It’sAngelEmi

Should I stay or should I go? All I do is give people problems because I can’t express my feelings. If I go,then I won’t hurt them anymore,then they’ll be happy and not need to worry about my worthless ass. It’s my fault this whole thing with them is going on. It’s my fault my mental health has declined. It’s my fault I picked up those scissors and cut myself. It’s my fault I lied to them,saying ai was okay but really wasn’t.

It’s my fault I want to kill myself.
My fault they won’t talk to me ever again.
My fault I’m starving myself.
My fault I even said those words, and I’m sorry for it, but it’s too late now.
The damage has been done.

3 hours ago | [YT] | 0

It’sAngelEmi

Feeling left out- Two of my friends are making matching oc’s in front of me and I don’t want to say anything cuz I don’t want to sound attention seeking, genuinely making mafia characters just to make myself feel better, they where even joking abt Smth I didn’t even know- yet again feeling left out, which is okay, as if my mental health isn’t already bad, but that’s fine </3

Every time they ask me if I’m okay, I say I’m fine, even tho I’m not, but that’s fine

Everything’s okay





I think…

2 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 0

It’sAngelEmi

Haaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh………The fuck is wrong with my mental health-? My mental health loves playing with me chat, I’m a,ways tired yet have motivation to attest post one video a day now? Idk man- I haven’t been hungry, I’ve been bored at almost everything I loved to do, I just like to sleep in all the time now- wtf do I doooooo- sighhhhhh- forcing myself up core <\3

3 days ago | [YT] | 0

It’sAngelEmi

How in the holy fuck do I get 4 more subscribers in just 24 hours, like, it has only been a day since I posted the post under this post, LIKE HOW, I was trying to draw the 48 sub y/n for y’all, but I guess I was too late bc I see 52 in my sub count today, y’all I can’t be any happier <3

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

It’sAngelEmi

Guys, I’m so sorry I haven’t been able to post day 14-16 of my style-temper stuff, I haven’t been able to find other artist to draw myself in and it’s hard copying their style if I did find some, I might not be able to post the other half for this month, so give me time if I do find some. If I don’t then I’m sorry I haven’t been able to feed my art to my- DAMN 48 SUBS?!? But still, sorry I’m not able to post the rest, motivation is low, only reason I was able to post that draw today was because I forced myself, hope y’all understand, also cuz school is kicking me in the ass, and my dads birthday was this week, sorry again, goodbye my Kind Angels and Horny Demons

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

It’sAngelEmi

Sorry I couldn’t add color @StarSaverInHell (and my YouTube won’t let me @ you now >:/)
Shirt and bow are sky blue
Skirt is navy
Skin color is white
She has a prosthetic arm on her left arm
Green sock (right)
Pink sock (Left)

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

It’sAngelEmi

I drew my brothers dw oc, also back for a lil bit, lols

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 1

It’sAngelEmi

Hey chat, I won’t be posting the next few days of the style-tember shit, nor any other videos, I’m basically taking a brake? Idk bro. But I won’t be posting for a while, maybe js for a week, when I do come back I will post the other days that I missed (aka Nov.6-Nov Possibly 13) so yeah uhhhhh, I’ll be back when I feel like it,BAI 👹

2 weeks ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

It’sAngelEmi

My motivation has been so low lately bro, I have half of the Style-tember shit and still making the other 15, Istg if I don’t get noticed by one youtuber when I am making/finish making it,ima crash out 💔 I might js take a brake from it,then start it on November tenth cuz why not XD hopefully I don’t abandon it 😜

4 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

It’sAngelEmi

Hehehehehehehehe,don’t mind the picture of my sister riding a fucking little kid bike,she’s weird- anyways to what I wanted to post. Heya chat, I’m doing this thing called a “Style-vember” For the whole month of November I’ll be drawing myself/an oc in a show/youtubers art style. So far I have 3 done just so I don’t need to be drawing everyday all month. If you have any suggestions let me know in the comments (pls give me some ideas,art block is kicking my ass rn)

1 month ago | [YT] | 0