I just do it for myself now. I'm sick of posting things I labour over and getting nothing back and feeling shit about myself ever after. Artists need encouragement. This one does. And you might not believe it but everything I post here is the best I can do at the time. I'm sorry I don't have a sob story to excuse my limitations, but my belief is that nobody should have to explain themselves if they're able to convey feelings, which is all I try to do. I don't give a shit about presentation and quality and slickness and all that crap, I don't have the money for that. All I have is a beating heart and a need to sing, but that comes with a need to feel heard. And I'm not getting that last part here anymore. So bye-bye.
(I just just found out you literally can't temporarily disable your YT account, it's either total deletion or nothing, at least, I cannot fucking for the life of me figure it out - hence this temporary, I hope, diatribe…)