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Honestly...

I didn't want to make this post.

The last thing I ever wanted was to disappear right when this story- ERASE ME WHOLE- was starting to find all of you.

I kept telling myself,

"Just give it another day."

"Maybe tomorrow everything will be fixed."

Then another day passed.

...and another.

...and another.

Before I knew it, almost two weeks had gone by.

I've seen the comments.

"Where's Episode 2?"

"Are you okay?"

"Did you disappear?"

One of you even asked if I d!ed. 😭

No.

I'm still here.

Still breathing.

Still writing.

Still obsessing over these two idiots more than is probably healthy.

The truth is...

I've been dealing with one of the most frustrating technical issues I've ever experienced since starting this channel.

What should've taken a few minutes somehow turned into days of troubleshooting, support chats, account investigations, technical errors, broken pages, endless loading screens, and enough browser tabs to make my laptop question its life choices.

I've spoken with multiple YouTube Support specialists.

I've spent hours every day trying to fix everything.

I've gone from thinking it was one problem... to finding out it was another... then another.

Every time I thought I'd reached the finish line...

another door closed.

ToT

It's been frustrating in ways I can't even explain.

Because every day I spend fighting with this is another day I'm not spending creating.

And that's the part that's been eating at me.

So for a little while...

I simply couldn't continue the way I wanted to.

And I hated every second of it.

Because while all this was happening...

Vaughn and Lan never stopped existing in my head.

I've still been thinking about them.

Rewriting scenes.

Changing dialogue.

Making things even worse for them.

(You're welcome. 🙂)

I've also been reading your comments every single day.

The theories.

The essays.

The threats over the cliffhanger. 😭

The demands for Episode 2.

Some of you have genuinely been checking in on me every day.

And for that,

Thank you.

Seriously...

Thank you.

It means more than I can explain.

It makes my heart... palpitate.

Because this story...

...this world...

...these characters...

have been living in my head every single day.

I've been seeing every single one of you who comes back to check if episode two has been aired...

Every theory.

Every scream.

Every demand for Episode 2.

Every "I NEED MORE."

And i'm so, so sorry for this delay.

Trust me...

Nobody wants Episode 2 online more than I do.

I'm not giving up on this series.

Not even close.

If anything, all of this has reminded me just how much I love creating for you guys.

So while Google and I continue our little boxing match... 🥊😭...

I'm asking for one thing.

Please don't leave.

Please don't think I've abandoned this story.

Because I haven't.

The moment this roadblock is behind me...

We're diving straight back into Vaughn and Lan's world.

And I promise you...

The story waiting for you is worth the wait.

Again, this is not a safe story. Not a soft one.

Thank you for checking on me.

Thank you for caring enough to ask where I've been.

And thank you for giving this little story a home.

I'll keep updating you until we're back.

I miss you guys.

Really.

And I miss writing for you.

🖤🌹



One more thing...

While working behind the scenes...

I may have accidentally stumbled across someone.

Or...

maybe he stumbled across us.

I wasn't planning to show him yet.

But now that he's here...

I have a question.

Is that...

a third man sitting beside Vaughn and Lan?

Hm.

I wonder what he's come to do.

I don't know but...

Should Lan... be worried?

Or should... Vaughn... be?

Hm...


I'll be reading every theory.🖤

See you in EPIC Episode two.

Muah!

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Something is coming, CinemaSinners. ToT

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Honestly...

I don't even know how to start this post.

Look, I have to be honest with all of you about something.

The night I posted Episode 1, I was genuinely terrified. I sat there genuinely convinced it wasn't good enough. I almost talked myself into deleting it twice. I thought: maybe the trailer was a fluke. Maybe people won't stay for the full story.

But guess what?

I was wrong.🥹

Completely, beautifully wrong.

Because then, y'all happened.🥹

And the numbers started coming in.

Let's look at some numbers, because I genuinely cannot process them alone anymore:

In just 4 days:

📖 Episode 1 passed 82,000 views.

🎬 The trailer climbed past 55,000 views.

🌹 More than 3,000 people joined this channel.

And over 300 comments have been pouring in asking for more.

More Vaughn.

More Lan.

💬 Over 500 comments — theories, screams, people telling me how this story is sitting in their chest

🖤 3,000 subscribers in just 10 days..🥹 those are not just numbers. Those are people... someone who decided to...stay. 🥹

To say I'm grateful would be an understatement.

I’m actually speechless.🥹

I've spent the last few days reading comments until my eyes hurt.

The theories.

The reactions.

The messages.

Every “when is Episode 2 dropping?”

The people already picking sides.

The people threatening me over cliffhangers and a sad ending. 😂

Every single one of them has meant more to me than you know.

Honestly, I don't know how to explain what reading those comments has felt like.

But those comments alone has kept me writing on nights I didn't think I had it in me.

And honestly y'all… I’m in tears typing this. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. You have no idea how much this means to me.

This story is so personal, and seeing so many of you already invested… it’s overwhelming in the best way.

But please hear me when I say this:

What you saw in Episode 1 is only the surface.

Episode 1 is barely the cover of the book.

It’s the calm before the storm. The world beneath it is much darker than it looks.
More vicious, i warn you, this is not a safe story. not a soft story. not your regular 'Dark romance'.

Right now it might still feel like a story about a letter, a girl named Yuna, A weird stalking tendency, a weird boy following someone he should never have followed and asking " What perfume do you use?"

But trust me — it gets so much darker, messier, and more painful. The obsession, the secrets, the regret, the things they’re willing to do to each other… this ride is going to twist you up, break your heart, and make your toes curl.

Vaughn and Lan’s story is only just beginning to show its teeth.

"ERASE ME WHOLE" wasn't a random series title.

So buckle up. You’re in for something dangerous.

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.
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I've also seen the endless comments about the series song.

Specifically...

"The Red Thread."

My days! y'all, this one genuinely shocked me.

I spent a ridiculous amount of time creating that song for this series.

When I was making that song, I never expected this much people to become this obsessed with it.

Yet somehow I’ve lost count of how many of you have asked for the full version.
{ blushes and grins devlishly.}

I know i know i love it too! 🤭

So tonight… I’m dropping the full song on the channel.

It's yours..🥹

But be warned: the lyrics might just ruin you.🖤


Annnd lastly, for the question I've probably seen more than any other:

"WHEN IS EPISODE 2?"

The goal is this Saturday.

(Or Sunday if production decides to personally test my sanity again. 😭)

This is just the beginning of something so rotten, so dark, so scary yet so beautiful, every episode will pull you deeper, ch0ke you harder, and ruin you deeper than the last.


Phew!

Thank you for believing in this story even when I was doubting it.

Thank you for believing in these characters.

And thank you for giving this little world a chance.

Thank you for the love, the patience, and the fire you’re giving me.

We’re still standing at the very beginning of something I hope will live in your heads for a long time.

If you’re here for the long haul… stay.

And oh, if you havn't seen episode one, why?? go watch it here:

https://youtu.be/ZeiZLBBsfok?si=WQzzg...

Hit subscribe, turn on notifications, and let’s go deeper together.

I read every comment. Keep them coming.

See you very soon in episode 2.

muah!🖤🌹

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✨💦🔥Deleting His Memories — The series [BTS]

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🖤 New Release

Till We Meet Again… Old Friend

🎧 Full lyric video now live on Rotten Rooms
👉https://youtu.be/NtHH15z5Lr0?si=VacGO...

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“We were just kids… what happened to us?”

Some people don’t leave your heart…
they just stop showing up in your life.

This one is for
the friends who slowly became strangers,
the ones who are still here… just too far away now,
and the ones who fell on the way…
the ones we’ll never see again.

For the memories that still feel alive.
For the names you don’t say out loud anymore.

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🖤 Watch when it’s quiet.
When the memories come back without warning.

Drop a 🖤 if there’s someone you still miss.

#rottenrooms #nostalgicsongs #sadsongs #emotionalmusic #lonelysongs #memories #lostfriends #overthinkingmusic

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