects about dating, self-worth, boundaries, and navigating love as a woman in today’s world.
This video is for every girl who’s ever questioned her standards, felt the sting of betrayal, or needed a reminder of her power. I’m not here to gossip — I’m here to give balanced, loving, and truth-filled insight you can carry with you.
So get ready. Bring your tea, bring your journal, and bring your highest self.
This one’s worth the wait.
It’s coming. 💻🫶
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Brianna nie
✨ Good evening (or good morning, wherever you are) 💛
Just popping in to send some love and let you know I’ve been taking my time with the next video… and it’s so worth the wait.
It was almost ready to go up tonight, but I ran into a small glitch with my editing software—the timing of the captions bugged out, so I had to delete and am now redoing that part. No stress though, it’s all being taken care of and the video is officially in its final stages. It’s on the way very soon. 🌿
This upcoming video is about releasing, healing your nervous system, and reconnecting with your inner child—something I’ve been leaning into this week a lot. I’ve really been slowing down, honoring my own cycle and energy, and reminding myself that rest is productive too. Not everything needs to be rushed or pushed through. Sometimes, the deepest healing happens when we soften.
Thank you for your patience and your presence. I’m thinking of you and sending lots of calm, grounded energy your way. Can’t wait to share this one with you 🤍
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Brianna nie
✨ Happy Transformation Tuesday & New Moon Energy! 🌑💫
Last night’s new moon was the perfect reset… and today, I’m sharing something very close to my heart.
🖤 My newest video just dropped:
“How I Detached & Healed After a Toxic Relationship | Advice for Women”
It’s a reflection on 5 years of choosing myself, healing deeply, and learning to live (and love) from a place of wholeness—not fear.
This one means a lot to me. I hope it speaks to you, wherever you are in your journey.
Let me know what resonates most 🤍
✨ Watch it here ⬇️
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✨ I’m back — and reborn.
After taking a month off for school and exams, I feel like I’ve returned not just rested but renewed. This time away was deeply restorative — a season of release, reflection, and energetic rebirth. So it only felt right that my channel would evolve with me. As I’ve shifted, so has this space… and this rebrand reflects the energetic upgrade I’ve experienced. 💫
Also, my new video just dropped! 🎥🌹
🌹 Channel Rebrand + A Divine Feminine Homecoming 🌹
Hi, my loves — I wanted to share a little story behind the rebranding of my channel ✨
This shift has felt so intuitive and so me. It all started when I was browsing Divine Feminine Meditations and stumbled across fellow YouTuber Morgan Day Cecil. Her thumbnails using Renaissance paintings instantly struck me — they felt rich, sacred, powerful. I was in awe of how her visuals channeled divine feminine energy, and I felt so called to explore that same artistic expression in my own way.
One painting in particular — The Birth of Venus — has had a deep personal meaning in my life. I saw it in person in Florence in August 2023, and at the time, I didn’t realize how much it was going to impact my life. But now, I see that moment as the beginning of my feminine energy healing journey. It was a time of emotional unraveling, awakening, and transformation — a soft initiation into the woman I was becoming. I’ve had the painting framed in my room ever since, and what’s crazy is: it sits directly behind my camera when I film. So every time I record a video… I’m literally facing it. It’s been with me all along, guiding me without even realizing.
Something I’ll be talking more about in my next video is how deeply art and history shape my understanding of femininity and healing. Art is one of the most beautiful languages for expressing the sacred, and learning about the past has always helped me understand my present. This painting, and all the symbolism within it, represents so much of what I want this space to be: rebirth, beauty, self-worth, and divine remembrance.
So thank you, Morgan, for sparking that intuitive nudge. And thank you to every woman who’s on this journey of remembering the goddess within. I hope this new chapter of my channel reflects who I am more authentically than ever. Sending so much love 🌸
Here’s the meditation that started it all: https://youtu.be/JoNAqsqt4ZM?si=p-_UN...
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Hi my loves, Happy Transformation Tuesday and happy April 1st. May this new month bring you new beginnings, blessings and growth. This week's video is still in the works and will be posted ASAP. In the meantime, I am keeping active on TikTok/Instagram and will post shorts here. I'm nearing the end of my school semester, so things piled up really quickly. Looking forward to being done in a few weeks and having all the time to bring you all the juice! See you soon❤️🔥✨
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Brianna nie
Hey soul babes! Had a technology crisis today… after 6+ years my MacBook officially kicked the bucket. She’s completely dead and gone😂😭 So unfortunately there will be no video ready for tomorrow… since the one I’ve been editing is as dead as my laptop lol. On the bright side a new laptop and new videos are on the way, so stay tuned✨🤍💫🪽thank you for your patience! Sending so much love
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